RIN
Life is … kind of boring.
My personal life, at least. I am at another party, drinks, women, men, drugs, sex … all on display, all available, and yet all I feel is loneliness.
Rex is touching my thigh, his hands inching up my inner thigh, and I can't even feel a spark of desire.
I don't feel a lick of sexual energy, and it's just making me feel irritated the longer he lingers.
We have been fucking … as friends. The first night was hot. I tossed my V card out the window, and then the rest that followed were all …. Very predictable.
The sex started getting predictable. An itch I have always had couldn't be scratched, no matter how hard, how long Rex fucked me.
Rex is a good lover, very exceptional in the bedroom, but I am just looking for something … different.
Something that will set my soul on fire. Just thinking about it is making me start to harden, even as I swirl my drink in the glass I am holding between my fingers.
