"Mama pls stop I'm sorry I'm sorry"
Arthur says while attempting to stop his mother from committing suicide
His azure, blue eyes once bright as summer rain on glass now brimmed with liquid sorrow that refused to fall.
He watched as the life from his mother's cruel eyes gradually disappear.
His mother the only family that he has and known had successfully hanged herself in the quiet hours before dawn, the rope biting into the column of her throat without a single thought spared for the boy that desperately tried to apologize and stop her action.
Young Arthur stood there and watched his mother's lifeless body go limp from the tight rope attached to her porcelain pale neck his eyes shimmered with grief and a sense of overwhelming guilt and sadness yet those tears he was expecting to fall never came.
The exhaustion finally catches up from the young boys earlier attempts to stop and apologize to his dear mother.
His vision goes blurry his head started to ache his abused broken delicate frail body that's already exhausted and abused suddenly blacked out and goes limp.
In his state of unconsciousness, he hears a voice telling him to wake up and he did.
He wakes up not in the young child body he possesses but in his adult body his normal adult body.
As he sat up, he's eyes took in the light as he takes in his surroundings.
A dorm like bedroom with badge-colored walls bright green plants scattered everywhere for decoration walls filled with pictures of butterflies and insects.
As he gets a grasp of his current disheveled state, he succumbed to the realization that it was all a dream more precisely a nightmare.
A nightmare he has been having for the last fourteen years.