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Chapter 5 - WALKING BACK INTO HELL

LYRIC POV

 

The packhouse smelled exactly the same.

Lyric stood just inside the main doors and let herself feel that for a single moment. Pine. Stone. Wolf. Home. The place she had spent twenty-one years trying to disappear into. The place she had run from three years ago with nothing but a bag and a broken heart.

She was not that girl anymore.

Her reflection in the polished windows showed a stranger. Dark clothes tailored to fit her frame perfectly. Hair pulled back with professional precision. Eyes that did not apologize for taking up space. A woman who walked into rooms and made Alphas nervous without even trying.

Three years with Elara had done that.

The training had been brutal exactly like the woman promised. Lyric had learned combat that made her dangerous. She had learned healing that bordered on magic. She had learned how to negotiate with powerful wolves without flinching. She had learned that respect was not given. It was taken.

And she had learned that the omega label meant nothing if you refused to believe it.

Now she was Head Healer of the Thornwood Clan. The most powerful healing organization in North America. She had built it from a small compound in the forest into a network that every pack depended on. Alphas sent emergency requests to her. Alphas waited for her approval. Alphas bent to her will because she had something they needed more than anything else.

Power.

Lyric took a deep breath and stepped further into the packhouse. This was just another job. Just another pack with a problem she could solve. The fact that it was Shadowpine meant nothing. The fact that he was here meant nothing.

Nothing.

She repeated the word like a mantra as her wolf stirred inside her. The bond was still there, she could feel it like a sleeping thing in her chest. Three years had not broken it completely even though she had tried. Even though she had trained herself to ignore it. Even though she had convinced herself that needing him was a weakness she had burned out of her system.

It was back.

The moment she stepped into that packhouse, the bond woke up like it had never been asleep at all. It pulled at her chest, demanding she acknowledge it. Demanding she look at him. Demanding she give in to what her wolf had always known.

That he was hers.

Lyric crushed the feeling and buried it deep.

The pack had gathered in the main hall. Alphas and Betas and other important wolves. They all turned to look at her as she entered. She could feel their shock. They had expected an old woman maybe. Someone with gray hair and decades of experience written into her face. Instead they got a woman who looked barely older than twenty-five.

Then her eyes found him.

He was standing in the center of the hall like he belonged there, which he did. Kade Blackwood. The Alpha of Shadowpine. Still as strong as she remembered. Still as beautiful as the night she had felt the bond lock into place. Still looking like the boy who had broken her heart while standing on a ceremonial platform three years ago.

Except now he was looking at her like she was a ghost.

Like he was seeing something impossible.

The bond flared hot inside her chest and Lyric had to work to keep her expression neutral. She could not let him see how his presence affected her. She could not let him know that three years of training had not been enough to make her stop wanting him.

She met his eyes with ice in her gaze.

"Alpha Blackwood," she said. Her voice was smooth and professional. Nothing in it suggested that they had ever met before. Nothing in it suggested that she had spent months waiting for him to acknowledge a bond he did not feel. Nothing in it suggested that his rejection had nearly destroyed her.

Kade took a step toward her. His eyes widened with recognition.

"Lyric?" he said.

Just her name. Just one word. But it carried weight. It carried confusion. It carried something that might have been regret.

She lifted one eyebrow and looked through him instead of at him. "Alpha Blackwood. Show me the infected wolves."

His Beta, a man named Cole, stepped forward immediately. He recognized the authority in her voice and respected it. Kade just stood there staring at her like he was trying to solve a puzzle.

Lyric did not acknowledge him again. She turned to Cole and let herself focus on the job. That was easier. That was simpler. The infected wolves were in the medical wing. The poison was sophisticated. She could smell it in their blood even before she examined them.

She could fix this.

She could not fix Kade. She could not fix the bond that still lived in her chest despite everything. She could not fix the past. So she would not try.

As Cole led her toward the medical wing, she felt Kade's presence behind her. He was following. Of course he was. He would want answers. He would want to know how she had survived three years in rogue territory. He would want to know how she had built a life without him.

He would want to know why she was looking at him like he meant nothing.

She would not give him those answers.

Lyric kept her shoulders straight and her expression cold as she moved through the packhouse. She passed the kitchen where she used to work. Passed the laundry room where she had spent countless hours doing other wolves' chores. Passed all the places where she had been invisible.

None of it touched her anymore.

When they reached the medical wing, Lyric pushed all thoughts of Kade away and became what she was supposed to be. A healer. A professional. A woman who had come here to save lives.

The infected wolves were in rough shape. Weak. Feverish. The poison was coursing through their systems and their bodies were struggling to fight it. Lyric examined each one carefully, taking samples, asking questions, building a picture of what had happened.

The poison was deliberate. Sophisticated. Designed by someone who understood wolf biology. This was not an accident. This was calculated sabotage.

Behind her, she could feel Kade watching. His Alpha power pressed against her like a physical thing, trying to assert dominance. Trying to make her acknowledge him. Trying to remind her of what he was.

She ignored it.

When she was finished examining the last wolf, she turned to face Cole while deliberately keeping her back to Kade.

"I need three days," she said. "I need access to your labs, your herb stores, and any information you have about when the poisoning started. I will create an antidote. Your wolves will recover."

"Thank you," Cole said. He looked relieved. "We were starting to think we might lose them."

"You would have," Lyric said simply. "Without proper treatment, this poison is fatal within a week."

She felt Kade move. He was coming around to face her. She could feel him preparing to speak, to demand answers, to try to reassert whatever claim he thought he had on her.

Lyric held up one hand without looking at him.

"Alpha Blackwood, I am sure you are full of questions. I am sure this is surprising. But I am here as a professional. Not as a pack member. Not as anything else. I came here to heal your wolves. That is all that matters right now."

She finally looked at him. Let him see her eyes. Let him see that there was nothing in them for him. Nothing but ice and distance and a complete absence of the girl who had once watched him across a crowded gathering and felt her entire world shift.

"Unless there is something else you need from me professionally, I have work to do."

Kade stared at her. She could see the war happening behind his eyes. The moment when he realized that this was not the girl he had rejected. This was something else entirely. Something that had grown beyond needing him.

Something that had learned to live without him.

For a second, just one second, she saw regret cross his face.

Then she turned away and did not give him a chance to speak.

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