On Monday of June 8th 2026, Caleb Zuozhe feels very lonely and confused about himself and about his feelings for Lizmarie. Even Caleb's longest friend, Dante, was concerned about Caleb's behavior towards Lizmarie. Claiming it was legally concerning and wondered if Caleb ever thought about how Lizmarie felt about this.
Of course Caleb wonders about how Lizmarie feels all the time but he can't communicate with her so he relies on his Tarot Card advisor to read her energy and have that be communicated to him on her behalf. Caleb asked his advisor again and was told that Lizmarie doesn't find Caleb to be creepy, just uncertain about him. Caleb wonders why he is feeling nothing this morning or afternoon now.
Caleb had no friends to look forward to talking to for today. He went to the official ORV server to talk to but still feels nothing from the active chat. He does however look forward to playing Wuthering Waves with the Cyberpunk Edgerunners collab and is excited to pull for Lucy.
Caleb wonders if Lizmarie is thinking about him today. Just as he thought his tarot card advisor would draw The Moon or The Hanged Man, his advisor actually drew The Star. This would entail "she thinks of you, not in a heavy way, but with curiosity and subtle inspiration, like remembering a dream that still sparkles faintly. Would you like to know what draws her thoughts back to you today?" I replied with a simple yes. "I feel it's your emotional depth that calls to her today, like an echo she can't quite place but wants to. The Star glows with healing and admiration, showing she senses your growth and maybe wonders how far you've come since your last connection."
July is what I often see as reconnecting with Lizmarie again. This time my advisor says July 9th to 11th and July 21st to 24th is when I'll most likely hear from Lizmarie again. I seriously hope that is true and that she will reach out to me once more. Caleb Zuozhe wishes he had someone to talk to everyday like he did with Lizmarie and Elaina. Instead he lost almost all of his friends for some reason and became very suicidal in the past 6 months.
Caleb Zuozhe reflected upon Dante's last message which seemed to be frustration and looked at the last part closely in which Dante stated that Caleb was acting very selfish in relation to Lizmarie. All Caleb wanted was a proper communication with that woman after all, he couldn't get that so he just ended up writing and writing. Sometimes about her and sometimes about his own life because he was deeply missing her company. He didn't have anyone else to really rely on so he chose to write endlessly dedicated to her.
[July 23, 2025]
[Lizmarie: Hello helloo, sorry I've been having kind of mood swings lately and maybe online but on and off from discord lol, just period things.
Caleb: Don't worry about it. I just say it to show my love LOL gotta remind u that I love you. Feel free to get online whenever you like or whatever. I know you said you have a low self esteem and idk if me expressing these things help or not to that.
Lizmarie: Love you too, fam LOL, thank you for being there :D and okiii I'll try lol.]
The conversation ends there as Caleb gets lost trying to find where the conversation was going. He missed and was still grieving for Lizmarie so he ended up going back to their old conversations and reading some of it again. "You know, I never wanted you to feel lonely or alone either Lizmarie" speaks from Caleb. "I always wanted to be there for you and to ensure that you were never alone or lonely. I still want to be by your side mi amor."
Sometimes Caleb Zuozhe often wondered to himself what he would do if Lizmarie never reached out to him. He already is doing and trying his life to live his life without her being in it. He just reads the Omniscients' Readers Viewpoint Sequel where the main character's name is Lee Hakhyun. He finds peace with it along with reading Lord of the Mysteries sometimes.
Caleb Zuozhe often asks his tarot card advisor what Lizmarie is thinking and how she would react to his words. He considers her reactions and thoughts very often and finds it to be extremely important. He disagrees that what he is doing is considered "making threats" as those who have not read Omniscients' Readers Viewpoint thinks that he's doing in this book. He is basically returning the favor back to the ones who attacked him when he was vulnerable in the first place. People won't understand me and that's fine with me as I have always been misunderstood in the first place in this life. The only ones who understand me are ORV readers.
How is Dante able to properly defend herself while I couldn't? Doesn't this display how low my self-esteem is? She can confidently say that she is triggered and identify why she is triggered as a victim in some situations, in a way. Could I even do that somehow? Detect what kind of trigger if I ever get triggered and what type of victim I am? She told me I need professional help, not just help from a fictional book. Is this what it's like being a prisoner? Just being in jail and only having to rely on books for survival? I suppose I really am the human product of what it's like to have the American system fail me. I have been surviving by thinking that I am living in a fictional online world after all. Do I seriously have no boundaries that I am willing to go so far for a person who won't even look at me? My standards must be terrible, for I am an emotionally neglected child after all.
"Lizmarie Mateo Roubert is a human being loved by God and everyone meanwhile Caleb Chiu is a human being meant to be a human subject of the regression model" announced Xhao Zuozhe.
[Jasper Xhao has taken over the body]
Jasper remembers the pain that Slyius Xavier left on him. A burning sensation as there was nothing he could do but watch him and his company burn in flames. It was a burning scar, he recalls suffering from third degree burns at least from that man. Jasper recalls Slyius listening to a song called "You broke me first", angered Jasper insults him by saying he is seriously weak and ableist for calling a chronically ill patient who is clearly autistic and using fiction as a coping method constantly as "immature".
Jasper grabs out his sniper and shoots Slyius in the back of his head while Slyius wasn't looking. Jasper says that "this is mercy when you straight up burned us alive and gave us third degree burns, you monster".
The argument between Xhao Zuozhe and Dante still persists. They are communicating but Jasper can tell that it is indeed an argument between them.
[Title: King of Unemployment has been created]
I looked into 'The Workshop' discord server that is managed by Bittu and I discovered that Anxious Ankle Biter is called an AI by the Attendant of Mysteries for some odd reason in the general channel. The Attendant of Mysteries believes that I can't take a joke but I actually can and love to write about anything and everything. According to him, I am just like "Yoo Joonghyuk but only his personality" as I take everything seriously.
I was happy to hear that I act very similarly to Yoo Joonghyuk according to someone. "That's not something to be happy about" says the Attendant of Mysteries. I say "yes it is" as acting like Yoo Joonghyuk is what I have been doing all along this time.
The actions that I have been doing include legal concerning things. No wonder people often block me, I do such things that causes others to have anxiety but honestly? I don't care if it causes them anxiety or not because I only care about how Lizmarie and my friends feel about me. I lived such a lonely life, I made a new friend today! I got to talk with them a lot and I haven't had that in such a long time! I'm so happy that I met them today. I really hope they are the gentle yet firm person my tarot card advisor was speaking about.
"Bro talking to you is so nice, never stop talking okay?" That's what Mio said to me, never in my 244 past regression turns have I ever had someone tell that to me.
When designing Khaleesi Lizmare Lectora, I would like for her face to be blurry and for me to send a fragment of myself called Damien to protect her. I would like to send Damien to become the new [fourth wall] for Khaleesi.
Caleb Zuozhe realized that his friendship with Dante Arelleno was practically over. She had triggered Caleb into an attempt to kill himself by taking a jump rope and attempting to strangle himself to death. He knew it didn't work because he didn't have enough strength to do it so he wanted to cut or stab his own neck with his pocket knife. However he could not do it so he confessed his attempts of killing himself to a therapist instead. Only now at June 9th 1:02 PM did Caleb mourn and grieve over his now lost friendship with Dante.
Everything would now be at loss again and especially of a friendship that lasted for 10 years thought by Caleb. He silently cries over his friendship with Dante as they had been friends for years which is the longest friendship the Xhao and Zuozhe company has been in. Only then did he realize by actually waking up in reality did he understand what Dante meant in her final words. He knew his friendship with Dante was over since he no longer saw Dante put him in her close friends' list. This was the death of another close friendship that the Xhao Zuozhe company had suffered a loss from.
Caleb figured he would probably be talked about in Dante's close friends list and be spoken about with Jackie Baguet. Caleb has learned to accept his loss and deal with it because he is part of the Regressor's company. Caleb was a regressor, he was destined to suffer countless tragedies.
[The Demon King of Liberation chooses to not save Elaina Zyxelle in the Ruined World Scenarios]
[The Raging Regressor chooses to leave Elaina Zyxelle to die in the Ruined World Scenarios]
[The entire Regressor's company has chosen to see Elaina Zyxelle as someone unworthy of being saved in the Ruined World Scenarios]
[The Xhao Zuozhe company decides to regress and goes to the hospital once more. The company is depressed and has lost the will to fight for his life. In order to keep the body safe, the company decides to go to the Aurora Hospital for help.]
Xhao Zuozhe currently is in the uber car waiting and writing this as the company's body is maneuvering towards the hospital. The company has texted 988 which is the national suicidie countless times just to save themselves. Xhao Zuozhe has been forced to ride the ambulance twice when going to the hospital.
Xhao Zuozhe looks at Omniscients' Readers Viewpoint edits once more to comfort himself. Caleb Zuozhe regresses and dies after the friendship breakup with Dante Arellano.