The joyful thing is she's about to set off to the city of Z. Although she doesn't know what the future holds, in that city, she has a reason to stop!
The worry is for Han Wanwan. Some time ago, Lin Zhong suddenly broke up with Han Wanwan, making her drink heavily! The next day, she told her, "Don't be a lady anymore, I don't want to be that obedient girl! I want to be a tough woman, like you, with a strong heart!"
She really wants to tell Han Wanwan that once she stepped back too, she felt pain too, but her strength didn't let her share this. She wasn't as strong as Han Wanwan thought, during the days without Huang Puchen, she woke up crying from dreams!
Later, Han Wanwan's parents found her and told her the whole story. With their help, Han Wanwan quickly went abroad, and now she doesn't know how they are.
