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Chapter 21 - Not So Alone

By the end of the week, things had started to settle.

Classes felt familiar.

The campus less overwhelming.

Christopher had found a rhythm.

Not perfect.

But manageable.

Lunch was quieter.

It always was.

People gathered in groups.

Talking easily.

Laughing like they had known each other longer than they actually had.

Christopher sat alone.

Not far from others.

But not close enough to be part of anything.

It didn't bother him.

Not really.

He unwrapped his food slowly, his attention drifting between the table and the movement around him.

Voices blurred together.

Comfortable.

Distant.

He didn't notice him at first.

Only when the chair beside him moved slightly

not too close.

but not far either

did Christopher look up.

"…Hey."

Jackson.

Christopher blinked once.

Then nodded.

"…Hi."

There was no hesitation in the way Jackson sat down.

No awkwardness.

Like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Christopher wasn't sure why

but that stood out.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

It wasn't uncomfortable.

Just… quiet.

"What are you eating?" Jackson asked finally.

Christopher glanced down.

"…Just something simple."

"Looks decent."

A small pause.

"…You always sit here?"

Christopher nodded.

"Yeah."

Jackson leaned back slightly in his chair.

Not invading space.

Not pulling away either.

"Mind if I stay?"

The question caught him off guard.

Not because of what it meant

but because it was asked.

Most people didn't ask.

Christopher shook his head.

"No."

Another pause.

Jackson didn't rush to fill it.

That was… new.

"So," Jackson said after a moment, "you're always this quiet?"

Christopher thought about it.

"…I guess."

"Doesn't it get boring?"

He looked at him then.

"…No."

Jackson smiled slightly.

Not mocking.

Not amused.

Just… interested.

"That's kind of impressive."

Christopher didn't know how to respond to that.

So he didn't.

They sat like that for a while.

Talking a little.

Not much.

Small things.

Classes.

People.

Nothing important.

And somehow

it didn't feel forced.

At one point, Jackson reached over

not close enough to startle

and took a piece of food from Christopher's tray.

Christopher paused.

Looked at him.

"…You didn't ask."

Jackson shrugged lightly.

"Would you have said yes?"

Christopher thought about it.

"…Probably."

"Then it works out."

A small silence followed.

Then

unexpectedly

Christopher let out a quiet breath that almost sounded like a laugh.

It surprised him.

More than that

it stayed.

When lunch ended, Jackson stood first.

"Same time tomorrow?" he asked casually.

Christopher hesitated.

Just for a second.

"…Okay."

Jackson nodded once.

Then left.

Just like that.

Christopher sat there a moment longer.

The space beside him felt different now.

Not empty.

Just… noticed.

As he gathered his things, he realized something

something small.

Lunch hadn't felt as quiet.

And for the first time

being alone didn't feel the same as before.

Not worse.

Just…

less.

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