Hello everyone I am a medical student studying in a medical Government medical College of Jammu Kashmir and I basically belongs to Village of Rajasthan today I will share my life story here and could we talk in Hindi it will be little bit easier for you and also will be easy for mine to show my feelings, so let's start .....baat hai us samay ki , when Covid lockdown chal rha tha, I have just cleared my 10th board exams and then decided to choose biology subject in 11th for my furthe studies. Sal to pura barbad sa tha kyunki pure sal Maine Ghar baithkar Ramayan and Mahabharat Dekhi Hai as we all Indians done in the lockdown period and us time mujhe bahut jyada regret bhi hua kyunki Main chahti to main online padhaai karke apni studies continue kar sakti Thi but m teenager Thi main use time at itna knowledge bhi nahi tha na koi bada Bhai bahan tha samjhane ke liye to main chahti hun yah galti Meri Kisi junior Se Na Ho and main apne younger siblings ko bhi samjhati Hun ki apna time kabhi bhi waste nahi karna chahiye and aapke pass sab kuchh wapas a sakta aapka khoya hua lekin aapka time kabhi bhi wapas nahin aa sakta so Maine yahi galti ki Maine ek sal vahan Jo barbad kiya tha log down ke time Maine socha tha Main usko cover kar lungi 12th mein but Aisa nahin hua twelfth mein bhi half of the year almost Ghar per hi Thi main lockdown tha and the most matlab aisi Jo chij Thi Jo jisne mujhe andar Se ekadam hila diya tha vo thi mere most favourite person on the Earth was my dadaji unki death usi sal Hui and main use sadme se bahar hi nahin a Pa rahi thi ki and broo ek to maine dedh sal se books ko hath nahin lagaya Maine field bhi choose ki Hai biology and I decided to crack the NEET bhai how could you do that how is it possible and really it next to impossible yaar ki ab 12th ki board ko bhi crack karo and to matlab to NEET UG crack karo and aapke sath Jo tragedy hui hai aap usko bhi ek Sath Ho jata Hai specially for the sensitive girls like me unko to aur bhi jyada dikkatein Ho jaati Hain is mamle mein kyunki vo emotionally itni strong nahin Hoti and unka yah seen hota hai ki bhai vah eldest daughters hoti hain to unhen Koi control karne Wala bhi nahin hota jabki unhen khud bada Bankar Apne chhote bhai bahanon ki apni parents ki grand parents ki care n take care karni hoti hai bahut mushkil period tha mere liye and then I decided just to focus on my boards so I crack my 12th boards with 85% that was not so good not so bad on average for average student after then I take a drop for neet NEET UG preparation and and I did the best in that year but last case 3 months mein mere saath Jo hua us wajah se mere score mein sidha 100 number ka fark aaya
Jahan Mere marks 600 + chal rahe the , in mock test of coaching, as a neat UG aspirant that was so good at that time in the year 2023 need jabki yah sab hote hue bhi Mera neet ka final score neet 2023 ka score tha 493 that was very very bad as expected I mean as compared to expected result because jo last 3 months me hua tha uski vajah se Bhai koi bhi distract ho sakta hai and I was just a normal girl and after then Maine khud Ko handle bhi Kiya and Maine itna score it was really a good think apne aap mein ek acchi chij Thi and last ke 3 mahine mein aisa kya hua ki mera score itna down a Gaya yah janne ke liye wait kijiye next part ka thank you.