JUDE
Which is why I won't focus on those ugly emotions.
No matter how unfair it feels, how cruel and heartless, I feel, being treated like I don't deserve love … I won't linger on them. I am going to be with him. I am going to savour and have the time of my life with Miko, even if I am bleeding inside, even though the time is ticking away in the recesses of my brain.
"You sure, baby?" he asks with that soft voice that makes my heart crumble, all the walls I have set in place shake, ready to fall. Leave it to Miko to make me feel so vulnerable and soft.
I have to stop this before I am a puddle of a crying mess because I am seconds away. "Did you say you wanted to sleep?"
"Well, I did, but I am not so sure now. We will have to hear what's being said in the meeting and decide later on, right? Me and you?"
