** Harper **
God he was hard. And huge.
Harper had a moment of self doubt as she bared the full glory of Eli's body to her eyes. How was it possible that every time she looked at this part of him, it always seemed … larger than what she remembered? If they had actually gone through with everything today … what would it feel like to fit such a raging enormity inside her?
She bit her lips, pondering that this should be the time when she said something dirty or witty. But despite all the "dialogue practices" from the past month, no words came to her mind. Because this wasn't practice anymore — it felt too real, too meaningful for casual jokes.
So she opted for complete honesty instead. Peering up from under her lashes, she met Eli's gaze once more. "Will you tell me if I do something you like or dislike?" Her hand lightly grazed his thigh. "I know you've been letting me try whatever I want, to help me learn … But this is different. I want to make sure you feel good this time."
