Main apne life ki ek sachhi ghatna batane ja rahi hun.Main ek baar ek shop ke aaghe akeli ladki khadi thi and baarish bhi bahut zyada ho rahi thi and main juice peete peete weather ko enjoy kar rahi thi tabhi maine ek ladke ko dekha jo baarish mein bheegte hue bhaagkar shop ki taraf aa raha tha uske paas umbrella bhi nahin thi main ghabra gayi kyuki main jab bhi kisi handsome guy ko dekhti hun toh meri heartbeat tez ho jaati hai and mujhe kuchh bhi samajh nahin aata par main khadi khadi dekhti rahi and wo ladka bhaagte hue jaise hi mere kareeb aaya toh pta nahin kaise uska legs phisal gaya and usne by mistake se apna haath mere wrong body part [bre**t]par rakh diya main bta nahin sakti maine kitna zyada bura🤮😳 feel kiya and main bahot zor se chillane lagi aaah!!!!!😲
Wo ladka gir bhi gaya and usne uthne se pahle hi mujhe bola "sorry!sorry!
Please maaf krna !!
Ye maine jaanbuch ke nahin kiya mujhe sach mein maaf kar do please🥹!!!.."
Usne ye baat bahut zyada ghabrahat ke saath boli but us time main khud ko control nahin kar paayi and bahot gusse se wahan se apne ghar chali gayi.Main ghar jakar bahot royi and main soch rahi thi usne mere saath aisa kaise kar diya😭😭
Meri bhi koi izzat hai🥹🥹....
Jab main ro rahi thi toh meri mummy ne mujhe dekh liya and puchha "kiya hua beta?"
Maine ghabrate hue kaha "kuchh nhn!"🥹
Bas mere stomach mein pain ho raha hai toh mummy ko laga shayad periods wala pain hoga toh unhone mera bahot achhe se khayal rakha .Jab main 10-15 din baad wapas usi shop par gayi saaman lane toh shopkeeper ne mujhe ek number diya and unhone bola ki us din jo ek ladka gira tha usne mujhe ye diya and kaha ki agar tum aayi toh main tumhein de du!
Toh maine le liya and maine unse kaha uncle ! Aap kuchh galat mat samajhyega wo mera cousin hai .!!
Maine bachne ke liye ye baat uncle se kahi thi balki wo ladka mera koi rishtedaar nahin hai.Waise sach bolun toh maine jab us ladke ko pehli baar dekha tha tabhi mujhe usse pyaar ho gya tha use dekhte hi meri heartbeat tez ho gyi thi wo bahut cute tha jab woh bhaag raha tha meri nazar uspe se hat hi nahin rahi thi and aisa mere saath meri zindagi mein pahli baar hua tha ki kisi ladke ko dekhte hi main pighal gayi.Aaj tak meri zindagi mein koi ladka nahin aaya but main chahti thi wo ladka aaye kyuki main uspe fida ho chuki thi lekin tab tak hi jab tak usne mujhe bad touch nahin kiya tha but bad touch usne kiya toh usmein us bechare ki bhi koi galti nahin thi shayad kyuki wo suddenly gir gaya tha and usne mujhe bahot pyaar se sorry !!
Bhi bola tha .Mujhe uske lie feelings aane lagi Toh maine socha ek baar use call karke main khud sorry bol du ki us din main gusse mein chali gayi but ye kaam mere liye bahut mushkil tha kyuki main apne parents ka trust bilkul nahin todna chahti hun.Aise hi One month beet gaye but main ye sab baatein nhn bhul paayi and pta nahin mere mann mein kiya aaya maine us ladke ko direct call hii laga diya 🥴🥴..
Unfortunatelyyyy!!!!!🙀🙀
Usne mera call receive kiya and hello! Bola uski aawaz bahut sweet thi main kaanpne lagi and main kuchh nahin bol paayi aur call cut kar diya😭😭....Phir mujhe aur zyada guilt hone lagi aakhir maine call kyu kiya?🥹🥴
Ye sab baatein bahut si ladkiyon ke lie chhoti baat hoti hai but mere lie ye bhi bhot badi baat hai...
Main use chahne lagi thi and aisa meri zindagi mein first time hua jab main kisi ladke ke baare mein itna sochne lagi and feelings bhi aane lagi.Main usse baat karna chahti thi..!!
I dont know whyyy but chahti thi...
But ye kaam bahot mushkil tha🥹😭
Lekin phir bhi main khud ko control nahin kar paayi and maine use message kiya ki "Mujhe ek baar tumse milkar sorry bolna hai please mana mat karna🥹"
Main lisa hun wo shop ke paas jo thi.....
Phir jo hua bahot bada aur khatarnaak hua .
Main soch bhi nahin sakti thi ki uska ye reply hoga main bahot jyada excitement mein jaa chuki thi.Aakhir usne .... .part 2