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Chapter 932 - 931-I’m not crazy right?

The room was quiet, the kind of silence that settled into corners and clung to shadows, thick as cobwebs. Renjiro had found a small, empty chamber in one of the administrative buildings, far from the chaos of the staging ground and the weight of his conversation with Minato and Hiruzen. The moment the door closed behind him, the composure he had maintained during the exchange cracked.

He dropped onto a low bench, his body sagging with exhaustion, his head tilting back to stare at the ceiling. For a long moment, he simply breathed, the adrenaline of the battle finally fading and leaving behind the weight of everything he had endured. Then he blurted out, his voice carrying the particular edge of someone who had reached the limits of their patience:

"I'm not crazy, right?!"

He blew a raspberry, the sound absurd in the quiet room, and closed his eyes as if trying to reset his brain. He wasn't questioning his sanity literally; he was trying to determine whether he was genuinely misreading everything happening around him. The exhaustion, the battle, the revelations about Sora, and Hiruzen's guarded behaviour had all combined into a fog that made it difficult to think clearly.

I need to reconstruct everything, he thought, his internal voice sharp with determination. I need to understand what the hell is going on.

He deliberately began replaying the events from the moment he had returned from his confrontation with Nagato. He mentally walked through the conversation with Minato and Hiruzen in chronological order, his memory enhanced by the constant activation of his EMS. One advantage of maintaining his dojutsu was that his memories were recorded with perfect clarity; he could replay conversations, expressions, movements, tone, and tiny changes in posture almost like watching a recording.

Thank you, EMS, he thought, a flicker of dark humour passing through him. At least I can analyse this properly.

He focused specifically on Hiruzen's body language throughout their conversation just to be sure his earlier conclusion was sound. The former Hokage's shoulders had remained slightly tense, his gaze lingering on Renjiro longer than necessary, his eyes repeatedly studying his expression. His answers had been measured and carefully phrased, and there had been a slight tightening around his jaw whenever Orochimaru or Renjiro's actions were mentioned. Hiruzen had allowed Minato to answer certain questions rather than immediately answering himself.

Hiruzen was definitely guarded around me, Renjiro concluded. He was watching me, measuring me, treating me like a potential threat rather than an ally.

The realisation bothered him more than he expected. He had genuinely believed they had a good relationship. Hiruzen had watched him grow up, had repeatedly trusted him with important responsibilities, and had escorted him to multiple Kage meetings and high-level diplomatic situations. Most importantly, Hiruzen had personally given him Hashirama cells to repair his damaged eye, a gesture Renjiro had interpreted as evidence that they had developed something deeper than simple Hokage-and-shinobi trust.

I thought we actually had a bond, he thought, his internal voice quieter now, more vulnerable. Apparently, maybe I was wrong.

He wondered how badly Orochimaru's betrayal had affected Hiruzen. The possibility that Hiruzen's hostility toward him wasn't really about him personally, but that interacting with him was triggering Hiruzen's memories of his former student, was almost absurd. He had fought Orochimaru, had exposed his crimes, and yet somehow, he was now the one being looked at suspiciously.

How badly did Orochimaru screw up that old man's head? Renjiro thought, his internal voice carrying a note of incredulous frustration. I can apparently breathe in the same room as him, and somehow that's suspicious now.

His thoughts broadened from Hiruzen into a more cynical reflection on human relationships. Perhaps he should be used to people disappointing him by now. Someone could treat another person well for years, yet one incident could suddenly become the supposed revelation of their true colours. People often remembered the mistake rather than the years preceding it. He didn't necessarily believe Hiruzen had betrayed him, but the emotional sting was obvious.

I thought we had something, he thought, his internal voice carrying the weight of his hurt. Maybe I was wrong.

His memories shifted naturally toward the conversation about Sora. He replayed Minato explaining that Sora was part of a controlled experiment to determine whether surviving Uzumaki could be reintegrated into Konoha. He replayed Hiruzen explaining why Renjiro was deliberately excluded. Then the list of people who knew returned: Hiruzen, Minato, Kushina, the elders, and Danzō. The last name caused his irritation to spike again.

Even Danzō knew about this, for fuck's sake, he thought, his internal voice carrying a note of bitter humour. So apparently Danzō was considered trustworthy enough to know, but I wasn't.

The exclusion genuinely hurt. Not because he believed he was entitled to every secret in Konoha, but because this was directly connected to his own clan and surviving Uzumaki. He had spent years dealing with the consequences of the Uzumaki's destruction, and had actively tried to understand what happened to the survivors. Yet the people around him had apparently been conducting a major experiment involving them without telling him.

Yeah, he admitted, his internal voice quieter now, that didn't feel good.

He identified what he considered the most ironic part: Minato had trusted him enough to help design and maintain Konoha's barrier, had trusted him with knowledge and responsibility that affected the security of the entire village. Yet apparently they hadn't trusted him with information concerning surviving Uzumaki.

Maybe they thought I wasn't mature enough to separate my personal feelings from the objective, he thought, his internal voice carrying a note of incredulous frustration. Maybe they thought I would interfere with the reintegration experiment. Maybe they thought my relationship with the surviving Uzumaki made me too emotionally compromised.

He laughed at the absurdity of it. The laugh gradually turned into incredulous frustration as he shook his head, unable to decide whether the situation was insulting, hilarious, or infuriating.

So Minato trusted me with the village's defences, but not with information about my own clan, he thought. That's… that's something.

He mentally connected the two issues: Hiruzen's suspicion regarding Orochimaru, his exclusion from the Uzumaki operation, Danzō's involvement, the unknown attackers, Akatsuki, the Chūnin Exams, and the Suna infiltrators. There were simply too many moving pieces around him. He didn't yet know whether these events were connected, but he knew something was wrong.

This is going to be messy, he thought, his internal voice carrying less paranoia and more resigned certainty. I need to figure out what's really going on before everything falls apart.

Back in Danzō's residence, the atmosphere was immediately more serious and ominous; the room was dimly lit, its walls lined with scrolls and documents, its furnishings sparse and functional. Danzō sat alone at a low table, his posture rigid, his single visible eye fixed on the sealed scroll before him. Unlike Renjiro's chaotic internal monologue, Danzō's environment was controlled and orderly.

He retrieved the scroll and handled it carefully, his fingers tracing the seal before breaking it with deliberate precision. He began reading, his eyes moving across the contents with the particular intensity of someone who had spent decades navigating the treacherous currents of political warfare.

At first, his expression remained completely controlled. Then something in the report caught his attention. His breathing subtly stopped, his heart hitched, and his visible eye widened. For perhaps the first time in the chapter, Danzō's normally rigid composure visibly cracked.

He slowly lowered the scroll, his gaze fixed on some point in the middle distance. His mind was racing, processing the implications of what he had just read. The information was disturbing, unexpected, and potentially devastating.

He stared ahead, clearly trying to reconcile what he had just read. Then he asked himself aloud, his voice carrying the particular edge of someone who had reached the limits of their patience:

"I'm not crazy, right?"

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