What's the meaning
What's the meaning of anything
why am I here
why are you here
I push you away
I tell you horrible things
I ask you to leave
but you're still here
Still here to help me up
hold my tears
keep me standing
You're still here
I said the most horrible things
I never wanted you to hear
My weakest being shown to you
My strength diminishing
I want to fly
I screamed every day
but you were there
like the rock on my foot holding me down
from floating away
You knew just when I almost did it
like spider senses
knowing when I reached my lowest
Knowing how I felt at every turn
I am am a wreck
save me I scream inside
but outside just wanting to fly
Just wanting to go and crash down