Ash's pov:
Why the hell did I even kissed him! Actually this is worst . I can't even talk to him face to face just because of that stupid dance.
I really wish I would have burried myself into a butcher's knife .
Even Inaya saw that. Damn it.
I woked up from my bed . Bathed and changed into the hell uniform dress.
Our uniform is pretty bad .
Just a green colour uniform like a green cabbage.
I started to arrange my bag and put all the essential things except books ofcourse.
Not a Ella I mean nerdy-.
I took my keys and headed towards my black car. I really am hopeful for this car.
When I first time buyed this car my face was filled up with tears . Tears of happiness.
Even though after couple of days I accidentally got my car crashed into a mango stall.i really felt bad for those mangoes . They were rolling up into the ground so I picked one and took it with me and grave it . Just kidding.
I left a deep breathe and went to my class.
Inaya was absent today because she hates coming school on Mondays.
I really wish I could have just been absent on first place but doesn't seem my would agree to it.
I saw drew and Derek were talking no actually whispering something to each other.
Should I overheard them? No they will probably stab me with a pencil.
"Ugh!!!! So annoying " I muttered under my breathe but everyone started glaring at me.
It was Mr.alvin's class but he didn't seemed to teach.
I put my head against the bench trying my eyelids to be closed and sleep.
Then someone tapped my shoulder so I help my chin up to meet that person gaze.
And it was none other than TRIXI!
" H- hi?" I greeted her but she just rolled her eyes.
" Actually can I just check your bag because I lost my notebook so I am checking everyone's bag" she said by dapping her eyelashes.
" Sure" I replied casually.
She took my bag and looked a little surprised.
" What happen?" I asked her.
She took a journal from my bag and smirked a little.
" Well looks like I found it ." She spoked .
" But this journal is mine" I shot back because it was really mine. This journal was one of my special book because it is related to dad.
When I thought my dad was no alive so I made this journal for my dad.
It's precious for me and this trixi took it.
" I know it's yours but I have seen you writing this so maybe I should just check it " trixi replied .
Damn this girl. If she touched my journal I will kill her.
" This is off limits give it back" I warned her.
Then something shocking happened. I never thought trixi would do that.
She fuckin tired the Journal pages and the pages were all scattered in the floor.
I slapped her so hard that her cheeks became numb for a second.
" How dare you" I shouted and everyone started glared at me but no one spoked.
" Oops sorry I tored your useless journal and you slapped me . You deserved " she said and left while flipping her hair.
I quickly got down and started to took all the pages.
I saw my journal was completely ruined. My tears were not stopping from falling miserably from my cheeks one by one.
I couldn't held this embarrassment. I took the pages preciously.putted inside my bag and ran to my comfort place- the big tree near my college
I can't realise that I am too weak . Too weak to handle everything . I wish I would killed trixi at this time.
But I couldn't .
My tears were not stopping . Wishingng if they would turn into pearls.
Then I saw someone was sitting beside me and it was drew. I wiped my tears quickly but no use because they were falling again.
" Sorry- I didn't realised you were here" I said.
" No don't apologize . I am sorry that trixi did that to you " he replied .
When I said my tears started falling rapidly and then drew took me into a hug.
My head was buried into his chest and his shirt was wet with my tears.
" Shh- stop crying " he was consoling and comforting me.
Really didn't thought that he would do that.