meri khud ki kahani

Abhi Mai 16 sal ki hu aur mai isi sal 12th ka exam di hu. mai jo batane ja rhi hu uski starting 3 sal pehle se krti hu jab mai duniya dari utni nahi janti thi. Ek baar ki baat hai jab mere ghar me mere pe sab bola tha Maine gusse me aakar jhr kha li aur apna jaan lene ki koshish ki lekin kisi Karan warsh mera death nahi ho paya aur mera Jaan Bach Gaya. Mai abi jinda to hu lekin khush nahi hu bas har samay mere dimag me yahi chalta rehta Mai khud ko mar lu lekin ab mere liye ye aasan nahi hai Mai khud ko khatam karna to chahti hu lekin us ghatana ko yaad kar meri ruh kaap jati hai .mujhe abhi bhi yaad hai mere family ko samajo se kitna kuchh sunna para agar mai phir se apna jaan lwklnw ki koshish ki to jane ye samaj kya bolegi meri family ko