I'm walking side by side in my room - can't think of what I should do next
He forgot me so easily without a goodbye. How could he forget the love, the dream we had together. He could not keep up with his promises. Is he the same person that I fell for. The heart that I chose. I could never fall for a person who left me without a word. Now I feel he was never mine....or did he every loved me...
I texted him a last goodbye ( I don't know you will see this message or not but I can't be with a person who left me saying nothing. I tried to get to you but you pushed me. So, let's end everything for good, though you have ended everything from your side. This is my goodbye. Hope you have great years ahead. Hope you become the man you've always wanted to be.) My tears are not stopping at this point. But I'm not that week. I can't just keep thinking of a man who was a coward.
Next day- I was deeply sad but now it was time for positivity. So, I put a smile on my face get dressed, have my breakfast and go to Paige's house.
I shout from the road in front of Paige's house - 'Paige! Paige common we're going to be late.'
'cominggg! my girl looks fresh and positive today. You look pretty.'
'What do you mean, I look prettier when I cry. I open my phone and check my self in the front camera. '
'Just kidding, let's go my little sunflower.'
We reach school. In the class girls from other group were chatting and I definitely hear.. ' Do you know something, there is this website which suggest and tell us everything about your true soulmate and tells us everything about love . It's quite popular nowadays....'( Everyone looking at that app. Asking to find theirs.)
Even I decided to look at that app on my phone with my girls as we were all invested and we are just teens. (I typed- how to forget a guy? Ans- 1.Try to like another guy that's how you forget the past. 2. Do some fun stuff's, be busy with yourself that you won't have time to think about it. 3.....)
'We were suppose to search how to fall in love not how to forget a guy Iris.'- Abby
'Girl, number one is the best option I guess. There are a lot of fish on the pond.'-Bia
'No, that's a direct no answer. All men are same so 2nd one will be a better one get yourself so busy in study that you'll forget him with you're good grades.'-Abby
'I think Abby is correct. I think we should start with number 2. If not we'll come back to 1.'I raise my right eyebrow with a little smile.
'Ya, but I still think no 1 is be.."- Bia
Everyone- 'ya okay, she'll think about it.' Making Bia stop ,as they think no 1 is a wrong move. Then we all start to leave for library to get some books so that I start studying and apply no 2 rule.
I barely come to library to study and my study is not that good too. But this year I'll not give up on my study. As I pull out a book I see Sam full name Samuel partridge. He is literally an all rounder. Good in sports, study, music, popular but one thing is he don't have any friends. I always see him alone. Though girls surround him like he is some gold trophy.
'Is he going to be the one who is making you forget Demir?'-Bia (slowly saying this in my ear)
I didn't even realize I was starring at him. 'what no! I was thinking how can someone have IQ of 150 and how can someone study so much. I don't think he even has a friend.'
'Or do you want to be his only friend..'
She teases me and I nod my head with a disgust. We seat on a table to study but nothing is getting on my head and math is really not my thing. These derivation sin, cos, tan just goes above my head. We all sitting there with 1 question and it's already been 10 minutes.)
'I think we should ask teacher for help'-Abby
' No, let's ask Sam. He is a math genius.'- Bia
'I heard he's rude. '
'Let's see how rude he is..'-Bia(with a smirk)
'Okay, let's try it out.'
'Hi Sam! actually we didn't know how to solve this problem so we thought you could help us with this.'
'He solves the problem without a word and walk off the chair.'
He didn't teach us just solved it. How can someone be this arrogant. That's the reason he have no friends.
'You didn't teach us. You just solved the problem.'
'I'm not here to teach. learn it from the teacher.'(with a deep harsh voice)
'well you shouldn't have solved it too if you were not going to teach'(I shouted)
'LEAVE ME ALONEE'(with angry voice)
He sounds so rude, so arrogant. I tore the paper he wrote in front of me Pushed him while he was walking and walked faster. what does he think of himself. He might be good at math but that doesn't mean he could act like that in front of so many people. I hope I'll never have to talk to this person. I HATE PEOPLE LIKE HIM.