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A Love I Shouldn't Feel

Celine_Cheng
Warning : 18+ reader only. ( This story contains explicit sexual content, taboo relationships, and sensual themes. ) Summary : Nakagawa Haruki thought marriage would bring him happiness. He’d been in love with Satomi since high school, and after years of struggling together, they finally built a stable life. But stability came at a cost. Satomi was always busy. Work became her priority, and Haruki... was left behind. The warmth between them faded, and intimacy became a distant memory. Nights felt colder, the bed emptier, even when she lay right beside him. Loneliness gnawed at him. Then everything shifted when Satomi decided they should move to her parents’ home. That’s when he truly saw her mother for the first time. Kyouko. Beautiful. Elegant. Younger-looking than her own daughter. And for the first time in years, Haruki felt something stir inside him, something dangerous, something forbidden. Living under the same roof, two lonely souls collide. As Haruki wrestles with his emotions, one question haunts him: What happens when the one who understands you most... is the one you should never desire? ( Note to all fans who already finish reading this story : I made "slight" adjustment from chapter 1 to chapter 300 slowly. Feel free to reread it again if you like. )
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