SOPHIA'S POV;
After leaving my mothers garden, I decided that I wouldn't reject the mating bond between me and the four idiots that stand in the hallway talking about me as if I can't hear them. Jumping out of the now steaming hot water and draining it to start a fresh ice bath to sooth the heat radiating off my body my wolf begins to speak to me inside my head. " If you don't want to mate with them you can do other things to alleviate the pain." I slide into the bathtub waiting for Athena to continue her ideas.
"Um are you going to continue talking or just leaving it at that?" I can see her rolling her eyes inside of my head earning a death glare like the one I gave to the boys earlier. " Well to just cut the conversation short you can masturbate and it'll help the pain go away. Now if you'll excuse me, i'm going back to sleep."
*WARNING GRAPHIC CONTENT*
My shaking hands start to caress my body and one person comes into my mind. His scent fills me with ecstasy and the thought of him makes my body tingle. I've loved him since we were kids and seeing his shaped muscular body causes an explosion of emotions. My hands make there way to a place I wish his could be. I close my eyes and slowly feel the heat diminish. The sticky substance coming from my body pours down my hands mixing with the coldness of the bath.
I whisper his name arching my body into the air and reaching for anything to hold onto. My hand clutches the side of the tub as my legs start to give in and I whisper his name louder by the second. I want him to come and finish what I started but instead I picture his face and roll my hips forward moving my hand at an impossible rate. As I reach my climax I let the words slip out of my mouth with no way to take them back. Within seconds the man I was thinking of throws the door open and runs to the side of the tub. He keeps his eyes off me but I want him, I want him to look at what the gods proclaimed as his.
"Sophia, why did you say that? I understand your in heat but you have to know how hard it is for me not to claim you." Connors eyes never turn to face me as he speaks making me feel hurt at the thought of him not wanting to look at me. " I said it because that's how I feel." I get out of the tub and walk in front of him to see his eyes closed shut. I've always had a crush on you, believe it or not. That's why I was so hurt when you left and if anyone deserves to be my first it's you." I stand on the tips of my toes and place a kiss on his lips wanting to live my fantasy. At first Connor hesitates but gives in when I bite his bottom lip and attempt to deepen the kiss.
His hands move slow against my skin moving the water droplets from their original locations. A moan escapes from the back of my throat as he pushes me against the wall and picks me up. We break apart and he kisses the sides of my neck while I grab on his hair. Tracing his tongue down to my chest grabbing one in his hand and kissing the other. My body begins to shiver at the sensation. I whisper the words once again " take me."
Connor kisses his way back to the sweet spot on my neck he found moments ago pulls my ear in between his teeth gently before putting me back on my feet. He looks at me his red eyes never leaving my face for one moment. " Sophia as much as I want to and believe me I do, you deserve mare than just some bathroom hook up. And more importantly you should have control over your entire mind before making this decision." I became so angry with him in that moment, because he was right I told myself that I would decide when I was ready not some stupid heat or connection I feel with the guys.
He places one last kiss on my lips before disappearing without another word. Tears start to fall from my face the heat hitting me full force now that my mind isn't occupied with the Boy I loved since I was a kid. The tub being my best friend at the time is the only thing that brings me comfort calming me enough to fall asleep even with all the pain I feel.