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Chapter 22 - Ch 22: Not Mine Yet

Marcus

The wooden blades felt right

in my hands.

Too right. Like I hadn't just

learned them but remembered them.

My grip adjusted on its own,

fingers tightening slightly as my stance shifted. Weight balanced shoulders

relaxed. Focus narrowing.

Across from me, Callie rolled

her shoulder once, her weapon already in hand- a whip, coiled at her side.

Of course, she chose something

like that. Flexible, unpredictable and fast.

"Don't hold back," she said.

I let out a breath, steadying

myself.

"I wasn't planning to."

That earned the faintest

smirk.

"Good."

Then she moved.

The whip cracked through the

air with a sharp snap, cutting toward me faster than I expected. I snapped back

instinctively, bringing one blade up to deflect while the other stayed ready at

my side.

The force behind it stung my

arm even through the block.

She didn't pause.

Another strike, this time

lower.

I pivoted, letting it skim

past me before stepping in quickly, closing the distance. That was the weakness

of a whip.

Range.

Once you got inside it-

I struck.

One blade aimed for her side,

the other following immediately for her shoulder.

She twisted out of the first,

barely catching the second with the handle of her weapon before sliding back.

Fast.

But not faster than me.

Not anymore.

I pressed forward, no

hesitation.

Strike. Step. Cut. Turn.

The rhythm came naturally-

fluid, controlled. My body moved before I could think, each motion connecting

into the next.

She blocked. Dodged.

Countered.

But I was pushing her now.

"You've improved," she said,

her voice steady even as she moved.

"You too," I shot back.

But it wasn't equal. Not like

this. Not here.

With blades in my hands,

everything felt clearer. Sharper. More precise. Like the world had narrowed

down to angles and timing and intent.

I slipped past another whip

strike and stepped in close again, bringing both blades up in a quick cross

strike.

She blocked but barely.

The impact forced her back

this time. Creating a small opening.

I took it. One step forward,

then I felt it.

The surge. The bracelet

pulsed.

Heat spread through my arm,

fast and intense, rushing through my body like something waking up.

Stronger, faster. Everything

sharpened again.

I moved without thinking.

Faster than before.

My blade cut through the air

toward her and then it flickered.

The power stuttered like a

broken connection.

My movement slowed just enough

for Callie to notice and she didn't hesitate.

Her whip snapped forward,

wrapping around my arm and yanking me off balance before I could recover.

Then-

Impact. Her strike hit hard.

Too hard.

Pain exploded across my face

as I was thrown back, my grip loosening as I hit the ground.

For a second, everything went

quiet.

I tasted blood.

My lip was split.

I pushed myself up slightly,

wincing as the world steadied again.

"Marcus!"

Ella's voice cut through the

clearing. Sharp and angry.

She rushed forward, eyes wide

as she looked between me and Callie.

"What is wrong with you?!" she

snapped, turning on Callie.

Callie didn't react.

Didn't step back or apologize.

"You call yourself his sister

and you're doing this to him?" Ella continued, her voice shaking now. "You

don't even care if you hurt him!"

"That's exactly why I'm doing

it," Callie replied calmly.

That only made it worse.

Ella stared at her like she

couldn't believe what she was hearing.

"What kind of logic is that?!"

Callie's gaze didn't waver.

"I care about my

brother," she said. "Which is why I won't lie to him. Or go easy on him."

"That's not caring!"

"It is here."

The tension snapped tight.

I paused myself fully to my

feet, wiping the blood from my lip with the back of my hand.

"I'm fine," I said.

Ella turned to me immediately.

"You're not fine!"

"I am," I insisted. "That

wasn't her fault."

She blinked. "What?"

I glanced down briefly at my

wrist.

The bracelet had gone quiet

again.

Cold. Distant.

"I lost control," I said. "I

felt it but I couldn't hold it."

Callie didn't interrupt or

deny it. She just watched.

"It's my fault," I added.

Ella shook her head,

frustrated tears building again. "You're actually defending her?"

"I'm not defending her," I

said. "I'm telling the truth."

"That didn't look like the

truth!"

"It is."

She stared at me for a long

moment.

Then she turned away sharply.

"I hate this," she muttered,

her voice tight as she stormed off.

I hesitated.

My body already moving to

follow-

"Stay."

Seraphina's voice stopped me

instantly.

I turned.

She hadn't moved from where

she stood.

But her presence felt heavier

now.

"I should go after her," I

said.

"Callista will," she replied.

I glanced toward Callie.

She was already moving,

following after Ella without a word.

That left me alone with

Seraphina. Which felt worse.

I exhaled slowly, wiping the

last bit of blood from my lip.

"That could've gone better," I

muttered.

"Yes," she said calmly. "It

could have."

I frowned slightly.

"That's it?"

"What more do you expect?"

I let out a breath.

Fair.

She stepped closer now, her

eyes studying me carefully.

"Why did you pull back?" she

asked.

I blinked. "I didn't."

"You did." Her tone didn't

change.

"When the power rose," she

continued, "you hesitated."

I looked away slightly, jaw

tightening.

"I lost control."

"No," she said. "You rejected

it."

That made me look back at her.

"I didn't reject anything."

"You did," she repeated

calmly. "Even if you don't realize it yet."

Silence settled between us.

I thought back to the moment.

The surge, speed, strength,

then that flicker.

"… it didn't feel stable," I

said finally.

"it wasn't," she replied.

 "Then why would I trust it?"

Her gaze sharpened slightly.

"Because it's yours."

That answer didn't sit right.

"It doesn't feel like mine," I

admitted.

"It won't," she said, "until

you accept it."

I let out a quiet breath.

"And if I don't?"

Her expression didn't change.

"Then it will continue to fail

you when it matters most."

That… hit. Because I knew she

was right.

I looked at the bracelet

again.

"...So what?" I asked quietly.

"I just let it take over?"

"No," she said. "You stop

fighting it."

I frowned.

"That's not the same thing?"

"It is," she said. "For now."

I shook my head slightly,

frustrated.

"This isn't simple."

"It was never meant to be."

She stepped back slightly,

giving me space again.

"But it is necessary."

I looked out toward the

direction Callie and Ella had gone.

My chest still felt tight.

Everything felt... messy.

Unfinished.

"Get used to that feeling,"

Seraphina said, as if reading my thoughts.

"What feeling?"

"Conflict."

I glanced back at her.

"You think it goes away?" she

asked.

I didn't answer.

She turned slightly, already

done with the conversation.

"Tomorrow," she said, "we try

again."

Of course, we did.

I looked down at my hands then

at the bracelet. Then back toward the path where Ella had disappeared.

I realized something then.

This want just about getting

stronger.

It was about choosing who I

was going to become.

And right now…

… I wasn't there yet.

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