It happened on a Thursday. Rain was falling—the kind of rain that soaked through clothes and seeped into bones and made the city feel like it was drowning. Damien had been gone for three days. Business, he'd said. Something in Asia that couldn't wait. Something about markets shifting and competitors circling and bodies that needed burying.
He hadn't asked her to come.
He hadn't asked her to stay.
He'd just... left.
And Christabel had spent three days alone in his penthouse, drinking tea that went cold, watching rain streak down the windows, wondering when her life had become something she didn't recognize.
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The message came from a number she didn't know.
Hey. Long time. Saw you're with him now. You okay?
She stared at the screen.
Her thumb hovered over the keyboard.
She should have deleted it. Should have blocked the number. Should have told Damien the moment he returned.
Instead, she typed: Who is this?
The response came immediately.
You know who.
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Liam.
The distraction. The "nice guy." The one Damien had warned her about without knowing he existed.
They'd met before Damien. Before the gallery. Before the car and the penthouse and the monster who loved her. Liam was soft where Damien was hard. Predictable where Damien was dangerous. He texted good morning and good night and asked about her day like he actually cared about the answer.
She'd almost loved him.
Almost.
But almost wasn't enough. Not when Damien had looked at her like she was the sun. Not when Damien had taken her like she was already his. Not when Damien had said I love you like it was a confession and a curse and a promise all at once.
Liam was safety.
And she'd chosen the storm.
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I'm fine, she typed.
You don't sound fine.
You don't know how I sound.
I know you. Before him. You weren't the kind of girl who got into cars with monsters.
She stared at the words.
Maybe I was always that girl. I just didn't know it yet.
Come see me. Just for coffee. Just to talk.
I can't.
He doesn't have to know.
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That was the moment.
The small betrayal.
Not going to see him. Not even responding.
Just... not deleting the message.
Just... leaving it there, glowing on her phone screen, a secret she was keeping from the man who'd promised to love her until she believed it.
I'll think about it, she typed.
Then she set down her phone.
Picked up her tea.
Stared at the rain.
And pretended she hadn't just opened a door she could never close.
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Damien returned that night.
She heard him before she saw him—the heavy tread of his footsteps, the low murmur of his voice as he dismissed his security team, the click of the door closing behind him.
He was tired. She could tell from the way he moved. The way his shoulders slumped, just slightly, before he saw her and straightened.
"Christabel."
"Welcome home."
He crossed the room in three long strides. Pulled her into his arms. Buried his face in her hair.
"I missed you," he said.
"I missed you too."
"Did you?"
She pulled back. Looked at him. The sharp lines of his jaw. The dark circles under his eyes. The way he was looking at her like she was the only thing keeping him alive.
"Of course I did."
He studied her face. His eyes narrowed. Just slightly. Just enough to make her heart skip.
"Something's different."
"Nothing's different."
"You're lying."
"I'm not—"
He kissed her.
Not gently.
Not carefully.
The way he'd kissed her before he started trying to be good. Deep and demanding and hungry. His hands fisted in her hair. His body pressed hers against the wall. His teeth grazed her lower lip hard enough to hurt.
She moaned into his mouth.
And for a moment—just a moment—she forgot about Liam.
Forgot about the message.
Forgot about the door she'd opened.
There was only Damien. His hands. His mouth. The way he made her feel like she was the only woman in the world.
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He pulled back.
His eyes were dark. His breathing was ragged.
"Tell me what happened," he said.
"Nothing happened."
"Christabel."
"I was lonely. You were gone. I sat by the window and drank tea and watched the rain. That's all."
He studied her for a long moment.
Then he nodded. Slowly.
"Okay."
Just that.
Okay.
But she saw something flicker in his eyes. Suspicion. Or maybe just the knowledge that she was hiding something. The monster always knew when prey was lying.
He didn't push.
Instead, he took her hand. Led her to the bedroom.
"I'm going to remind you who you belong to," he said.
"I already know."
"Then let me hear you say it."
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The erotica that followed was not gentle.
Damien undressed her slowly—not because he was savoring the moment, but because he was making a point. Each piece of clothing removed was a layer of pretense stripped away. Her shirt. Her jeans. The plain underwear she'd bought because no one was supposed to see it.
He tossed everything aside.
Then he stepped back and looked at her.
"Mine," he said.
"Yours."
"Say it like you mean it."
She met his eyes. "I'm yours, Damien. Only yours."
"Prove it."
He didn't touch her. Not yet. He stood there, fully dressed, watching her stand naked in the middle of the bedroom. The city lights flickered through the windows. Rain streaked down the glass.
She should have felt vulnerable. Exposed.
Instead, she felt powerful.
Because he was looking at her like she was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. Like he would kill for her. Die for her. Burn the world for her.
And she wanted him to.
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"Come here," he said.
She walked toward him. Slowly. Her hips swaying. Her eyes locked on his.
When she was close enough to touch, he grabbed her. Pulled her against him. His clothes were rough against her bare skin. His hands were rough too—gripping her hips, her thighs, her breasts.
"You have no idea what I wanted to do to you while I was gone," he said against her ear.
"Show me."
"I will."
He turned her around. Bent her over the edge of the bed. One hand pressed between her shoulder blades, holding her in place. The other worked his belt open.
"This is what you do to me," he said. "You make me want to be soft. But you also make me want to be cruel."
"I like both."
"I know." He positioned himself behind her. "That's what scares me."
He entered her in one hard thrust.
She cried out—not in pain, in relief. Finally. Finally he wasn't holding back. Finally he was giving her what she needed.
He set a brutal pace. Each thrust pushed her further onto the bed. Her fingers clutched the sheets. Her moans were muffled by the mattress.
"Say it," he commanded.
"I'm yours."
"Again."
"I'm yours, Damien."
"Who do you belong to?"
"You. Only you."
"Who do you love?"
She hesitated.
Just a fraction of a second.
But he felt it.
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He stopped.
Pulled out.
Turned her around to face him.
His eyes were dark. Dangerous. The monster was fully awake now.
"Who do you love?" he repeated.
"You," she whispered.
"Say it like you mean it."
"I love you, Damien."
He studied her face. Looking for the lie. Looking for the hesitation.
She held his gaze.
And somehow—miraculously—he believed her.
He pulled her up. Wrapped her legs around his waist. Carried her to the bed and laid her down beneath him.
"Then show me," he said. "Show me how much you love me."
She did.
She kissed him like she was trying to crawl inside his chest. She touched him like she was memorizing every inch of his skin. She whispered his name like a prayer and a confession and a promise.
And when they finally collapsed together, tangled and sweating and breathless, she pressed her face into his neck and closed her eyes.
"I love you," she said again.
"I know," he said.
But she wasn't sure he believed her.
And she wasn't sure she believed herself.
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Later—much later—Damien fell asleep.
His arm was draped over her waist. His breathing was deep and even. The rain had stopped. The city was quiet.
Christabel reached for her phone.
The message from Liam was still there.
I'll think about it, she'd said.
She stared at the words.
Then she deleted the conversation.
Blocked the number.
Set down the phone.
And curled against Damien's chest, telling herself that the small betrayal didn't matter. That it was nothing. That he would never find out.
But secrets had a way of surfacing.
And monsters had a way of smelling blood in the water.