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Chapter 12 - I don't deserve you.

The lights never came back on.

We didn't need them.

His hands were on my bare back . Hot . Shaking . Not from weakness . From restraint .

" Principessa," he whispered into my neck . His breath burned . " Tell me to stop ."

I didn't.

I couldn't.

My shirt was on the floor . His fingers traced the scars on my ribs . Not the new ones . The old ones. From before him . From a life where I didn't know what it felt like to be claimed.

" You are hurt," I said . My hands were on his chest. Careful. Right above the fresh stitches. The bandage was stark white against all that gold skin. " Alessio, you will tear–"

" I don't care." His teeth grazed my collarbone. Sharp . Claiming. " Let me bleed for something I want . For once ."

His mouth moved lower . Kissed the hollow of my throat. The space between my breasts . Slow . Reverent. Like I was holy. Like I was war .

I arched into him . My fingers fisted in his black hair . " You're insane."

" About you." His hands slid down my sides. Found my waistband of my jeans . Paused . Asked for permission without words .

I answered by lifting my hips .

He didn't rip them . He didn't rush .

He undid the button. One . By . One . Dragged the ziper down . Inch by inch . His knuckles brushed my skin and I nearly came undone .

" You make me live," he growled against my stomach. Kissed right below my navel ." So let me ."

My jeans hit the floor .

His breath hitched.

I was in nothing but black lace and blood and his name on my lips .

" Adriana," he breathed. Like a prayer. Like a curse . " You'll be the death of me ."

" Good." I pushed him back into the sheets . Careful. So careful. Swung my leg over his hips. Straddled him . Skin on skin now . His chest. My thighs. " Then die knowing you are mine."

His hands came up . Palmed My thighs.Thumbs dug in . Not hurting. Holding. Like he was afraid I'd disappear.

" You are," he said. " Since the day you told me to go to hell in that warehouse. Since the day you shot for me. Since–"

I shut him up with my mouth.

Kissed him like I was drowning . Like he was air .

He tasted like copper and whiskey and something darker. Something that was just him.

His tongue slid against mine . Slow . Deep . Then harder . Hungry .

One hand left my thigh. Slid up my back . Found the clasp of my bra . Undid it with one flick . Like he'd been dreaming about it .

He probably had .

The lace fell away .

His eyes went black . Bottomless . " Moglie ."

His mouth was on me before I could breathe.

Hot . Wet . His teeth grazed my nipple and I cried out. Arched . My nails scored down his back . Not enough to hurt . Enough to mark .

" Alessiso–"

" Say it again." He moved to the other one . Sucked . Harder this one . " Say my name when you fall apart for me ."

I couldn't. Words were gone. The only thing left was him . His mouth and his hands and the way he looked at me like he wanted to do sin tonight.

His hands slid down . Cupped my ass. Lifted me . Ground me against him .

He was hard.Even bleeding. I could feel him in my legs.

For me .

"Fuck," he groaned into my skin. " You feel that? That's yours. All of it . All of me ."

I rolled my hips . Test . Tease .

He cursed in Italian. Filthy. Beautiful.

" You are going to kill me , principessa."

" Then live," I whispered. Lips kissing his jaw . Eating his throat. Leaving him moaning . Caressed his scar above the heart . " Live for me."

His hand slid between us . Found the last piece of lace . Hooked a finger under it .

Ripped .

The lace gave .

One sound. Soft . Final .

His breath punched out of him like I'd shot him .

" Adriana." The word was broken. Prayer and curse at once .

His eyes dropped. Stayed there . Black . Endless. Like he was seeing the answer to every question he'd ever asked .

I should have been cold . I wasn't. His gaze was hotter than fire .

" Alessio," I whispered.

His name did something to him . His jaw ticked. His hands fisted in the black sheets. Not touching me . Holding himself back .

" Don't," he said. Voice rough. " Don't say like that unless you mean it."

" I mean it." I slid up his body . Careful of the bandages . Careful of the 17 stitches holding him together. My knees on either side of his hips . Skin to skin . Chest to chest.

He groaned. Head falling back against the pillows . " Principessa, you're killing me ."

" Good." I leaned down. My hair fell around us , a curtain. Just him . Just me . " Then die happy."

His hands finally came up . Shaking .

He cupped my face like I was made of glass . Like I was the first good thing he'd ever been allowed to keep .

His thumb brushed my bottom lip . Swollen. Bloody from earlier. From Moretti . From him .

" I should let you sleep," he whispered.

" You should kiss me ."

He did .

Slow . Deep . Like we had years instead of seconds . Like the world outside that bulletproof glass didn't exist.

His mouth moved like he was starving and I was only meal he'd ever we wanted. Tongue sliding against mine . Teeth grazing . Stealing my breath and giving it back .

His hands left my face . Skimmed down . Neck . Collarbone. Lower .

He stopped right above my heart. Palm flat . Feeling it hammer for him .

" This," he said against my lips ." This beats for me now . Si?"

" Si," I breathed. The Italian felt right on my tongue. His tongue. " Always."

He smiled against my mouth. Wolfish. Soft . Ruined.

Then he moved.

Rolled us . Slow . Agonizing. Put me under him . His weight on his elbows , careful not to put pressure on his side . Caging me in . Surrounding me .

His mouth went to my throat. Kissed . Sucked. Right where my pulse was going wild . He didn't bite hard . He didn't need to . The promise was enough.

" Mine," he growled into my skin . " Say it."

" Yours." My fingers tangled in his hair. Pulled . " Alessio, I'm yours."

" Mia per sempre." Mine forever.

His lips trailed lower . Collarbone. The space between my breasts. He pressed a kiss right over my heart. Open-mouthed . Wet . A brand .

" I don't deserve you," he whispered.

" Too bad." I arched into him . " You have got me anyways."

He laughed. Quite. Real . The sound hit me harder than any bullet even could.

Then he pulled the sheets up . Black silk . Covered us both . Tucked me into his side,his arm banded around my waist. His noise in my hair .

" Sleep , principessa." His voice was wrecked. Soft ." I'll keep watch."

" Not a chance ." I pressed my lips to the scar above my heart ." You first."

His arm tightened. " Stubborn women."

" Your women."

Sunrise bled through the bulletproof glass . Gold . Red . Quite.

No sirens . No gunfire. No blood.

Just his breathing evening out . Just his heart under my ear . Still beating. For me .

Just us .

His lips moved against my hair, the words a vow and a threat all at once :

" Noone touches what's mine . Ever again."

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