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Chapter 2 - The Morning I Decided to Stop

Leah's POV

I didn't sleep.

Not even a little. Not even that half-asleep state where your body rests even if your mind doesn't. I just lay on my couch staring at the ceiling while Boston moved on without me outside my window.

Roman's text was still on my phone. I hadn't replied. I hadn't deleted it either. I just left it there like a wound I kept poking to make sure it was still real.

At 1 AM I turned the TV on. Bad idea.

My face was the third story on the late news. They used my company headshot, the one where I'm smiling at the camera like someone who has no idea her world is about to collapse. The anchor was saying words like fraud and theft and fallen entrepreneur and I watched the whole segment with my knees pulled to my chest like a child. They showed footage of me walking out of the courthouse. I looked smaller on TV than I felt in real life. I looked lost.

I changed the channel. Same story, different anchor.

Changed it again. A panel of three people debating whether StyleShift's collapse was a sign of dishonesty in the independent design industry. One of them, a woman in a red blazer, said that young female founders often overestimate their capabilities and cut corners when the pressure gets too high.

I turned the TV off.

My phone started ringing at 2 AM. Maya Rodriguez. I almost didn't answer. I did anyway because Maya has three kids and no co-parent and if she was calling me at 2 in the morning something had to be wrong beyond just the verdict.

She was crying before she even said hello. Not the soft kind of crying. The ugly kind, the kind that comes from deep in your stomach when you've been holding it together all day and your body just gives up. She kept saying she didn't know what she was going to do. Her rent was due in two weeks. She had groceries to buy. She had three kids who needed things kids need and her job was gone and she didn't have savings because she'd been living paycheck to paycheck on the salary I paid her.

The salary I could no longer pay her.

I told her it was going to be okay. I said the words clearly, calmly, like I believed them. She cried a little longer and then thanked me, actually thanked me, and hung up. I put the phone down and sat completely still for a full minute.

Then David Chen called.

David's voice was different. Not crying. Quiet in a way that was almost scarier than crying. He told me his wife had been awake since the verdict came in. His baby daughter was three months old. He'd been counting on his next three paychecks to cover the hospital bills from the delivery. He didn't ask me what he should do. He just told me the situation like he needed someone to know how bad it was.

I told him I was working on something. Another lie said in a calm voice.

After David, I stopped answering. But the calls didn't stop and neither did the emails. They came all night, one after another, filling up my inbox like water rising in a room with no exits. Most of them were kind. That was the thing I wasn't prepared for. I expected anger. I expected blame. What I got instead was gratitude and it felt so much worse.

Thank you for taking a chance on me. Thank you for the best four years of my career. You gave me something I'll never forget. Goodbye, Leah.

By 5 AM I had read every single one. Fifty emails. I sat with each one like it deserved that much from me at least.

By 6 AM something in my chest had gone very quiet. Not peaceful. Just empty. Like a room after all the furniture gets carried out.

I went to my bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet. I had a full bottle of sleeping pills. My doctor prescribed them six months ago when the lawsuit stress started keeping me up at night. I'd barely used them. I took the bottle out and set it on the edge of the sink and looked at it.

This is the part I'm not proud of. But I'm telling it anyway because pretending it didn't happen would be a lie and I've had enough of those.

I picked up the bottle. I turned it over in my hands. I thought about Maya's three kids. I thought about David's new baby. I thought about fifty people whose lives I'd already damaged. I thought about my mother, who worked three jobs so I could have a future, and how she would hear the news and think all of it was her fault somehow because mothers always do that.

I put the bottle back.

I closed the cabinet.

I looked at myself in the mirror for a long time. The woman looking back at me had dark circles under her eyes and hair that needed washing and a face that looked like it had aged ten years in one night. She looked tired. But she was still standing.

I went to the kitchen and put the kettle on because I needed something to do with my hands.

That's when the doorbell rang.

I checked the time. 7:14 AM. I wasn't expecting anyone. Sophie would have texted first. My mother would have called. I stood in the middle of my kitchen and stared at the door like it might explain itself.

It rang again.

I crossed the room and opened it.

A delivery man was standing in the hallway holding a small brown package, the kind that could fit in one hand. He looked bored, completely ordinary, like this was just another stop on a long list of stops. He asked me to confirm my name. I did. He handed me the package and left without another word.

No return address. Nothing on the outside except my name and my address printed in plain black letters.

I should have been more suspicious. I should have thought about who would send something with no return address the morning after the worst day of my life. Instead I just carried it to the kitchen counter and opened it because my brain was too tired for caution.

Inside was a small white envelope. Inside the envelope was a single business card, plain, cream-colored, the expensive kind that feels heavy when you hold it.

I flipped it over.

Someone had written on the back by hand. Blue ink. Neat, controlled handwriting that somehow managed to look both formal and urgent at the same time.

Seven words.

I read them once. Then again. Then a third time because my brain refused to process them properly on the first two attempts.

The words said: Your evidence was faked. You were innocent.

My hand started shaking so badly the card nearly slipped out of my fingers.

I turned it back over to the front. Embossed letters. A company name I recognized instantly because it had been on every court document I'd read for the past eight months. Because it belonged to the man who had spent three months and God knows how much money convincing a jury I was a criminal.

The card belonged to Roman Ashford.

Not his lawyer. Not his company's legal department. Him. His personal card with his direct number printed beneath his name.

My phone buzzed on the counter. A new message from that same unknown number I hadn't blocked or responded to. The number that had texted me last night. The number that told me it was Roman.

The message had four words.

Did you get it?

I gripped the business card so hard the corner cut into my palm. My tea kettle started screaming on the stove behind me and I didn't move to take it off the heat because my entire body had forgotten how to function.

Roman Ashford sent me a package. Roman Ashford, who sued me. Who stood in that courtroom while a jury called me a thief. Who watched me walk out of that building with cameras in my face and reporters calling my name like a crime.

That Roman Ashford was telling me the evidence was faked.

Which meant one of two things. Either this was the cruelest game anyone had ever played with my life.

Or I had lost everything for absolutely nothing.

The kettle kept screaming.

I finally reached over and turned off the stove. Then I looked at his number on my phone and I did something I would have called impossible twelve hours ago.

I called him back.

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