"I had a dream.
A dream where I was very happy.
I dreamt that Hanabi and I grew up together, studied together, fell in love, and got married.
We were in a golden wheat field, I was busy with the livelihood, and she was in the cabin behind, holding a swaddled child.
The moment I turned back, the wind came, it stung sharply, and I hurriedly raised my hand to shield my face. In a daze, I saw Hanabi's white skirt flying, her hair lifted by the wind, and the smile she showed me.
I didn't know what happened, the scene suddenly shifted, the house disappeared, the child disappeared, and Hanabi disappeared too.
I started running in the endless golden waves of wheat, I was tired, very tired, gasping for the thin oxygen, pulling at sore muscles and fragile spirits.
I was running, running with all my might, knowing I was chasing something.