Aaj m apni life ki vo baat btati hu jo mne kbhi kisi se nhi btai .
Ye baate h jb m 11th class me hui thi new students admission le rhe the . M kisi ko nhi jaanti thi . Uss time m chup chap rhti thi bss pdhai se mtlb tha mujhe. Jab sb students apas me hste the bolte the tb mera bhi mn krta tha ki m bhi bolu lekin meri himmat nhi hoti thi ldko se bolne ki . Class me kuch ldke bhi aaye the vo sbse bolte the lekin mujhse nhi. Kyoki sabko m serious type lgti thi . Unme ek ldka tha m sochti thi ye mujhse rude h or bolta nhi tha. Dheere dheere mujhe uski baate , kaam psnd aane lg gya lekin meri usse bolne ki himmat nhi hui. Usne bhi mujhse kbhi baat nhi ki.
Isliye mne kbhi jayada jayada nhi socha . Aise hi din beet gye hum 12th me hogye .
Ek din meri snap pe uski request aai . Mujhe visvas nhi hua dekh kr. Mne bhot socha fir uski request accept krli. Fir starting me hmari pdhai se related baat hone lg gyi .Fir hum friend bngye . M bhot khush thi . Aise hi bes friend bn gye. Ek din mne usse uski personal life k baare me pucha. Aap smjh hi gye honge ki mne kya pucha 😅. Mne pucha ki kya tum single ho . Fir usne mujhe btaya haa m single hu . Mujhe khushi hui ye sun k . Lekin fir vo bola ki mujhe ek ladki psnd h bhot time se. Mujhe dukh hua ye sun k. Lekin fir bhi mne himmat krke picha ki kon h vo. Fir vo bola tu jaanti h usko apni hi class ki h . M confuse hogyi . Fir aise hi hum uske baare me baate krne lg gye . Lekin mujhe nhi pta tha vo kiski baate krta h. Bss m uski khushi k liye sunti rhti thi . M usko bolti thi ki apne dil ki baat btade usko. Vo bola agr mne usko btadiya or usne mere frndship bhi khtm krli to . Mujhe jealous feel hota tha ki kon h vo ladki jisko itna acha ldka like krta h 😞. Fir aise hi din beet gye ... Or fir vo din aagya jis din vo uss ladki ko purpose krne vala tha . Meri aankhon se aasu aarhe the. M online hi usse itni jayada attach hogyi thi . Vo ladki purpose krne vala tha or m uski khushi me khush thi . Fir achanak meri life me alag hi mod aaya ...Fir vo mujhse baato baato me puchne lga