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|John POV|
'Hah'
I sigh,
The Clink from the Classroom Clock is the Only thing that is in my mind.
Many days passed by like an Image from an old videotape, Repeating, Colorless and overall not good for the Mental health. Oh such tragedy befall to me, Which is surprisingly shocking because we are talking about the F-king Nasuverse here. After the meeting of the Mc of Stay night, nothing has been popping up recently.
'Strangely, the WORLD has been monotoned as of late.' I pondered.
Eventually I was called by the Philosopy Teacher to answer a Question.
Philosopy, LoveKnowledge, A subject in which we question the Nature of the Fundamental Reality and our Existence. The Bridge between Science and Mystery bundled in Words or Sentences, And One of the things that I am fond of In my Past.
'Mr John, Do you believe in Free Will?'
I pondered for a moment. Making and Finding the Appropriate answer.
FREE WILL
'No.'
Many Eyes then laid on me. Each with their own Curiousities
'And why is that Mr John?'
'If we do have Free Will, I wouldn't be here in front of you right now' The Phil Teacher and most of my Classmate Gasped before Laughing.
'Good point, Still, Why? why do you believe that there is no Free Will?'
A sigh escaped my mouth.
'Because we do not get to choose everything we want.'
Our Decisions is determined by our position in the World. Limited after our Birth. Shaped by our environment and the People around us. Crawling in this Vast Rock that we call home. If I have Free Will to do Whatever I want, Whatever I wish to be, Then I would just be the [X].
Its just there, Filled with Infinite Potential to become anything and everything.
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Looking at my life now, Aren't I just same from before I was here.
A Common student in a world that has no Magic nor Mysteries, Simply a world where humanity pursuits Science, Logic and Facts.
Maybe that's the reason why I drowned myself in those Novels,Books and Comics. My Dream cannot be realized in my Old World, Trapped in my Own Imagination and Unending Creative Mind. This left me to stagnate, hardly keeping up with time, Until everything turns black.
Many regrets are made, and I cannot go back.
And now, everything still happens the same as before. Monotoned and Boring.
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I explained many reasons on why there is no Free Will, like the fact that are brain has already made our decision before we even think about it.
'Alright before we end our Discussion, everyone, if you can be anything, What do you want to be?'
Many shouted names of Animals, Characters from Fictional books, and even Vague Things like sky, or Lightning.
'How about you Mr. Light'
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The Eyes of Many moved again.
'I want to be...'
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'Chaos'
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School End.
|Fuyuki Street|
The Wind swep into the east as the Birds Follow along, In sync with the Rhythm. People, Big, Small and Inbetween, Chatter and Moves along the Sidewalks. Yet after all of what is happening, EXISTENCE isseemingly focused on one thing, A raven haired boy named John, with his steps thumping alongside many, moving to each of their own paths. Yet, the simple walk to home, the Normal and seemingly monotone Mood was replaced by an Entrancing Distortion.
'Help!! He took my bag' A lady cried out.
'Out of my way!!!' A person, the thief itself bumps into many people.
Many Men make Chase.
John seeing this looked into the Running thief and then look back into the Direction he is walking.
He sighed and didn't care about the thief and walked again,he was torn on helping but he erased that thought immediately,
Honk*
Crash*
A sound of a Car crash was then heard after.
John then looked back seeing the Thief itself getting hit by a Car.
'It is what it is.' He shrugs.
Kring*
Another sound was heard.
John then Move his Hands into his pockets and took out the source, His phone.
From: Ma Mary
"John, Sorry dear, I will not be home for the Next Three days, Busy at Work😅. Make sure to wake up early and either make your food or order from Foodshops. Sorry again, Once i return we will have you favorite Icecream treat."
'Yare yare' seems like I will be by myself this next three days.
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Home
'Haa' I placed my bag on the table near the couch, and then rest my back into the comfy Cushion, at the same time I took the Remote to watch some News and even Movies TV.
*Static Noises*
"Live Breaking news: A man named XXXXXXX Stole a Bag and has been hit by a car, The Driver Testified that his break did not work the last second."
Click*
"Discovery: An Image of a large celestial object has been mapped by NASA, said to have been a Black hole, Using Hubble Space telescope"
Click*
"Life's Question: Is life determined?"
I stopped in the Third Channel.
Bang*Bang*
Many screams have been heard in John's neighborhood
'The hell?' Confused i then move into the Window and saw many police having a shooting between what i presumably think is a gang.
Guess they have it coming for them, they have been terrorizing this neigborhood at night everyweek,Still, its quite surprising that the Police have gone here just now.
I closed the Window and locked the Doors, then back to the Couch.
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Three days later
Morning
Sizzle*Sizzle*
A sound of fried Eggs has been diffusing into the Light Household.
'John!, Im home!' I heard a familiar voice.
The front door opens and John's Mother Mary came in.
She took a whiff in the air
'Hmm, Your Cooking eggs'
'Yes' I blankly replied.
Fixing the plates in the table, I placed the eggs and the rice into it.
'Really?Your cooking eggs? I told you that you can order right?'
'I know, Somethings are happening in the neigborhood and i dont wanna get hit by a stray bullet'
She was surprised by what i said
'Isn't this place Peaceful? Well unless you speak of the Gangs that live here'
'They are the reason and more' I look into my Mothers Eyes. She sigh and sat on the table.
'Tell me about it'
I gave her the gist on what happened during the past three days.
The shootout, The thief, NeighborHood Grandma's Death, Which is very sad. She is the one that gave us Food when we are new to this place. There are some things that i Didn't say, Like many Crows and Locust flying throughout the neigborhood. Or a random Lightning strike. There is even items in the House disappearing and reappearing after X seconds. Being someone that knows The Nature of this World. I did not tell her, She will just laugh it off and tells me that its my imagination.
'Ma, Im going to be late'
'Make sure to socialize,Dear and if Possible find yourself a girl' A weird laugh came out of my Mothers mouth.
Rolling my Eyes, I closed the Door and ran to find Taxi.
'Girl huh?' Sadly no one tickles my fancy. Its not like i find the Characters of Stay night as Ugly, In fact they are beautiful. Its just that.... l am into older Women¹.
Classroom | FUYUKI
Morning
Sitting in the chair, I contemplated. Bored out of my Mind, The teachers ramblings doesn't help either. I hoped that this would end quickly...
After then i closed my Eyes. Slowly drifting from reality to the dream.
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Lunch sound*
Hearing a familiar noise, I then look into my surrounding.
Students are chattering here and there.
'Huh' I am pretty sure i have been asleep for the rest of the class.
'Hey, Dark Prince' Hearing a familiar voice behind my back
'Stop calling me that Rito' it was Rito, A friend, He was the one that started the Nickname Dark Prince², and the First person i socialized in this Classroom.
He asked me to Eat alongside him. And we talked about Manga Stuff.
'Hey Rito'
'What?'
'What have i been doing during class?'
Rito gave me a side eye
'What kind of question is that?'
I was asleep for three hours in class, why did the teacher not noticed me,
'Just answer the question'
'Bitch, you are killing it with those answers in our recitation'
'What?'
'Bruh, Did you have Amnesia or smthing?'
'Nah'
Im pretty sure that i am asleep during class.
Supernatural Bullshit? Dunno.....
I didnt sleep the entire Afternoon Class after.
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Class End
FUYUKI PARK
The Light of the Sun oscillates throughout the Surrounding Objects painting the shadows in the Ground.
It was almost night, yet here i am, still confused, sitting in a bench as i reflect on what happen.
Unfocus on Space and Time, Distance and Causality.
I am not Special in any way even in my past World, But the point that I am a reincarnator still stands.
There is no Omnipotent being that gave me any Wishes, Nor a system that helps me grow. Stuck in this World filled with Curses and Beast. Yet, I hoped and question.
Do i have something within me that i do not know of.
A superpower? Talent? Maybe even a Bloodline....
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No matter how much i pull something in my deepest soul, I feel Nothing, Not Special. My Mind is Erratic and Filled with Untamed Chaos, Chaos[IMAGINARY] that cannot leave my Conciousness. Amidst it all, my logic still dominates. Thinking for me 'I am not special'.
Oh Hope.
I wish for Everything
Time And Space for me to Control.
Oh Hope.
This Monotony must end.
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Stop
Stop
Stop!
STOP!
I was broken out of my Deep thoughts. The Shade has Diffuse into my surrounding, Silence fills the air.
I look into my Phone and Noticed that my Mother has been calling me Nonstop. I answered.
'John!! Where are you! You did not answer my past calls and its already 10pm'
I look into the Clock, Shit.
'I was with my Friends Ma, I am going home now' I made up a reason immediately.
'Go home immediately Mr. You do not know what lurks in the Night'
Sighing i answered
'Yes, I know'
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Going home i was immediately met with my Mother's Rants
Not about me being late mind you, But me not answering her calls.
It took an Hour before she stopped. It was the time where I also gone off to bed, After dinner of course.
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NEXT DAY
SCHOOL
Walking into the Halls, With the same chattering noises of students. I paid no heed to everyone and moved on to my destination.
Until, I bumped into someone familiar
'Well, Aren't you the dark Prince' A Guy with a head of a seaweed then blocked my way.
'Stupid name if you ask me' he added
'Who are you?'
'Do you not know who i am? I am Matou Shinji'
'Uh huh'
'What? Thats all you have to say?'
Many noticed the commotion that is happening and immediately flocked the two. Before another person entered the fray.
'Hey!! what are you two doing?' A twin tailed girl then showed up.
She stopped the Commotion and Dispersed the Students.
Shinji seeing this walked away with a resounding 'Tsk'
'You okay?' She asked.
'Yeah'
'Sorry about what happened earlier, Matou was not like that from before'
'Uh huh'
'For being called the Infamous Dark Prince, you are quite bland aren't you'
I only looked at her and she spoke again.
'Anyway, You already know me, Tohsaka Rin, and I will not lose to you in Academics'
'Ok'
After the weird meeting, i then move on to my Class,
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Mary Light, a high class foundation researcher has been called by the Radix Council to give the Data for Tec#10.
Being the Mother of John Light, She opted to hide some Information that she Gathered in a Month. Bias, as we call it.
The Table of the Root
Two Person is sitting in the Highest Table
And each of them holds the greatest power in the Foundation.
X-11: Nice to Meet you again, Dr Light.
Light: let us cut the pleasantries, here are the Information.
X-3: Take it easy, Dr Light. Why are you so Gloomy?
Light: Do we really need to observe him continously, as his Surrogate Mother, I never observe any anomaly in the Child.
X-11: We cannot change the fact that he is one of the Interest of the Church Of Decacism, and one of the Childrens born to a ritual, which is supposed to summon their God.
Light: he is innocent, Please I do not wish for him to live in constant observation.
X-3: is this you maternal love showing, Hahahahahahaah
X-11: Shut up 3
X-11 then look at Mary Light
X-11: I cannot change the protocol unless all of us Agrees to it. But i will find a way.
After the exchange.. A Hologram pop up infront of the Table.
X-3: This, This is Fun, hahahahahahah
In the Hologram shows the IT³erratically shifting in the []
A Concept shaped like a Fractal in the Crystal Lattice.
X-11: This is Bad, Dr Mary Light, Move into the Observatory Base and try to Help the others in finding the Conceptual damage IT has done. You will be needed for Three days.
Dr Light hearing this sigh and left the room. She then left a message to her son.
I tired voice left her lips.
'I want to retire'
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The Exponents that you see
1. John do not just like Older Women, He likes Monster girls as well.
2. John did not know it was Rito that made the Nickname,
Until Shirou told him.
3. It refers to TCC 1|0