In the depths of my heart, as long as you can return to my side, I actually want nothing else. Sometimes, I repeatedly ask myself whether everything I have done is right or wrong. Each decision I forced you to make step by step, what kind of outcome will it ultimately bring?
After you left, I thought I wouldn't be heartbroken, wouldn't feel sad, and would happily laugh there. But later, I realized that after you left me, the most painful thing is that I lost my smile. In my inner world, all I wanted was your companionship, but ultimately I personally destroyed the right you had to stay by my side.
I always thought that as long as I could have him in my embrace, I could do whatever I wanted recklessly, even if it meant making him bruised all over, he would not leave. But I never imagined that one day when he decided to leave me, it would be so resolute and without mercy.
