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Chapter 3 - CHAPTER 3:THE FIRST TIME I FELT IT

Amara didn't have the words for it.

She was too young to understand tension, distance, or the silent language adults spoke without speaking.

But she could feel it.

And that was enough.

It started with the little things.

The way her mother no longer laughed.

Not even small laughs.

Not even fake ones.

Just… nothing.

"Good morning, mummy," Amara said one day, walking into the kitchen.

Her mother turned slightly, forcing a smile that didn't stay long enough.

"Morning, baby."

She looked tired.

Not the kind of tired that sleep could fix.

Something deeper.

Something heavy.

"Where's daddy?" Amara asked, climbing onto a chair.

"He has gone to work," her mother replied, stirring the pot slowly.

"But it's still early…"

Her mother didn't answer.

She just kept stirring.

Round and round.

Like she was lost in it.

That evening, Amara waited by the door.

Her legs folded under her, her eyes fixed on the gate.

Every sound made her sit up.

Every passing car made her hopeful.

Until finally,

The gate opened.

"Daddy!" she screamed, jumping up and running toward him.

He caught her mid-run, lifting her like he always did.

But something felt… off.

His hug wasn't as tight.

His smile wasn't as wide.

"You waited for me?" he asked.

"Yes! I've been waiting since afternoon!"

He nodded slowly. "Good girl."

Inside, the silence returned.

Her mother didn't come to greet him this time.

Didn't ask about his day.

Didn't even look at him.

She just stayed in the kitchen.

Like that was the only place she still existed.

"Daddy, come and eat," Amara said later, holding his hand.

He followed her to the table.

Her mother served the food quietly.

No eye contact.

No words.

Just movement.

They ate in silence.

The kind that felt loud.

Heavy.

Uncomfortable

"Daddy," Amara said suddenly, trying to break it, "my teacher said I read very well today."

He looked at her and smiled a little. "That's my girl."

She beamed.

"Did mummy hear?" she asked innocently.

Her father's eyes flickered just for a second toward her mother.

"I'm sure she did," he said.

But her mother said nothing.

Not even a nod.

That night, Amara couldn't sleep.

Not because she wasn't tired.

But because something didn't feel right.

She stepped out of her room quietly.

The house was dark, but voices came from her parents' room.

Low.

Sharp.

Dangerous.

"You think I don't know?" her mother's voice cut through the silence.

"I said keep your voice down," her father replied, colder than she had ever heard him.

"Down? After everything?" her mother laughed bitterly. "You want silence now?"

"Not in front of her," he snapped.

Amara froze.

Her heart began to beat faster.

"In front of her?" her mother repeated. "You think she doesn't already feel it?"

"Feel what?" he asked, his tone tight.

"The way you've changed," she said. "The way you come home late. The way you look at me like I'm nothing"

"That's enough."

"No, it's not enough!" her voice broke now. "You think I don't see it? You think I don't know there's someone else?"

Amara's breath caught.

Someone else?

Silence.

Heavy.

Loud.

Then,

"You're imagining things," her father said finally.

But even Amara could hear it.

That didn't sound like the truth.

"Am I?" her mother whispered.

The pain in her voice was something Amara had never heard before.

"I'm not a fool," she continued. "I see everything. I feel everything. You just think I won't say it."

Amara stepped back slowly.

Her heart racing.

Her head spinning.

She didn't understand everything.

But she understood one thing.

Something was wrong.

Very wrong.

She rushed back into her room, climbing into bed and covering herself with her blanket.

As if hiding would make it all disappear.

As if silence would bring back the old days.

The next morning, everything looked normal again.

Too normal.

Her father smiled.

Her mother cooked.

No one mentioned anything.

"Come here, princess," her father called, opening his arms.

Amara hesitated.

Just for a second.

Then she ran into them.

Because that's what she always did.

"You know I love you, right?" he asked, holding her close.

She nodded.

But this time…

Something inside her didn't feel as certain.

Because for the first time in her life

Amara felt it.

That small, quiet crack.

Right in the middle of her perfect world.

And even though she didn't understand it yet…

It scared her.

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