Vivian's POV
Ryan Terrell had never cared for her. All that he had seen was a plaything. His view of her was not something that she could blame him for, given the type of arrangement that they'd had.
But even though she could not point a finger at him, she could blame herself for developing feelings and hanging on despite knowing that they were going nowhere good.
It was ridiculous. Now that it was over she should have been able to kick the unnecessary feelings away since they had not known each other that long. But as the days passed and she did not see Ryan, her heart ached even more.
As painful as that was. It would have been better for her to just endure the pain and not try to look for anything connected to him at all. But unfortunately, even though she had put all things tied to him away. Vivian's habit of scrolling through social media for news on Ryan Terrell had not diminished, instead, it had gotten worse.
