Life 2.0

Here I am back again. Speaking from the spirit of the Lord. One year later, and I'm unrecognizable (by myself and others alike). Who am I to judge others. I've seen the dark side of the world, and I've experienced the struggles of pleasures. That's right the pleasures of the world are sins in the eyes of the Lord. If you are pleased in this life ; you're probably sinful. This life by no means is to be pleasurable by anyone. Know that from the moment Adam disobeyed God, we were destined to live a life of death and misery. Here I am a so called man of God who's walked with Christ since birth. I've seen and known too much holiness to look back at the world; but I did. "I'm only human," A stupid, self reassuring phrase that came from the fallen stars. I hate that phrase. I'm more than a "human." I'm a child of God, created in the likeness of he who has no boundaries. The world is done. The end is here. If I could go to the past just 3 years ago I'd tell myself, -"Look here boy, I'm you from the future; 3 years to be exact. The life you know now, will be forgotten faster than the blink of an eye. The things frowned upon and are found detestable by people will be glorified and normalized." I'm positively sure that the me of 3 years ago would be bamboozled to find that masterbation had become as shameless and normalized as women wearing panties and bras in public calling it bikinis. That's the way of the devil. He gives sinful actions a name and all of a sudden it's the norm. You're not gay, you're queer, you're not masterbating, you're gooning, you're not in your underwear, you're in bikinis, (I spit on the ground in displeasure at these filth). To be holy is my goal. I judge righteously; at least I try my very best. Maybe it's the reason why the Lord has yet to leave this sinful man. I've grown from 3 years prior. My mentality has not deteriorated, but it has finally matured and with it comes strength and confidence. With it also comes hate. The hate for everything that oppose the Lord. They say with age comes wisdom, but they forgot to mention that with age also comes, maturity, peace, strength, confidence, and a will. Whether that will is of God or his enemies depending on where you stand. 3 years later and I'm changed. 3 years later and the world has became hell itself. 3 years ago it was less horrifying. I long for the return of God Almighty, Jesus Christ.