Just at this moment, Ling Muye's voice came through her ears.
"Qianxia, are you awake?"
Sheng Qianxia came back to her senses and, remembering what had happened before she fainted, she asked him, "Ling, did 'she' give you any trouble?"
The "she" in her mouth referred to Ou Manhui.
Ling Muye shook his head, "I was actually going to ask you, now that you've finally seen mom, why did you want to leave? Are you blaming her?"
Sheng Qianxia replied, "I'm not blaming her."
She neither blamed her nor hated her; she simply didn't want to forgive her.
She didn't want to forgive how her mother had silently withdrawn from her world, how no matter her sadness or distress, none of it could be conveyed.
She didn't want to forgive her mother for not even telling her why she no longer liked her, why she was rejected, as if sentencing her to death. No matter how much she corrected herself, no matter how she remedied her faults and became perfect, she could never win her mother back.
