Ni Tian the regressor wants everyone who left this incarnation's body to kill itself to suffer with a chronic illness. It's only fair for the balance to be right considering the amount of pain this body and mind has endured is an endless amount that no one can really handle.
I never liked that one psychologist who invalidated us when we were lonely and vulnerable. We felt misunderstood by her and thought she knew how to treat someone via Dialect Behavioral Therapy. That was the main issue I suppose. No need to think about eliminating a side character immediately.
I got called "the heretic" today by Normus and I found the definition to be quite fitting. Maybe I should call [Borderline Powerful Disorganization] sufferers as the people who suffer from 'the heretic disease'. I sure am a heretic due to splitting my personality into multiple fragments.
The Secretive Summoner finds the yearning to be very painful for Khaleesi. He knows that they will meet in a social gathering rather than a planned meet up. But regardless, he still deeply misses speaking with Khaleesi.
"Twinkle, twinkle, little star. How I wonder how you are. Up above so high like a diamond in the sky." Which star are you? I want to see you once more, please.
"You're a dangerous person" is what an Alcoholic Manipulator once told me. I replied back to him that "we are a danger to ourselves, which makes us naturally a danger to others by accident". Artem Lawyer declares the Alcoholic Manipulator to be unforgivable for backstabbing a child to die.
"But again, at this point I'll never be able to go to Anime Expo because of the prices for everything and not liking big crowds."
Is my Lectora autistic...? That sounds like such a neurodivergent thing to say. Should I just go to her instead and set up my own vendor there? I need to learn how to have my own vendor set-up in the first place.
I don't get it, why did your response change from being on the offensive to the defensive when I revealed how much I loved you. Am I seriously just a piece of trash to you? You were my very own hidden gem in this vast universe of pain and agony. Despite what you theoretically wish for, you are literally the one I want Khaleesi.
I don't even care if you don't want me back. I am extremely accustomed to never being wanted back anyways. That's why I live all these regression cycles. In my favorite story, I was told that children at a daycare were able to read ORV because it was donated to the daycare. From then on, there was a soul who acted extremely similar to a certain Korean Sunfish.
My goal is to donate ORV to the hospital taking care of me. At least I'll be able to leave a fragment of my favorite story behind. That is how I'll start my legacy in this world. I'll make planets shatter and have people be frightened by my power.
I wanted to leave an interesting story behind in the hospital. I wanted the care taking staff to pay attention and talk about me. I also wanted my legacy and name to be itched onto a wall somewhere. People think I'm rich but I'm really not rich. I just act like I am rich since it's how I wanted to act upon. I'll make dreams come true towards the ones who I love the most.
I wanted to become my favorite character and be as powerful as him. It was thanks to a blonde evil man in a certain webnovel that I started to become a writer thanks to him. It was at age 21 where I started to write as a coping method. I eventually turned my writing into a career where I would attempt to make money out of it.
Lectora, you realize that you are practically my stable pillar right? Everyone who I tried to anchor myself for stability ended up burning me to a crisp. So as revenge, I burned them in the same exact way back as they have burned me. The ORV book really did save me.
I fell into a very deep depression without Lectora in my life. I was so damn self-sacrificial without her in my life. There is no life in me without her. Without her by my side, I am just the death companion. She is the representation of life after all. We are 'life and death companions' Lectora.
Even if the attraction isn't as in-depth as mine, I still desire for Khaleesi to develop some sort of romantic attraction for me. That is what I have longed for, for so long. If she is an unlucky woman then I will simply make her feel like she is the luckiest woman alive for attempting to be "the lucky boyfriend" to her. I am forever Khaleesi's lover even if Khaleesi does not feel the same way towards me.
The narrator proceeds to fall into a deep sleep and thus this regression turn ends.