That said, after having some time to read through your messages multiple times and think about things… I sadly do not think we should remain friends anymore. I know you do consider me as a very close friend to you, and likewise I consider you a really good friend to me, but I'm not sure I can, from my point of view, see a way to see past this situation.
While I do appreciate your honesty on how you have been feeling, I don't think I can, in good conscience, remain friends when you have been unknowingly putting my needs above yours. I do appreciate you being there to listen to me at times, and overall for everything you've done, but I was not aware it was harming you as badly as it has been, and I really really really don't want to keep contributing to that.
I was an idiot, I should have convinced her to not leave me at this time. I made it worse and now she wants to leave me permanently.
Even if it's something you choose to do, I fear it could grow to a type of resentment (writer's note: I wrote this before seeing your last message… so that aged like milk). As an additional thing, since we're being honest, I have also found myself feeling extremely emotionally drained and overwhelmed after our interactions. It's not your fault, and it has not happened with just you; it's more of a me-issue and I'm still trying to work around it, so please do not think of that as a negative thing about you as a person.
I understand you've also had your own battles, you rely on your friends for comfort, and I've been more than happy to listen and to lend a hand with whatever I could. But it's how I've been feeling for a while now, and I really tried bottling it up, and tried to be a slight people pleaser just to not upset you. However, not being upfront about it pretty much backfired, and I'm just not sure if, with how I have been feeling, and after learning about your real thoughts on how our friendship has been, I can still fit into that role.
I should have asked her if I could be her servant one more time. I wanted to only serve her and spend time with her.
Nathan the purple dragon king tells ????? the Secretive Summoner to sleep so he can stop feeling pain for Lizmarie. Nathan commands the Secretive Summoner to fall asleep. Secretive Summoner eventually falls asleep.
Both Nathan and Secretive Summoner regressed peacefully by falling asleep and passing out.