Keifer's Pov
Keifer: "Remember when you got into an accident near the flower shop?"
She nods and I continue to proceed
Keifer: "I got really scared, it felt like I was dying and seeing you there in that state, My world stopped Jay and I couldn't think about anything else because the fear of losing you occupied me, I don't even know how I took you to the hospital because there has never been a time I was able to do that but for you I didn't care, I just wanted you to be safe that's all, I took you to the hospital and that's when being in the same environment where..." I trail off with tears while she cups my face and wipes them, while I hold her hand,
Keifer: "I realised I couldn't afford to loose you too that's when I knew I can't let you go and I would walk through the hospital again for you, I don't I would have done it for anyone else, in that moment all I need was you Jay, that's when I knew I have fallen in love with you" I say looking at her
Keifer: "Without me knowing itself you became my safe space Jay, I have never had a safe space Jay, even with my mom I don't tell her everything because I know it will make her sad but with you, it's easy, I don't why maybe because you won't judge me or maybe because you are always there for me no matter, I never admitted it but you took care of me Jay I didn't how much I needed it and longed for it in my life until you walked it into it and I didn't want to loose it"
Jay: "You have loved me from then?" I don't why a fear creeps in me as she asks that question because what if she thought I was lying and maybe taking advantage of it the whole time,
Keifer: "Yes, I did and I am sorry I didn't tell, are you mad at me?"
Jay: "No, no why would I be mad at you?"
Keifer: "Because I hid it from you"
Jay: "I understand why you did what you, because I know I didn't realise my feeling for you at that time, I am just sad that I didn't realise that's how you saw me for so long, I didn't know how I didn't notice and now I feel guilty because I know I have ranted about David to you, you must have been hurt?"
Keifer: "It did but I couldn't tell you "
Jay: "I am sorry"
Keifer: "It's fine all that it matters to me right now you are here with me" I say and she smiles, and I pull her into the hug,
and while being in the hug and she starts fidgeting with my button, God I love it, Am I becoming crazy? Maybe but who care I have my girl with me,
and she starts speaking
Jay: "You know I got a little jealous and insecure when you were looking at Freya in the wedding"
I pull a little while being in the hug just to look at her face,
Keifer: "What?"
Jay: "Yeah, you were starring at her while she was making the entrance and I got a little insecure feeling maybe I was just a rebound and I know she is pretty" she was rambling and I place my hand in her mouth and she looks at me,
Keifer: "God, No never Jay, believe me when I say this you are not a rebound, in fact I don't I ever had these kind of feelings with her, I would have never taken her to the hospital, risking myself and trust me when I say this when I thought you weren't going to fall in love with me, then only I decided to leave for New York because I cannot stand the pain and I never shared things about my past traumas with her, I did that only with you and I cried only in your arms, I felt loved and safe only with you Jay and that day I was looking at her thinking how weird it was I wanted her back few months before and I didn't even feel anything now but I felt grateful though because of that stupid plan only we got together and grew close and I fell in Love with you and trust when I say this You are the most beautiful woman to me and I don't care about anyone else because I Love you Jay"
I say and just stare at her beautiful eyes as I wait for her response,
she make huffed sound and eyes indicating downwards,
Keifer: "Ohh Sorry" I say and remove my hands,
and she just place a quick kiss on my cheeks and hug tightly while I remain stunned after the moment she kissed and it takes me a minute,
Keifer: "Hey aren't you going to say something?"
she nods a no while being in the hug,
Jay: "I don't think I need to because after what you just said, you gave me more reassurance than I needed and its feels silly to me"
Keifer: "Hey don't ever say silly and if you in fact feel something like this, please do tell me, I'll clear it up"
she nods,
Jay: "You won't be annoyed of me, If I keep asking constantly for reassurance"
I cup her face when I start speaking,
Keifer: "Never, I would even explain everything a thousands time if I have rather than having you sit with those thoughts alone. " I say and place a tight kiss on her forehead.
and pull her closer into the hug.
Keifer: "Don't you think I deserve more?"
Jay: "What?"
Keifer: "More kisses" and her eyes widen,
Jay: "Why?"
Keifer :"Come on, I almost moved to New York because you didn't love me back."
Jay: "Wait, Thanks for reminding me, You were actually going to leave me without telling me anything at all "
Keifer: "That's because I was depressed because I thought you weren't in love me"
Jay: "I don't care, you were going to leave me here all alone, If anything you should get the punishment and I should get the reward and" I interrupted her
Keifer: "That's fine by me too" I say and quickly kiss her cheek only to see her stunned and she looked at me,
and again I kissed her other side of the cheek and she started with smacks and that's when I pulled her into my chest and hugged her tightly and I can feel her loosen up and get comfortable in that position,
we were almost cuddling on the couch and neither of us wanted to move, so we just stayed like that in each other's embrace not wanting to let go and held each other. While I place a kiss on her head.
Author's Note
Finally the much needed conversation🥹❤️
They are sooo cute!!!!😭🥰❤️
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"Maybe us? Again (JAYFER)"
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