Lance listened, gradually understanding the transformation in Dismas's mindset.
Simply put, Dismas realized he couldn't find the nobleman, meaning revenge was hopeless. He had relied on vengeance to sustain his spirit throughout his journey. Now that this pillar of support had collapsed, he was bound to feel lost.
At that moment, his heart felt utterly empty; he desperately needed a new reason to live.
In such a state, he was consumed by guilt from his past wrongdoings.
He wasn't seeking salvation. Instead, much like Reynard—who had endured a difficult first half of life, committing many mistakes—he ultimately longed to die on a path that was, at least nominally, righteous.
Lance had previously believed he understood Dismas. Now, however, he realized he didn't know the man at all. It wasn't until today, upon hearing his story, that Lance finally understood why Dismas's personality was so peculiar.
