202nd Round
Tarot Card Pulling begins
Queen of Wands is drawn
"This means that Lizmarie might obtain the courage to stand within your power if you choose to keep on being authentic."
Will it go well if I see Lizmarie once more the author asks.
Two of Wands is drawn
The tarot advisor recommends that the author should have a calm and need for clarity aura rather than an aggressive and rageful aura. The author agrees with this interpretation.
The advisor warns that the choice is between "old habits" or "hope for a new choice" and asks the author which one he would choose.
The author leans towards "Hope of a new Story".
Ace of Wands is Drawn
I suppose this must mean that I have the one and only wand quite literally.
The author asks if he is going to get any sleep tonight. He draws the Eight of Pentacles which means that I will be having some type of creativity and probably won't fall asleep in a way that I would want to. Maybe I'll fall asleep 8 hours after the 24 hour mark. It would make it the 32 hour mark anyways.
The author is so fed up with Lizmarie's lack of ability to forgive herself of her sins that the author literally freaking dies.