I can't take it anymore

I'm Jack, 24 years old. I write my novels while I've lost all desire to live a normal life. I won't tell you when I was born or what country I'm in, but I'm obsessed with women. That doesn't mean I'm bad, though. I might be one of the most respectable people, or maybe not, I don't know 🥲😂. But you'll get to know me well. I swear I've endured everything until now just to survive. I'm a university student, and I don't know when I'll finish my studies because I'm not hardworking, or maybe I'm just incredibly stupid. Sorry, but I just don't like studying. The story begins: I was studying when I looked up at the sky and imagined something very strange. At that moment, I completely lost consciousness. I found myself in a strange place, and there was something I couldn't understand at all. I wasn't myself anymore 😨