Valentine Teller still wanted to hear Mark Reed's voice, even if it was a disdainful sneer, she wanted to hear it.
She felt conflicted, unsure what she should do.
On one hand, she didn't want to see him again; on the other hand, she didn't want to say "goodbye" so soon.
After "goodbye," who knows when they will meet again. Thinking about the past four years without him, her life was still fulfilling, yet it felt like something was missing deep inside, leaving a void.
No matter how busy her studies were, as soon as she stopped, her mind would wander.
Her thoughts would follow her heart to distant lands, thinking about the him far away.
She always wondered whether it was daytime or nighttime where he was, whether he was working or sleeping, whether he was alone or had someone beside him.
Although she told herself countless times not to think about him, some people and things automatically invade one's mind, making it impossible to ignore, even if she wanted to.
