Wow erm.
I'm not too sure on how to do this anymore. How did I do this before? Well okay. My name is Lena. Lena Roberts. I'm 19 years old. I have a fiance named Derek he is 20 years old. Errr. I have 4 tattoos. One representing Derek, two representing my mother. And one representing me. I'm a Gemini. Geez this is so cringe. This is meant to be journal not a account for goodness sake. Things have changed since I last wrote in one of these. I am obviously 19 now as I've said. Derek has a friend who trained me to become a tattoo artist. So I now have a actual job! Derek purposed to me last summer. And I said yes..
I don't know how I feel about Derek anymore. I can't believe I just wrote that.. It's just the spark we had last year seems to have faded, and I think Derek noticed it too so that's why he proposed. We've been have many arguments lately too. I remember yesterday we argued over who said I love you first and I got mad at him because he didn't remember it. I know it's a stupid thing to argue about but it just hurt me.. Hold on I just got a text. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Shit.