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As I woke from my slumber, I expect the morning sun, and yet I only see and feel the touch of grasses?
A land so vast, so endless, that my eyes cannot see its edge, yet I feel as if I can see what is beyond it
'Awake?' I heard a "VOICE" at behind me
I looked(?) behind only to see Myself as I was a child.
'Hello?' I ask confusedly
'Is that all you can say to אyou?' It Speaks, the Voice like Many yet One,
Its Voice Speaks to Me in all direction yet It is In front of me, well, the Mouth is.
'Who are you? And Where am I?'
'You already know who I am, After all I am EVERYTHING. Did that answer your question?'
'Wait! I don't get it.' I tried to comprehend what It said
'Yo-Your' My EXISTENCE quake as I realized.
'Yes, An approximation given by Humanity to things that they cannot Understand.'
There was a profound silence for what seems like X seconds.
'If I am seeing you now does that mean that I am Dead?'
'Yes, Your Flesh is, but remember that the Spirit is Eternal just as Existence. You are Dead In the Physical World but your Soul did not'
'What of Everyone? My friends and my Family?'
It then points Its fingers towards the grass below.
I looked down and see My Mother and Father along with my Siblings into what seems like the Morgue, in their back lies other Family Members, and at the Farthest are my Close friends.
'They mourn for your Death, regretting not knowing your emotional suffering'
I feel guilty and was about to shed tears realizing that I cannot do it, not here.
I was simply a Highschool Kid Name John XXXXXXXX, Born In December, 25 2006, to a family that I did not deserve. Oh how I wish to return and at the very least tell them that I love them.
'I know you want to, but do not worry, I made sure that all of them will live a fullfilled life'
'T-Thank you' At the very least they are happy.
I was secretly Depressed when I was still alive, hidden behind the Veil, A smile that shines like the sun, I was not noticed by anyone not even those that I trust the most, When did this start? I didnt even know when, was it because i was sickly and thought to myself that I was a waste, was it because of my Constant Failures in Education, or was it simply because of my Laziness, my inability to think forward.....
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'Lets have a walk' God stops my Inner monologue
'Why?'
'Because I want to.' It answered me.
As we walk to the Vast Dark Grasslands, the Cogs in my Mind Began to Question.
'What is this Place?'
'My Garden'
'Are those Fireflies?'
'They are the Messengers'
'Why do you Look like me? Well, the younger me, but you get the point'
We stop moving at some point and rested at a Tree with Glowing Fruits, I also saw many Fireflies or what God called them as Messengers surrounding each leaves.
'Beautiful Isn't it.'
It looks at me.
'To answer that question, What am I to you?'
My Mind spins to find the right and the most elaborate answer.
'Infinite And Unknowable?'
It Giggled as the Tree swayed by the wind.
'You are close. Answer it again.'
I scratch my head and made another distinction.
'Eternity?'
'Mhmm.'
'The Presence?'
'Uh huh'
'The One above all?'
He laughed.
'You are talking about comics now son'
The Conversation goes on for what seems like a long time. And to my surprise, I was not tired at all, In fact I feel like I could do this for Eternity.
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'All of the answers that you have given are correct, but it was given by what you Think I am. Let us change the question.....
Who are you?'
'I? Who am I? But why would you question me th- ARGHH!'
I felt my Mind cracking, no, its not my Mind, rather its my Soul.
Crack..Crack..
Like Glass, It breaks and falls down to the ground.
I see the Crack in my Chest with a gaping cavity in it. But instead of seeing My heart or Organs for that matter, all I see is Light.
'Did that answer you question?'
'B-but how? I am not-'
'Yes, You are Not, Atleast not yet, not until you forgive yourself'
'...'
'But that doesn't explain why you look like me.'
God Sighed.
I then tried to make Assumptions and Connections.
Childrens are Active, Curious, and Overall Creative.
Their Imaginations are Unique and are capable of making their Fantasies casually.
I was like that when I was a child, but its much more Realized because I have hyperphantasia, Hyperphantasia is like having a high-definition movie projector in your mind, where your imagination paints vivid, detailed, and immersive scenes with such intensity that they feel almost tangible. It's a supercharged version of imagination, where every sight, sound, smell, taste, and touch comes to life in your mind's eye with extraordinary clarity and realism, as if you're experiencing it firsthand. It's a gift that allows individuals to create rich and elaborate mental landscapes, stories, and experiences, turning the ordinary into the extraordinary with the power of their imagination. for this reason that I daydream a lot when I was alive, Stuck in my meaningless Fantasies which took most of my time.
Wait? Whats to say that this is just my Fantasy.
'Ugh' no matter how much i slap and pinch myself I never wake up.
'This is all real John' God laughed again.
'Hmm, You finally made your own answer.'
God, just like a child, Not of Demeanor nor Personality but of his Mind, Creative, Imaginative, but that is the end of the similarities as unlike Human, His Imagination can be realized by His Will,
A Will that Transcends Indeterminancy.
He looks like me for He is with us, Inside us, Beside us.
I remembered the ancient text of the Bible, nestled within the Book of Genesis, exists a profound declaration that resonates through the ages: "Man is made by the image of God." These words, spoken in the dawn of creation, paint a picture of divine craftsmanship, where humanity is sculpted in the likeness of the Almighty.
God looks like me because I was made to look like God....
'Close. You will realize the Answer Eventually'
God then Stands up to which I followed as we started walking again.
'What about other Mythologies?'
'All of them are Right.'
'I thought you are the only one?'
'Just think of every god that you Imagine as Different Spectrums of myself Refracted by a prism called Reality'
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As we go Farther from the Tree, the Tree itself starts to grow bigger until Eventually its Leaves Blocks the Sky. Along with it the Grasses turned into Shrubs which also grows into full grown Trees, not as big the the one I and God rested on.
'You must be Wondering why everything is Growing bigger.'
'....'
'Are we shrinking?'
'Yes, You could call it That'
'Why?'
'For you to appreciate everything that is Big and Small'
'Beautiful isn't it?' God asked me Again to which I Answered.
'Yes'
'Everything in this Garden is each of their Own Creation. The Tree that you see are Totalities, A Multiverse if you will.'
'!!!'
'Does that mean?'
'Everything that Existed, Exist, and Will Exist spawns here, Every Imagination each Lifeform has In each Tree Influence the formation of the others,Just as how each Roots are connected to each other..So Yes, Your Favorite Anime, Comics and Novels Exist.'
'How about that big Tree Before?'
'The Tree of Beginning and the End. My Second Creation'
'What is the First then?'
'Myself'
'....'
'Fair enough' God doing God things, Heh.
'I am Glad that you are taking our Conversation Humorously'
'I mean I'm dead so I don't really care'
'Wait!! Am I going to hell?'
'Hahahahahahah' Gods laugh resonated throughout the Garden.
'No, In fact you will be Reincarnated, To one of your Favorite Verse infact'
I felt excitement for the first time after waking up.
'Wait? What Verse?'
'You will know soon'
'Do I have any, Like, Wishes, Boons?'
'No'
'Wait! All of my favorite verses are Supernatural and even high tier. How in Your Name can I survive Long' I shivered at the Image of me being born in the some World like Scp, Each different Souls Game,WOD, and worst, 40k.
'You will know soon'
'Wait!' I felt myself getting heavy, my eyelids closing as I was embraced by Eternal Sleep.
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God looked into the Sleeping Version of XXXXXX
'You must accept who you are John.'
By that point that which you will know who you truly are.'
Oh AΩ.
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{A/T: The Lore is here and will be expound more every chapter, Stay tuned!.}