I fucked up.
I shouldn't have said that and now we're in in an awkward situation that can only be down hill from here.
His eyes never left me while his face was a mixture of sadness, anger and knowing. "You've known for some time now and didn't say anything, why?"
"Why does it matter that you do? It doesn't change anything and it's not even that much of big deal."
"Bullshit. Our dating agreement said I shouldn't try or actually hook up with anyone else once we started dating."
"Yeah but it didn't say anything about continuing to date people from before we started."
"Briar that's my line!" He pointed to himself. "You even know the arguments that I was going to use to defend myself means that you had no intention of telling and that's not like you."
"You choose not to tell me so I respect that." I pretend to do my makeup.
"Briar you're the type that'll use information like this to your advantage yet you didn't so what's going on? Talk." His tone stern and eyes stared me down.
"Who do you think you're talking to like that? Stop making this into something it isn't Jethro." I stormed out to the kitchen. That'd normally get him to back off. Normally being the key word here. He was right behind me. "Move." I said with my ice cream in hand.
"You're lying. You're worried about me being a cheater yet you didn't want me to know you knew I was. Why Briar?"
"Move boy." I glared up at him. His face twitched.
"Alright I'll move." He said with his eyes closed and that fake fucking smile that I hated so much. He stepped off.
He's going to do something petty isn't he. I found him in his temporary bedroom packing two bags. "No."
"You said I should move." He continued to pack without locking at me.
I clenched my spoon. "I never said out."
"Don't worry it's nothing."
"You spiteful asshole."
"Oh I know I'm full of shit. Be glad I won't be stinking up your space anymore." He smiled with his eyes closed.
I grit my teeth. "Ugh! This is why I didn't want you to know anything."
"Don't bullshit me. We both know I'm only doing this to make you talk. Of course you being you it won't work and you'll screw me over since you're the one with the handle and I the blade. But when it all crumbles around me and I'm back at you're feet, then you'll tell me. By Friday should be accurate."
I signed which and his face contorts in confusion. "I won't sabotage you. Just...sit down."
"Not until you answer my question."
"And what happens if I do? We both know that you're going to leaving."
"You can't just assume that."
"So you're not going to leave?" I folded my arms arching a brow.
He leaned against the door frame. "Depends on your answer."
I laughed. "I don't know what kind of people you've been fooling but you can't lie to me. It's easy to spot. You divert the other person's attention to what they really want to hear without lying because you hate lying if you don't have too."
"Stop sidestepping the point." He grit his teeth. "Why did you hide that you knew?" The anger seeping through his teeth.
"Because I don't want things to change!" I sighed then plopped down onto the bend.
He arched a brow. "Since when have you been afraid of change? You're Briar Blair, The bachelorette mogul of the upper class territory who buys, dismantles, rebuilds and sells business. This behavior doesn't make sense coming from you."
"Because I knew this is how you'd react!" I flung some clothes at the wall.
"Stop with the bullshit -"
"I'm not! This fight is exactly what I knew would happen! A big facade so you'd have an excuse to end things with me!"
"Briar, why would I ever need-"
"Because you feel guilty for cheating on her and deceiving me. You always make yourself out to be some heartless monster when you're not heartless." I said cutting off any crappy excuse he'd try to spew.
Realizing that I saw right through him, he made his move. He grabbed his bags heading to the door. "I thought you were going to come clean not come to me with more bullshit."
He was running again, just like all the other times when we were really making a meaningful connection. Whenever he felt something real.
Like hell I'll let you! Not after you made me open up like this!
"You did all this for her right? To make her happy? To make sure she had a better life, to atone for your past mistakes right? I don't know the exact details of what you had planned, but I'm guessing it involved giving me a good time and milking as much as you could out of me, my connections and money then blow up the fight when I eventually found out and confronted you about having a girlfriend. Then just like you said I'd make your life hell then get bored and toss you. But you're wrong, I'd never do that to you." I gripped the bed sheets tightly as my chest felt.
"Oh please Briar, I've seen the trail broken hearts you've left behind just because they didn't stay true to their world. What's there to make me think that you wouldn't take back everything you've given me in a heartbeat?"
"Because I think I love you!" I heard it echoed as my breath that felt stuck in my throat finally got released as did the streams that ran down my cheeks. My body fell back plopping down onto the bed. The tention faded and a warm feeling fell my chest. I was actually glad I said it? Like I've been freed of this burden I've been carrying all this time. I said it. I said that I loved him! Oh gosh, do I really love him though? I covered my face kicking and screaming silently. I don't know! I sighed. All I know is that it feels good to say I love him!
But nothing good last forever.
"You think you love me?" He said staring down at me nonchalantly. Every good thing about this moment vanished.
I gulp and sat up. "Yeah... I think I do. I do love you. I wiped my tears feeling my hands shaking from anxiety. "Look at me, the big bad boss bitch crying like a love sick school girl. Good thing I'm not wearing my makeup." He was still staring as he walked over and wiped my tears. "Ugly stuff huh?"
He continued to stare awkwardly while twisting and turning my face as I raised a brow. ".... Why?"
"Why? Why do I love you?" A warm sensation rushing through me. I took a deep breath into his hand that cupped my chin. "Well... Because... Something's different about you..., love it when you hit and you smack too-ow ow ow! I'll stop messing around." His grip loosened though the annoyance on his face still stuck.
"Well what's not to like? Funny, handsome, charming, empathic, sweet, cute, smart, fast learner, ambitious, superb social skills and dangerous when he wants to be."
"Common traits of all upper class citizens.
"True but tha in one person plus the other two-" He raised a brow. "Two things that make you special to me. The first is that you are what I'd like to call a servant leader. The people that I've dated before wanted to lead me without deserving to or because they were push overs but you follow, listen, disobead, tell me the truth for my own good and prioritize me over yourself." I could feel myself gushing giddily while I spoke. " You genuinely care about my well being more than anyone I've ever been with. You treat me like I'm your everything when we're together..."
He turned his back. "Don't be stupid, I'm just being nice because I'm using you."
Exactly! And you've been more real with me than people who claim they wanted to marry me. "If you're just using me then why have you gone as far as to know almost everything about me? You're obsessively observate about the things you care about."
He turned around thinking he had a come back. "Makes it easier to-"
"How does the way I brush my hair or put on my panties help you use me?" He looked away covering his mouth. Oh my goodness, he's trying so hard to hide it. I smiled at the thought of his blush. "Face it Jet, you're not the villain you think you are, and I'm in love with you."
I fell back onto the bed with him on top of me. His lips pressed against mine as my gaping eyes stared before I melted into his kiss. My mouth opened accepting his tongue twirling around my own. I pulled his body closer trying to deepen the kiss sliding my hand along his massive shoulder blades. He broke the kiss leaving a satisfied yearning on me lips. Finally I could enjoy the contours of his skin until his kisses changed into nibbling on my neck. A moan escaped my lips.
He revealed and cupped my breasts together and licked from side to side. His warm tongue and light kneading had me opening myself up to him. Definitely changing the bottom of this outfit. Wait when did my top come off? I moaned once more fell something run against me below. He was humping his concealed erection against me causing my panties to slide everywhere to escape his thrusts. Tormented by it I reached down for my panties to see them sliding pass my ankles before his hard cock pressed into my pussy making me bite my lips only to yell "Ahm!" In disappointed when it flicked out not actually penetrating me then gasped when it hit my clit then slid along it up to my navel.
I stared taking in his full statue from his muscular lower body to his chiseled chest then back to his boxers with his cock out. Wow ! Okay that's one fat cock, not the longest I've seen but the girth on that thing will definitely stretch me out. Maybe I should use lube? Knowing he was also checking me out I posed hugging my legs and using my feet to obscure my pussy. Yeah, don't need lube with these soaked thighs.
The fat head poked out of his hand as he stroked me with it. I matched his moments desperately wanting it inside. "Give it to." He paused lining his cock with my aching pussy. "Come and fuck me." He chuckled then stroked my cheek. His cock pressed into my pussy inch by inch filling me as I gasp from the pleasure and pain of being stretched. He arched my hips as he went deeper stoping at the back. All the while his face contorted as if he was fighting something. "Too much for you to handle?" I grinned to hide my own
He frowned grabbing my hair while maintaining the arch in my waists then slid almost all the way out to dive back in me. His cock went in and out each time coming out glistening before sliding back into my slick cunt.
I grabbed his ass pulling him in for his cock to hit my cervix. "Owe, so deep... I'm coming." I wrapped my legs around him then focused the pressure were I felt best.
He grunted. "Stop tightening up."
"No, cum with-!" His pace increased slamming into my cervix as the room echoed with the smacking of my ass on his thighs. Relentless he slammed his raw cock into my soaked depths with my legs over his shoulder and my hair in his other hand. Fuckfuckfuckfuck! I thought mindlessly while everything went dark as my senses were washed away by pleasure.
My heavy eyes roamed around and my breath raced my attention was drawn back to my insides where my cervix was being hammered relentless. Again I felt it. Climax was just around the corner cause me to grip the sheets while trying to get him there. He grunted looking away as his face twitched. "Stop tightening up."
He spanked my ass and I clenched his cock out of reflex making him moan. My legs were locked around him once more . "That's hot baby. My pussy made you moan. Moan for me more baby while fuck mama's pussy harder. Deeper baby and ...Cum inside my pussy..." And knock me up! He unlocked my legs. Fuck did I go too far? "Ah!" I moaned from the sharp pain. We were now in a scissoring position with me on my side. I stared up at him genuinely shocked at the girl on girl position we were in.
"Deeper right?" He grinned mischievously. "Then take it."
His cock slammed into me going deeper than before crashed into my cervixs. " Ah! Ah! Ah! Fuck!" I grit my teeth tearing at the sheets as the sounds of the bed rocking and my pussy being pounded echoed throughout the room. I was in oh so sweet agony from the abusive pounding he dishes out. A bit too much pain for me to cum but gosh was this exhilarating. It would be even better if I knew that enduring this would make him climax.
My intentions seemed to have been portrayed through my huffs and moans. "No. I'm not going to cum yet. You want to cum?"
His hand slid down my stomach pass my button and came back up to flick and pinch it. "Ohhhhh! Fuck! Yes! But I want you to cum too while you play with clit!"
"I will after you cum on my cock." He smirked and I wanted so desperately to hold back. To no give in to urges of my body. To not give him the satisfaction.
But no. Not when I've waited for months to have this. Not after everything. This was my cock after all and I deserve to cum on it.
"Mama's going to come hard...fa..fa..cocky..." I was back over the edge trembling into darkness.
I came back to him doing that shit hated while stroking my hair. "Stop staring at me like I'm some kind of artwork. He thrusted. Fuck! My gut. He was still inside?! I guess I've gotten use to being stretched by him. He picked up the pace. Nope! Still not use to this! I gritted my teeth. I can't believe I'll have to admit this but.
"Too deep." His pace hulted for a second then resumed as if there was no change but there was no longer any pain of him slamming my cervixs to oblivion. "You... Ah... Found deeper..." Without hurting me .
"Hey Briar?"
I could finally relax and enjoy the sensations of him pressing in and out of my pussy. "Yes baby?"
"You were trying to make me cum from the beginning... Why?"
"What... Do you you mean why? Isn't that what sex is about, to not only be intimate but make your partner feel pleasure? If you cum early doesn't that my pussy was that good?"
"But-?"
"There's always round two baby." I smiled and cupped his cheek.
"Briar do you really lo-"
"I do Jethro, I love you." I pulled my other hand through my hair. "To the point that I think I'm crazy but I do."
"I feel for you too Briar -"
I pulled him down into a kiss he immediately returned. His hands were exploring my body all over while continuing his thrusts. I caressed his while thrusting upwards to matching his rhythm making him moan in my mouth. His heart pulsed inside me as our fucking changed into something deeper.
It was sweet enough to ride to another climax. A feeling of now matter how close we were it wasn't enough. Desperately wanting to be deeper, closer and one with each other. To take each other's breath, to claim every inch of their skin, to taste all the had to offer until we couldn't breathe. Everything went white as my vision faded again but I could still feel him inside me, I could hear him calling. "Briar... I love... I love you!"
I felt warm inside as he gripped my lump of a body still thrusting and pulsing like a rabbit while I drowned in my own orgasm. "I ... Love ... I love you Jethroooo..." Finally I faded into darkness not thinking of what's to come...