My sister was a very pretty and popular student in high school. Every boy, both from my sister's own class and higher classes wants to get close to her by getting close to me.
I was a medium used by plenty and thrown after use. I was in grade 9 and my sis was in grade 11.
But what people often get deceived by is the same thing they love about my sister. Her looks, her beauty is her instrument of Manipulation.
Yes, she is a manipulator, in fact one of the best if I would say. She had manipulated many rich boys and got herself many things she had wanted.
Unlike most girls who read romance novels and fantasize over how her future husband or boyfriend wants to look like, my sister preferred Dark Psychology books, crime novels, etc trying to apply these tactics in the real world.
Now enough of my sister, who am I? Let's just say I am a Medium of love or an instrument.
I am weak, lean, and don't have any plans for the future. It is all decided by my sister and I like being with her and following her. She assigns me some tasks to help her in the manipulation of the boys as I told before.
I know that these assholes would take advantage of my sister seeing her as an object, rather than respect her as a girl and my sis knows this too.
But all I can do is assist my sis in her work and not be able to fight them back due to their money and power.
I WAS POWERLESS, that was until I met HIM. I don't know if he was either a fictional being or a real human.
No one knew his name. He talked to no one. He came into the campus, learned quietly, and went off to wherever he was from. No one knew where he lived.
But me and all the other students had one thing in common, NONE DARED LOOK UPON HIS FACE. It was like he was above all of us, something with more authority, power, and intelligence.
But my sis saw him as an experiment to test on and she gave me some orders that I had to complete.
My first task was to ask him to come to our home to help me in my 'Studies'. And I did so…
I went near him mustering all my courage to finally face HIM. I went to his class, he was in grade 11 just like my sister.
Before I could start the conversation, he got up from his seat and said, "Hello there" with not any egoistical nor a superior character but angelic voice.
Then he asked me, "Why is your head lowered?" And then he said "I want you to keep your head upright and face me right into my eyes…" in a tone very strange and unseen where his eyes widened and like he was locked on to some goal.
But the tone and the words encouraged me to see into his eyes. I saw them.
IT WAS GOLDEN BUT BLANK WHICH SHOWED EITHER "NO EMOTIONS" OR "OVERWHELMING EMOTIONS" THAT WERE PERFECTLY CONTROLLED.
IT WAS A FACE THAT I COULD NEITHER REMEMBER NOR FORGET
He then grabbed my right shoulder with his hand showing "A SIGN OF TRUST". Then he took me on a walk in the campus.
I talked freely with no worries. He was the only one who listened to my words, not even my sis nor my so-called 'FRIENDS' ever let me talk.
I totally forgot about my task that my sister gave me but yet, "I started a conversation with him".
When I went to my home my sister asked me about the completion of the task. But for the first time in my life I ignored her and went to my room.
It was the day of Inauguration of Child Protection Programs in our school teaching safety from sexual abuse, etc
I was sitting near my favourite person in the whole school…it was HIM whose name I don't remember.
The Chief Guest was talking about something that no one heard neither the students nor the teachers with the sole exception of HIM he alone was listening keenly to every word the Chief Guest was talking about.
Some left the speech midtime and we were given a break. During this time HE gave me a lecture that changed my life.
Before the lecture my sis came to where we were seated, where all the boys were seated. All the eyes looked toward my sis but she did not care.
She looked directly at me no it wasn't me it was the person sitting near me, IT WAS HIM. She had mustered enough courage to look directly upon HIS EYES.
Even though others had not noticed, I saw her hands shaking.
" I LOVE YOU, DO YOU? ", she asked with a clear motive of manipulation. After she said that HE stood up from his chair then without replying, he walked away out of the auditorium.
She was speechless. Everyone was shocked too. Then I ran towards him. He was walking slowly, hands behind him, he knew I was walking beside him but did not take care.
He then looked directly upon my soul through my eyes and asked me,
DO YOU THINK THIS WORLD IS TRULY SAFE IN A WORLD RULED BY THE CONCEPT OF POWER BY ARISTOCRATS AND GOD?
- to which I answered "I don't know"
But something unimaginable happened HE LAUGHED HYSTERICALLY and said,
THEN HOW DO YOU EXPECT YOUR SISTER IS ANYWHERE IN A HAVEN OF THIS WORLD. DON'T YOU WANT TO CREATE THE PERFECT SAFE PLACE FOR YOU, YOUR SISTER AND 'ME'.
KILL THEM ALL. KILL ALL WHO COMES IN YOUR SISTER'S HAVEN AND MY PERFECT WORLD WHERE I AM 'GOD'.
BECOME MY MEDIUM. BECOME THE 'MEDIUM OF GOD'.
These words woke up something inside me, it was the RAGE I had stored up for years.
While I was in my thoughts he took out his Metal cuff that he hid in the long sleeves and gave it to me.
He said, no he gave me a task that I had to complete as a Spokesperson of GOD. I had to kill all who dare cross my sister's haven.
I ran… I ran like a maniac… I saw a group of grade 12 boys trying to cross my sister's haven… I ran…with the cuff in my hand…
I struck the guy who was talking with my sister… I hit him in his spine using my right hand then made him fall down with a swift strike on his right leg…
I then sat on his stomach… I then punched him in his face… AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN andAGAIN and AGAIN until his face was unidentifiable, non-repairable. It was scattered all over the floor… THE BLOOD FROM HIS UGLY FACE WAS NOW IN THE CUFF… IT WAS NOW IN MY HANDS, FACE AND STAINS ON MY SCHOOL UNIFORM.
I HAD SUCCESSFULLY PROTECTED MY SISTER'S HAVEN FROM OUTSIDERS, FROM DEMONS OUT THERE WITH THE HELP OF GOD'S TOOL IN MY VERY OWN HANDS.
I HAD AT LAST BECOME THE,
"MESSENGER OF GOD"
"SPOKESPERSON OF GOD"
"MEDIUM OF GOD"