I learned fast that life outside was simpler than I'd imagined. Bright lamps breathed over me; cloth learned my shape; air scratched my skin. No constant current to float in—just my small cot and two people whose hands knew how to turn me and tuck me and carry me where they needed.
Five times a day, my face would be pressed against a warm chest, and I tried to go through the motions without thinking too much about it. Suck, swallow, breathe. I didn't always get it right, as even though my stats would suggest otherwise, my body was quite weak. Fine motor function was still miles away, as even simple tasks like clapping fingers and putting on a blanket required considerable effort. A hand steadied my head, and I felt a calm, practiced warmth slide through my chest and throat.
Sleep kept taking me. It moved like a palm gentling over my eyes. 'Was it like this before?' I wondered, and the thought dissolved because I couldn't tell where before ended. Time had been pulses; now it was drift. I'd wake to a brighter square of ceiling, a cooler lick of air on my heel, the blanket tucked tighter. My eyes could make out shapes, motion against light, nothing more.
Without the cord, my little work leaked away faster than ever. I kept practicing small. Chest to core and back again. No tours. Nothing to forearms. I didn't even think about calves. Pressing too hard made the light in my head dim and the path disappear into sleep. The decline was a stone in my gut, but even doing a little beat back the horror of being a log.
Days one to three slid into each other: milk and sleep and steady beeps that told me I was still in a room that was linked to machines. At the end of the third day, the room changed its mind about me. The air went still. I opened my eyes to a vague oval leaning over me—just a blur—and, at the edge of my vision, a floating green fog. I didn't need a better look to know what it was. A flood of undirected warmth slipped through my skin and into me, a tide without a captain. I caught it as it went by.
It was easy to move, too easy. The moment I leaned my attention in, it agreed to any direction I offered. I directed it along the paths I knew—down the center, then across the back, then into the arms—letting it obey the shape I'd been teaching myself over and over again before sleep had kept winning. The rush filled the routes as if they'd been waiting for it.
'Finally some progress,' I celebrated the win as the rush of chakra vanished after a while, and my tired body went to sleep.
The rush of chakra returned the next day. And the next. It became the new weather: five feeds and a green tide that slid into me, unclaimed by the hands that made it. I would feel the glow before I could see it; I would open my eyes just enough to confirm the blur; then I'd work, slow and careful, turning that open water into something my body could keep and progress.
I fell back into my old pattern with the eagerness of a thirsty plant. Small loops turned to longer ones, and rests grew shorter. I focused the warmth on my hands once again. If there was one place where I wanted perfection, it was there. The effect of the practice wasn't dramatic, but I could feel it: my arms didn't feel like sacks of sand anymore; my legs answered when I asked them to press against the blanket or shift. The room kept its routine: lift, turn, tuck, a new blanket, a new sticky patch, a clean practiced pulse through my chest. No one told me anything, not that they could; I have remembered the two soft voices that talked to me.
The first week with the fog, my eyes started to notice. The mobile figure over me—still nothing but a slow storm of bright shadow—made longer arcs now, and I could follow it for six or seven passes before the line smudged.
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[Chakra: 24.3]
[Physique: 2] [Reflex: 2] [Coordination: 2] [Vision: 0.92] [Mind: 22]
[Chakra Control — Lv 7 | Effectiveness: 14%]
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The numbers didn't change much, except maybe a slight improvement in vision. They didn't need to. I closed the panel and worked with what was in my hands. There should be a reason for these chakra infusions, but there was no point in trying to figure it out. It did work to my benefit, though, so I didn't question it much.
The green kept coming. It arrived as a hum along the skin first, then a glow at the edge of my sight, then a tide in the routes. The body still didn't want to wiggle a single finger on command, but I could tighten the hand inside the blanket and feel the effort land in the right place. That counted.
Using the chakra from my own pool got easier as I learned to stop one breath before exhaustion would cause me to sag into sleep. Stopping on purpose made the difference between choosing to close my eyes and being taken by them. Though keeping awake without anything much to do was no less torturous.
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My existence was a bit mundane as I looked around. On the last morning, I bothered counting as part of this month, the cloth under me changed, softer and smelling a lot less like the hospital. The hands moved me in a way they hadn't before—more wrapping than tucking. The air shifted as I was wrapped like a burrito and lifted.
By the end of the month, close-up, things finally held still long enough to become themselves. Lines had edges; colors had weight. When the room quieted and the lamps went gentle, I could make out the face that bent over me at the end of each day—the one that rocked me until my breath forgot to stumble.
She looked younger than the tiredness in her shoulders suggested. Early thirties, maybe. Her hair was light blond and kept out of the way in a loose knot that always broke a few wisps free to tickle her temples. Up close, I could see the shine along those strands, the flyaways catching light like thread. Her skin had that soft, well-slept look that lies most nights, except under her eyes, where faint shadows pooled; the kind you get from waking up because someone else needs something. Her mouth naturally wanted to tilt into a smile even when she didn't mean it; the left corner went first, a small confession before the rest of her face agreed. When she rocked me, she hummed—nothing like a song I knew, just a sound she drew in the air over and over until my chest matched the shape of it.
Her hands surprised me most. They were careful in a way that comes from practice, not fear—palms warm, fingers steady, nails kept short and a little uneven. A faint, crescent scar lived on the web between her thumb and forefinger, white against the skin, and a nick sat on the knuckle she always used to check the blanket's edge. Not a fighter's hands. Hands that learned to carry and measure and keep. When she leaned close, the smell of her changed with the hour: rice steam and soap in the morning, something herbal and clean at night, the honest salt of skin when the day had been longer than planned. Her eyes—dark, wide, and a little glassy from the lamp—held there even when she was tired. When she blinked, I could track the lashes, each one a small shadow. She'd whisper in Japanese, soft and useless to me, and I didn't need the meaning to understand it was the kind of talking that keeps a room stitched together.
The gruff voice belonged to the other face. He looked older than her at first glance and older still when the light hit the hard places time had left. His hair was cut short and already losing the argument at his temples, a scatter of gray threaded through blond locks. Stubble shadowed his jaw most days, the kind that says a blade had passed recently, but life kept interrupting clean. His eyes were the steady kind—light blue irises ringed by the faintest sunburst of darker color, lids creased by squinting at distance or against grit. There were lines at the corners that didn't belong to smiling.
The scar told the rest of the story without needing further analysis. It started high along the left side of his jaw, a pale, ridged line that caught the light differently, and ran clean to the ear where it painted a brutal picture: the bottom of the earlobe was missing, a bite taken out of it, sharp edges healed smoothly, yet a part was ever missing. The scar crossed the hinge of his jaw in a way that must have made chewing an old annoyance once; now it only tugged the skin when he turned to look past me. I couldn't stop staring, not because it was ugly but because it was proof in a place that didn't offer many: surviving here cost something.
He wore a headband low and secure across his forehead, cloth pulled flat, tight, the plate centered and scuffed from use. Even with my sight still arguing with distance, the swirl of the leaf sign was unmistakable. Konoha. At least that was something solid enough to hold on to. The sight of the symbol poured a little warm relief into a place I hadn't realized was cold. 'Hidden Leaf,' I told myself, and let my next breath be longer than it needed to be. Relief over a worry I had been holding.
He never rocked me the way she did. He held me like he knew the weight of breakable things and how to make sure they didn't. One forearm under my back, the other hand at the base of my skull—precise, efficient. When he spoke, even quietly, his voice rasped at the edges, a file that had been used too often, to shout instructions maybe. I couldn't hear the words, just the cadence that always started firm and ended softer, as if he remembered at the end of every sentence who he was talking to. There was a pattern to his touch I learned before I learned anything else about him: adjust, secure, check, release. The pattern of someone who'd spent years trusting his hands to do exactly what he asked.
When they took me out, the sun was a shock. I wanted to keep it. Light touched my face and turned the darkness behind my eyelids orange when I closed them instinctively. When I opened my eyes, the world became too much all at once—color and motion and shapes with more edges than I could catch. We moved. Cloth creaked; sandals talked on stone; the air danced in a way inside the rooms it never did. I lay in his arms and tried to make pictures out of the smear, indulging for the moment. I was already exhausted from the practice earlier and would have gone to sleep if this sudden change hadn't been interesting.
I enjoyed the sights since we took the scenic route. As many things were pointed out to me in a dialogue that I couldn't remember, following along until I saw it. The Hogake mountain.
Even blurred, that outline is a kind of name. Faces carved into rock, looking down with the calmness of things that do not move. I knew where to look before I could see what I was looking at. I squinted, which did nothing but make the light shake, and counted the vague shapes the way you count steady beats on a monitor.
One. Two. Three.
Not seven. Not five. Not even four. Three heads on a mountain that, in the story I carried with me, was supposed to have more. 'Before the third war, then,' I dreaded.
Relief and dread argued in a place with not enough space for both. Relief because this was still the Leaf and not just a village adjacent to it; the symbol on my father's plate told me that, and the village breathing around us matched the rhythm I'd expected from a place that trained and bled and kept going. Dread because those three faces said a different thing: the names I knew were not here yet, or never would be, or hadn't been carved. 'Too early,' I thought, and the thought felt like stepping off a curb I hadn't seen. 'Too far from taking advantage of my foreknowledge while trying to keep the timeline the same.'
We moved through the streets before my thoughts could finish. Stalls were only smudges of color that smelled like spice and hot metal and wood. People were brushstrokes that left laughter and duty in their wake. A dog sat somewhere and barked twice with authority. The wind came around the corner and brought with it the smell of river and stone. My mother's hum came in behind the wind and covered whatever the air had taken.
I looked back at the faces on the mountain and counted again in case my sight had betrayed me. One. Two. Three. The same answer.
'At least I know where,' I told myself, too calm for the way my small heart had started to go fast. 'The when can wait.'
I let my eyes fall to the people who mattered, because those were the ones I could actually see. My mother bent over me to adjust the blanket, and the loose hairs on her temple caught the sun like small wires of gold. My father shifted his grip the way he always did—forearm, skull, secure—and the scar along his jaw made a brief, reluctant smile when he noticed me staring. He touched the missing piece of his earlobe with two fingers, absent, the way you touch an old habit, then pretended he hadn't.
'Okay,' I thought, 'I can deal with this, sure I can.' I reassured myself as we moved, towards my new home.
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AN- Introducing his parents and a brief insight into the complication. For those wondering it was an imbalance of chakra due to him having too much spiritual energy, so he was flooded with yang-attuned chakra every day for a month as a precaution. Dialogue will enter the story when he can talk and learn the language, probably in 2-3 chapters.