[Ming'an's Diary, March 28th, Overcast.]
[People always say that youth means endless possibilities, but no one told me that these "possibilities" have long been price-tagged. I watch my future narrowing into a one-way street, with landscapes on either side that I dare not pause to look at closely.]
[I always feel like I haven't grown up yet, but I have already seen the future clearly... Study a stable major, find a stable job, and then live an eight-to-six life honestly until the end of my days.]
[Dreams are no longer a mountain; they have become a well on my back. The harder I climb, the more the cold reality pulls me down.]
[Sometimes I feel like I'm a player who has seen life's bottom cards too early. The game in my hands demands I be passionate and fully engaged, but I dare not take risks, because I know, the moment I lose it all, there won't be another chance. Those inspiring stories are merely told for those who still have the capital to dream.]
