Dove
I sat on the couch huddled with blankets despite it practically being a near heatwave outside. No one understood but they didn't know how it felt to be cold from the inside. I had experienced heartbreak before but this one was different. This was the kind of heartbreak that left you raw and exposed inside.
For so long yesterday I had slept in my bed of pain and suffering. I had cried so many tears that my pillow had soaked right through and I passed out at a point. When I woke up later on that night I thought it was a terrible nightmare until I looked at my phone and saw no message or call from Bucky. Everything was real, very real.
When I woke up this morning I was past the point of crying, I just felt defeated. In fact I felt numb. Having experienced so many emotions in such a short span of hours had rid me of emotions completely that all I wanted to do was dig up a hole and sleep there.
