βπ€ Keifer's POV β London
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β... flashback...
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βThe car rolled to a stop in front of the Waston Heritage Mansion.
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ββ
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βCold.
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βGrand.
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βUnforgiving.
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ββ
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βI stepped out without hesitation.
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βSuit perfect.
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βFace blank.
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ββ
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βNo emotions.
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ββ
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βNo mistakes.
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ββ
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βBehind meβ
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βHoney stepped out quietly.
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βNo teasing.
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βNo comments.
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ββ
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βSilent.
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ββ
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βGood.
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ββ
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βShe understands.
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ββ
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βThis isn't a place for games.
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ββ
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βWe walked inside.
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ββ
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βThe air changed instantly.
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ββ
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βHeavy.
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βWatching.
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βMeasuring.
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ββ
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βThe elders were already there.
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βSeated.
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βWaiting.
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ββ
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βPower in every glance.
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ββ
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βI walked forward.
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βStopped.
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ββ
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β"Keifer."
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ββ
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β"Grandfather."
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ββ
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βA pause.
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ββ
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βThenβ
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β"Sit."
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ββ
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βI did.
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ββ
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βHoney stood behind me.
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βStill.
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βObserving.
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ββ
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βAcross the roomβ
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βKeigan leaned against the wall.
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βArms crossed.
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βSilent.
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ββ
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βWatching everything.
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ββ
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βNot interfering.
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ββ
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βBecause he knowsβ
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ββ
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βIf they push too farβ¦
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ββ
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βI won't stay quiet.
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ββ
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βAnd if Jay gets involvedβ
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ββ
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βI won't follow rules.
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ββ
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βAnd right nowβ
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ββ
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βI need this inheritance.
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ββ
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βControl.
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ββ
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βOne of the elders slid a file across the table.
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ββ
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βMy eyes dropped to it.
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ββ
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βHer.
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ββ
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βJay.
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ββ
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βMy fingers twitchedβ
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ββ
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βjust for a second.
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ββ
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βThen stilled.
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ββ
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β"Who is she?" one of them asked.
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ββ
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βSilence.
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ββ
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βSharp.
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ββ
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βTesting.
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ββ
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βI leaned back slightly.
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ββ
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βExpression calm.
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ββ
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βDetached.
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ββ
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β"She doesn't matter."
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ββ
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βThe words came out clean.
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ββ
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βCold.
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ββ
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βLike they meant nothing.
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ββ
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βInsideβ
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ββ
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βthey tore through me.
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ββ
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β"She's just a girl."
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ββ
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βA lie.
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ββ
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β"She was useful."
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ββ
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βAnother lie.
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ββ
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β"For revenge."
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ββ
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βThat partβ
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ββ
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βtrue.
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ββ
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β"For someone else."
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ββ
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βThe room went still.
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ββ
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βEyes sharpened.
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ββ
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βWatching for cracks.
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ββ
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βI didn't give them any.
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ββ
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β"She was just a part of my plan."
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ββ
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βMy voice steady.
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ββ
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βControlled.
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ββ
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βUnbreakable.
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ββ
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β"I'm done with her."
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ββ
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βSilence.
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ββ
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βHeavy.
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ββ
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βFinal.
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ββ
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βBut insideβ
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ββ
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βeverything twisted.
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ββ
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βBecause I'm not done.
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ββ
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βNot even close.
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ββ
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βNot with her.
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ββ
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βNot with anything.
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ββ
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βOne of the elders leaned forward.
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ββ
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β"Then why is she still connected to you?"
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ββ
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βI didn't hesitate.
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ββ
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β"She isn't."
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ββ
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β"Are you sure?"
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ββ
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β"Yes."
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ββ
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βAnother pause.
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ββ
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βLong.
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ββ
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βCalculated.
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ββ
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βThenβ
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ββ
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β"You will keep it that way."
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ββ
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βNot a request.
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ββ
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βA warning.
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ββ
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β"You will not contact her."
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ββ
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β"You will not go near her."
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ββ
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β"You will not involve her in anything related to this family."
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ββ
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βMy jaw tightened slightly.
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ββ
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βBarely visible.
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ββ
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βBut real.
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ββ
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β"I won't."
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ββ
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βThe words felt like chains.
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ββ
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βBut I said them anyway.
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ββ
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βBecause right nowβ
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ββ
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βthis matters.
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ββ
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βThe inheritance.
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ββ
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βThe power.
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ββ
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βThe control.
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ββ
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βEverything I needβ
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ββ
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βto protect her.
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ββ
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βEven from them.
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ββ
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β"Good," the elder said. "Because if she becomes a problemβ"
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ββ
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βSilence.
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ββ
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βA dangerous pause.
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ββ
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β"We remove the problem."
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βMy gaze hardened instantly.
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ββ
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βCold.
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βSharp.
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βLethal.
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βBut I didn't react.
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ββ
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βNot outwardly.
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ββ
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βNot here.
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ββ
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βNot now.
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ββ
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βBecause one wrong moveβ
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ββ
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βand she becomes their target.
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ββ
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βAnd I won't let that happen.
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βNot ever.
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ββ
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β"I understand," I said.
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βMy voice calm.
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ββ
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βControlled.
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βPerfect.
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ββ
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βThey studied me.
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ββ
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βLooking for weakness.
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ββ
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βFinding none.
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ββ
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βAfter a momentβ
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ββ
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β"Meeting dismissed."
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ββ
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βI stood up.
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ββ
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βNo hesitation.
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ββ
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βNo wasted movement.
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ββ
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βTurned.
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ββ
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βWalked out.
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ββ
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βHoney followed.
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ββ
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βKeigan pushed himself off the wallβ
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ββ
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βfalling into step behind me.
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ββ
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βStill silent.
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ββ
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βBecause he knows.
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ββ
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βThey both know.
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ββ
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βIf Jay gets dragged into thisβ
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ββ
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βI won't choose the family.
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ββ
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βI won't choose the inheritance.
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ββ
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βI'll choose her.
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βEvery time.
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ββ
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βAnd that's exactly what they're trying to prevent.
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ββ
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βWe stepped outside.
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ββ
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βThe doors closed behind us.
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βAnd for the first timeβ
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ββ
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βI exhaled.
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ββ
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βSlow.
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ββ
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βControlled.
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ββ
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βBarely holding.
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ββ
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β"She doesn't matter."
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ββ
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βI repeated it in my head.
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ββ
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βAgain.
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ββ
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βAnd again.
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ββ
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βLike if I say it enoughβ
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ββ
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βit might become true.
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ββ
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βBut it doesn't.
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ββ
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βBecause every secondβ
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ββ
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βevery thoughtβ
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ββ
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βcomes back to her.
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ββ
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βJay.
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ββ
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βAnd the fact thatβ
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ββ
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βeven nowβ
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ββ
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βI'm still protecting her.
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βFrom them.
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ββ
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βFrom this.
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ββ
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βFrom me.
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β.....end of flashback...
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βπ€ Keifer's POV β London, Two Days Before My Birthday
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βLondon stretched beneath meβ
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ββ
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βlights endless.
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ββ
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βalive.
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ββ
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βperfect.
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ββ
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βI stood by the glass window, one hand in my pocket, the other loosely holding a drink I hadn't touched.
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ββ
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βEverything looked controlled.
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ββ
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βPredictable.
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ββ
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βExactly how I like it.
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ββ
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βBut my mindβ
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ββ
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βwas somewhere else.
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ββ
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βHer.
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ββ
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βJay.
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βA slow breath left me.
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βNot frustrated.
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ββ
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βNot confused.
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ββ
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βCertain.
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ββ
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βBecause this timeβ
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ββ
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βI know.
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ββ
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βShe won't move on.
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ββ
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βNot really.
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ββ
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βNot completely.
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ββ
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βI saw it.
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ββ
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βIn her eyes.
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ββ
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βIn the way she reacted.
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βIn the way she still felt.
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ββ
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βAnd I know her.
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ββ
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βBetter than she thinks.
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ββ
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βThought
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βYou can try to walk away.
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ββ
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βYou can pretend.
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ββ
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βBut you won't stay away from me.
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ββ
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βBecause you're mine.
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ββ
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βA knock on the door broke the silence.
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ββ
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β"Sir, the guests have arrived."
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ββ
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βOf course.
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ββ
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βBusiness.
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βPower.
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βConnections.
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ββ
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βThings that actually matter.
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ββ
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βI straightened slightly.
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ββ
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βMask on.
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ββ
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βCalm.
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ββ
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βUnshaken.
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ββ
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β"Send them in."
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βThe room filled quickly.
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ββ
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βVoices.
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βLaughter.
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βConversations.
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ββ
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βI moved through it all effortlessly.
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ββ
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βHandshake here.
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βDeal there.
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βA few words.
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ββ
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βEverything precise.
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ββ
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βEverything controlled.
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ββ
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βBut beneath itβ
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ββ
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βone constant.
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ββ
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βHer.
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ββ
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βAlways her.
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ββ
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β"Mr. Waston," a voice came from my side.
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βSoft.
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βConfident.
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ββ
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βI turned.
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ββ
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βA woman stood there.
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βElegant.
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βPoised.
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βTrying.
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βToo hard.
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ββ
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β"I've been meaning to talk to you," she said, stepping closer.
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ββ
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β"I'm busy."
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ββ
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βDirect.
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ββ
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βClear.
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ββ
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βShe smiled anyway.
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ββ
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β"I won't take much time."
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ββ
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βAnother one joined.
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βThen another.
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βOf course.
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ββ
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β"Will you be attending your birthday gala?" one asked.
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β"Obviously."
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ββ
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β"Then maybe we can get a dance?"
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ββ
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βI looked at them.
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βMeasured.
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ββ
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βUninterested.
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ββ
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β"No."
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ββ
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βThey blinked.
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βConfused.
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ββ
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β"Why not?" one laughed lightly.
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ββ
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β"Because I don't dance with anyone."
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ββ
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βA pause.
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ββ
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βThenβ
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ββ
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β"Is there someone?" one of them asked.
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ββ
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βThere it is.
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ββ
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βI didn't hesitate.
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ββ
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β"Yes."
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ββ
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βThey leaned in slightly.
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βInterested.
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ββ
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β"Girlfriend?"
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βMy gaze stayed steady.
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ββ
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β"Wife."
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βSilence.
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ββ
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βImmediate.
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ββ
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βSharp.
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ββ
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β"You're married?" one asked, surprised.
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ββ
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β"Yes."
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βNo explanation.
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βNo hesitation.
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ββ
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βJust that.
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βFinal.
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ββ
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βThe air shifted.
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βInterest gone.
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ββ
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βGame over.
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ββ
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βThey stepped back.
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ββ
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β"Excuse us."
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βI nodded once.
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ββ
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βThey left.
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ββ
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βJust like that.
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ββ
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βPeace again.
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ββ
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βBut my mindβ
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ββ
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βwasn't on them.
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ββ
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βIt never was.
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ββ
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β"My wife."
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ββ
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βThe words settled easily this time.
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βNo resistance.
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βNo second thoughts.
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ββ
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βBecauseβ
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ββ
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βone dayβ
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ββ
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βit will be true.
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ββ
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βNot a statement.
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ββ
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βA fact.
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ββ
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βThought
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βYou're mine.
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ββ
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βYou just don't know it yet.
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βMy jaw tightened slightlyβ
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ββ
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βnot in anger.
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ββ
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βIn certainty.
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ββ
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βBecause I know what I'm doing.
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ββ
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βI know why I pushed her away.
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ββ
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βI know what I'm fixing first.
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ββ
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βAnd once everything is in placeβ
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ββ
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βonce there's nothing left that can touch herβ
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ββ
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βI'll go back.
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ββ
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βAnd I won't hold back this time.
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ββ
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βI'll tell her everything.
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ββ
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βEvery truth.
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ββ
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βEvery reason.
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ββ
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βEvery choice.
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βAnd thenβ
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βI'll make it up to her.
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ββ
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βEvery second of pain.
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ββ
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βEvery moment I made her doubt.
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βEverything.
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βShe won't walk away.
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ββ
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βShe can't.
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ββ
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βBecause what we hadβ
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ββ
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βwas real.
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ββ
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βAnd she knows it.
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ββ
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βEven if she tries to deny it.
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ββ
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βI turned back toward the window.
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ββ
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βLondon glowing below.
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ββ
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βUnshaken.
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ββ
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βLike me.
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ββ
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βTwo days.
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ββ
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βThat's all.
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ββ
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βTwo daysβ
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ββ
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βand everything starts falling into place.
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βMy birthday.
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ββ
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βThe beginning of the end of this mess.
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ββ
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βAnd the beginning ofβ
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ββ
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βus.
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βA faint smirk touched my lips.
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ββ
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βBecause no matter what she thinksβ
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βno matter what she saysβ
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ββ
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βI know how this ends.
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ββ
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βWith her.
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ββ
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βWith me.
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ββ
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βTogether.
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βThe way it was always meant to be.
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βAnd this timeβ
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βI'm not letting her go.
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βNot again.
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βπ€ Jay's POV β The Night Before
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βTomorrow.
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ββ
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βThat asshole's birthday.
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ββ
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βI stared at the ceiling from the couch, one leg hanging off the edge, phone resting on my stomach.
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ββ
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βLondon.
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ββ
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βHim.
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ββ
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βEverything I don't want to think aboutβ
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ββ
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βand everything I need to face.
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βI groaned softly and sat up.
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ββ
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β"Focus, Jay."
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βThis isn't about feelings.
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ββ
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βThis is about answers.
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βAnd maybeβ
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ββ
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βa little bit of revenge.
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ββ
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βA smirk tugged at my lips.
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ββ
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βYeah.
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ββ
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βThat part too.
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ββ
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βI had already told Percy.
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βBad idea.
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ββ
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βVery bad idea.
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ββ
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βBecause instead of reacting like a normal personβ
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ββ
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βhe leaned back like some proud king and said,
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ββ
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β"Wow, my influence is finally showing. My handsomeness has effects, huh?"
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ββ
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βI blinked at him.
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ββ
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β"Percyβ¦ you're not that handsome."
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ββ
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βHe looked offended.
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ββ
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β"Not thatβ? Jay, look at me."
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ββ
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β"I am. That's the problem."
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ββ
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βHe gasped like I stabbed him.
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ββ
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β"You wound me."
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ββ
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βI rolled my eyes.
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ββ
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β"Please survive. I need you alive for the business."
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ββ
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βHe smirked.
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ββ
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β"Say you'd miss me."
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ββ
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β"I'd miss the peace."
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ββ
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βHe laughed.
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ββ
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βAnd despite everythingβ
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ββ
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βit feltβ¦ normal.
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ββ
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βLight.
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ββ
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βSafe.
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ββ
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βBut nowβ
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ββ
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βI stood up and walked toward the living room.
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ββ
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βJass was already there.
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ββ
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βOf course.
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ββ
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βSitting like he owned the place.
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ββ
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βCasual.
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βAnnoying.
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βI crossed my arms.
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ββ
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β"I have a plan."
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ββ
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βHis eyes lit up instantly.
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ββ
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βOh no.
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ββ
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βThat look.
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ββ
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βThat dangerous, mischievous look.
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ββ
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β"Go on, darling."
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ββ
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βI ignored the name.
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ββ
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βExplained everything.
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ββ
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βEvery detail.
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ββ
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βEntry.
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βTiming.
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βBehavior.
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ββ
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βEverything.
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ββ
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βAnd the moment I finishedβ
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βhe leaned backβ¦
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βand grinned.
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βWide.
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ββ
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βLike an absolute idiot.
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ββ
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βI narrowed my eyes.
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ββ
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β"Why are you smiling like that?"
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ββ
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β"Because," he said slowly, "this is going to be fun."
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βI sighed.
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ββ
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β"I'm serious."
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ββ
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β"So am I," he replied, still smiling. "I finally get to make him jealous properly."
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ββ
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βThere it is.
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ββ
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βTheir stupid rivalry.
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βI pointed at him.
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β"I am not a weapon in your little war."
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ββ
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βHe tilted his head.
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ββ
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β"Maybe not."
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βA pause.
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ββ
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β"Maybe a little."
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ββ
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β"JASS."
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ββ
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βHe laughed.
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ββ
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β"Relax, darling. I'll behave."
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ββ
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β"Liar."
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ββ
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β"Only sometimes."
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βI rolled my eyes.
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ββ
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β"Whatever. Just stick to the plan."
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ββ
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β"I always do."
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ββ
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βThat didn't sound reassuring.
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ββ
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βAt all.
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βBut stillβ
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βI nodded.
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ββ
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β"Let's go."
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ββοΈ Private Jet β Night
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βThe jet stood ready.
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βSleek.
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βPowerful.
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ββ
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βWaiting.
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ββ
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βJust like this whole situation.
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ββ
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βI stepped up first.
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ββ
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βThe cool night air brushing against my skin.
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ββ
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βA small pause.
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ββ
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βThen I walked in.
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ββ
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βInsideβ
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ββ
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βsoft golden lights.
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ββ
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βLuxury everywhere.
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ββ
β
βQuiet.
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ββ
β
βControlled.
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ββ
β
βA flight attendant stepped forward with a polite smile.
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ββ
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β"Welcome, ma'am."
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ββ
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βI nodded slightly.
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ββ
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βProfessional.
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ββ
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βComposed.
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ββ
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βBehind meβ
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ββ
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βJass walked in like he owned the entire aviation industry.
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ββ
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β"Evening."
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ββ
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βThe airhostess smiled a little wider at him.
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ββ
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βOf course she did.
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ββ
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βI watched that for a second.
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ββ
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βThen looked away.
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ββ
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βWhy am I even noticing this?
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ββ
β
βWe moved to our seats.
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ββ
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βI sat near the window.
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ββ
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βHe took the seat beside me.
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ββ
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βToo close.
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ββ
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βObviously.
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ββ
β
βThe plane started preparing for takeoff.
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ββ
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βSeatbelt.
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ββ
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βEngines.
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ββ
β
βThat low hum filling the silence.
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ββ
β
βI looked out.
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ββ
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βDark sky.
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ββ
β
βUnknown ahead.
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ββ
β
βMy fingers tapped lightly against my leg.
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ββ
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βStop.
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ββ
β
βCalm down.
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ββ
β
βThis is just a plan.
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ββ
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βJust a trip.
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ββ
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βNothing more.
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ββ
β
βThenβ
β
ββ
β
βa random thought hit me.
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ββ
β
βSharp.
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ββ
β
βUninvited.
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ββ
β
βWhat ifβ
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ββ
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βhe's like this?
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ββ
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βOn flights.
β
ββ
β
βWith airhostesses.
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ββ
β
βCharming.
β
ββ
β
βSmiling.
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ββ
β
βFlirting.
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ββ
β
βMy jaw tightened slightly.
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ββ
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βWhat if he's doing that right now?
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ββ
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βIn London.
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ββ
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βWith someone else.
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ββ
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βSome "London girl."
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ββ
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βLaughing.
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ββ
β
βLooking at her the way he looked atβ
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ββ
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βNo.
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ββ
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βStop.
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ββ
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βI turned my face toward the window.
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ββ
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βAnnoyed.
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ββ
β
βAt him.
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ββ
β
βAt myself.
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ββ
β
βAt this stupid thought.
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ββ
β
βJass noticed.
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ββ
β
βOf course he did.
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ββ
β
β"You're thinking something violent."
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ββ
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β"I'm not."
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ββ
β
β"You are."
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ββ
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β"I'm not."
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ββ
β
βHe leaned slightly closer.
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ββ
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β"Left eyebrow."
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ββ
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βI touched it instantly.
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ββ
β
β"It didn'tβ"
β
ββ
β
β"It did."
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ββ
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β"Shut up."
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ββ
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βHe chuckled.
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ββ
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β"Relax, darling."
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ββ
β
β"Don't call me that."
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ββ
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β"You like it."
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ββ
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β"I don't."
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ββ
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β"Sure."
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ββ
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βI glared at him.
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ββ
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βThen looked away again.
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ββ
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βAnnoying.
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ββ
β
βBut somehowβ
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ββ
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βgrounding.
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ββ
β
βThe plane took off.
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ββ
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βSmooth.
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ββ
β
βPowerful.
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ββ
β
βAnd just like thatβ
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ββ
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βwe were in the air.
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ββ
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βBetween places.
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ββ
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βBetween decisions.
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ββ
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βBetween emotions I refuse to name.
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ββ
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ββ
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ββοΈ Mid-Flight
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βTime blurred.
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ββ
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βI leaned my head against the window.
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ββ
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βClouds beneath.
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ββ
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βSilence around.
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ββ
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βJass beside me.
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ββ
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βToo calm.
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ββ
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βToo comfortable.
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ββ
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β"You're quiet," he said.
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ββ
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β"I'm thinking."
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ββ
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β"Dangerous."
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ββ
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β"Yours too."
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ββ
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βA small smirk.
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ββ
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βThen silence again.
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ββ
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βBut this timeβ
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ββ
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βit wasn't heavy.
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ββ
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βJustβ¦
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ββ
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βwaiting.
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ββ
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ββ
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βπ€ Landing β London
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βThe city appeared slowly beneath us.
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ββ
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βLights.
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ββ
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βMovement.
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ββ
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βAlive.
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ββ
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βLondon.
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ββ
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βMy chest tightened.
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ββ
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βThis is it.
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ββ
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βThe plane landed smoothly.
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ββ
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βA soft thud.
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ββ
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βFinal.
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ββ
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βReal.
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ββ
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βI stood up slowly.
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ββ
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βHeart steady.
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ββ
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βMind sharp.
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ββ
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βNo turning back now.
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ββ
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βWe stepped out.
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ββ
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βCool air hit my face.
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ββ
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βDifferent.
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ββ
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βNew.
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ββ
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βUnfamiliar.
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ββ
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βBut I didn't hesitate.
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ββ
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βA car was already waiting.
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ββ
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βBlack.
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ββ
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βPolished.
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ββ
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βReady.
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ββ
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βJass opened the door for me.
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ββ
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βI raised a brow.
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ββ
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β"Since when are you a gentleman?"
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ββ
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β"Since always."
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ββ
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β"Liar."
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ββ
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βHe smirked.
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ββ
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βI got in anyway.
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ββ
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βThe drive was smooth.
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ββ
β
βCity passing by.
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ββ
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βBuildings tall.
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ββ
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βLights reflecting everywhere.
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ββ
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βI watched everything quietly.
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ββ
β
βTaking it in.
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ββ
β
βBut my mindβ
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ββ
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βwas somewhere else.
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ββ
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βThought
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βHe's here.
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ββ
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βSomewhere in this city.
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ββ
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βBreathing the same air.
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ββ
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βLiving like nothing changed.
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ββ
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βMy fingers curled slightly.
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ββ
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βTomorrow.
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ββ
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βEverything changes.
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ββ
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βWhether he likes it or not.
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ββ
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βI leaned back slightly.
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ββ
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βEyes steady.
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ββ
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βExpression calm.
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ββ
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βGame on.
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ββ
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βAnd this timeβ
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ββ
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βI'm not the one losing.
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βπ€ Jay's POV β London, Late Night
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βThe hotel room was too quiet.
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ββ
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βToo perfect.
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ββ
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βToo still.
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ββ
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βThe kind of silence that makes your thoughts louder than they should be.
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ββ
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βI stood near the window, looking out at the city.
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ββ
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βLondon at night was beautiful.
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ββ
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βSoft lights.
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ββ
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βMoving cars.
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ββ
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βA calm that didn't match what I felt inside.
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ββ
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βTomorrow.
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ββ
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βHis birthday.
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ββ
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βMy fingers tightened slightly on the edge of the curtain.
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ββ
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βThought
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βHe's here.
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ββ
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βSomewhere in this same city.
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ββ
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βMaybe awake.
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ββ
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βMaybe busy.
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ββ
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βMaybeβ¦
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ββ
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βI swallowed.
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ββ
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βMaybe not thinking about me at all.
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ββ
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βThat thought sat heavy.
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ββ
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βUnwanted.
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ββ
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βAnnoying.
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ββ
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βBecause a part of meβ
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ββ
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βstill wanted to matter.
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ββ
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βEven after everything.
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ββ
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βI turned away from the window abruptly.
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ββ
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β"No."
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ββ
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βI'm not doing this.
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ββ
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βI'm not standing here thinking about him likeβ
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ββ
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βlike I didn't already decide what I'm here for.
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ββ
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βAnswers.
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ββ
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βNothing else.
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ββ
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βI walked toward the bed, picking up my phone.
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ββ
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βLocked screen.
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ββ
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βTime: 11:32 PM.
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ββ
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βI stared at it.
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ββ
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βA thought forming.
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ββ
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βSlow.
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ββ
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βDangerous.
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ββ
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βMidnight.
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ββ
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βHis birthday.
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ββ
β
ββ¦
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ββ
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βNo.
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ββ
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βAbsolutely not.
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ββ
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βWhy would Iβ
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ββ
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βWhy should Iβ
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ββ
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βI scoffed lightly.
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ββ
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βThis is stupid.
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ββ
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βHe doesn't deserve it.
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ββ
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βAfter everythingβ
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ββ
β
βafter what he didβ
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ββ
β
βafter how he made me feelβ
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ββ
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βMy grip tightened on the phone.
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ββ
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βThen why does it still matter?
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ββ
β
βWhy do I still want toβ
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ββ
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βI exhaled sharply.
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ββ
β
βAnnoyed.
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ββ
β
βAt myself.
β
ββ
β
βAt him.
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ββ
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βAt this entire situation.
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ββ
β
β"Idiotβ¦" I muttered.
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ββ
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βHim.
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ββ
β
βOr me.
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ββ
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βStill not sure.
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ββ
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βI sat down on the edge of the bed.
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ββ
β
βStaring at the screen again.
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ββ
β
β11:41 PM.
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ββ
β
βTime was moving.
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ββ
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βAnd so were my thoughts.
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ββ
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βBack.
β
ββ
β
βTo him.
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ββ
β
βTo that terrace.
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ββ
β
βTo that moment.
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ββ
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βTo the way he looked at me likeβ
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ββ
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βI mattered.
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ββ
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βLike I wasn't just part of some plan.
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ββ
β
βMy chest tightened.
β
ββ
β
βThought
β
βWas that real?
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ββ
β
βOr was I justβ¦ stupid enough to believe it?
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ββ
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βI closed my eyes for a second.
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ββ
β
βAnd when I opened themβ
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ββ
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βI had already made the decision.
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ββ
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βI unlocked my phone.
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ββ
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βScrolled.
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ββ
β
βStopped.
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ββ
β
βHis contact.
β
ββ
β
βI stared at it.
β
ββ
β
βLong.
β
ββ
β
βThen locked the phone again.
β
ββ
β
β"No."
β
ββ
β
βToo easy.
β
ββ
β
βToo obvious.
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ββ
β
βTooβ¦ me.
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ββ
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βI stood up suddenly.
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ββ
β
βWalked toward the desk.
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ββ
β
βOpened my bag.
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ββ
β
βThere.
β
ββ
β
βA spare phone.
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ββ
β
βUnregistered.
β
ββ
β
βUnused.
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ββ
β
βI picked it up slowly.
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ββ
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βTurned it on.
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ββ
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βA small, almost ironic smile touched my lips.
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ββ
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βIf I'm doing thisβ
β
ββ
β
βI'm doing it my way.
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ββ
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βNo names.
β
ββ
β
βNo identity.
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ββ
β
βJustβ¦
β
ββ
β
βa voice.
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ββ
β
βAnd truth.
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ββ
β
β
β11:57 PM.
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ββ
β
βMy heartbeat picked up slightly.
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ββ
β
βWhy am I nervous?
β
ββ
β
βIt's just a call.
β
ββ
β
βJust a wish.
β
ββ
β
βJustβ
β
ββ
β
βhim.
β
ββ
β
βI entered his number manually.
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ββ
β
βEvery digit feeling heavier than it should.
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ββ
β
βThen I stopped.
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ββ
β
βThumb hovering over the call button.
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ββ
β
βThis is stupid.
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ββ
β
βHe doesn't deserve this.
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ββ
β
βHe doesn't deserve me thinking about him at midnight.
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ββ
β
βHe doesn't deserveβ
β
ββ
β
βMy eyes softened slightly.
β
ββ
β
βBut I stillβ¦
β
ββ
β
βcare.
β
ββ
β
βDamn it.
β
ββ
β
β11:59 PM.
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ββ
β
βOne minute.
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ββ
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βOne stupid minute.
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ββ
β
βI took a deep breath.
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ββ
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βAnd pressed call.
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ββ
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βThe phone rang.
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ββ
β
βOnce.
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ββ
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βTwice.
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ββ
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βThree times.
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ββ
β
βEach second stretching.
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ββ
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βLonger.
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ββ
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βLouder.
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ββ
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βThenβ
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Guys is my book not good??π Are u guys not liking it? πPlease tell me if there is something like that .. I feel demotivated.....pls give me some ideas and suggestions you want me to add I will surely add it β€οΈ
