Gao Yang suddenly became excited, because he remembered his simpler times as a military enthusiast.
Actually, a military enthusiast is much happier than a real soldier. Although they cannot engage in real combat, all military enthusiasts have the feeling of talking about war strategies on paper. No matter how you play, it's akin to scratching an itch through your boot, but as a military enthusiast, at least you won't really lose your life.
When you want to play, you can play to your heart's content. When you don't want to play anymore, you can exit at any time. Dying dozens or hundreds of times is just a series of games, but for those who actually face the battle, it's not possible. Their war is not a game; there's no chance to restart, and worst of all, real soldiers cannot leave the battlefield at will.
When Gao Yang was still an uncomplicated military enthusiast, he liked playing the role of a warrior. Now that he is a mercenary, he has to play as a military enthusiast.
