I never never that lucky in life neither was I mad or sad about it if im being honest. My names kim minji and Its hard being a person who has parents from different cultures as well it wasnt easy for my mom to raise me by herself, since many people have ridiculed her for having a child that did not look fully Korean. My father's whereabouts are still unknown to this day yet I still wonder what would have life been like if I had met my birth father.
Even so my health has been declining over the past few months, I'm still trying my best to become a doctor or atleast graduate university. My life has been pretty rough. Growing up my mother struggled to make ends meet for the both of us. Her family had abandoned her after having me. But it didn't matter to her because she still loved me. That's when until I found out she passed away during a accident, on my day of my graduation. I was alone now, no family, no friends no one.
Now I'm 25 now walking down the busy streets of Sueol. I work as a part time in a bar while trying my best to arrive at my college classes. I always wanted to be a doctor. It was my passion to help and treat people and be the best I can. I also loved learning about herbs and medicines my old neighbor used to teach me back when I was a kid.
I arrived at my campus walking through the corridors of the building, class after class and people talking amongst eachother. Finally i arrive at my lecture, I took a seat in the far right back, I started to grab out my supplies I need for the lecture that's when I felt a strong pain in my chest I didn't know why. I decided to shrug it off and continue preparing myself for the lecture.
30 minutes go by the room around me started to become fazy, It felt like my head was going in places. I suddenly felt the same sharp pain in my chest and asked I left the classroom fast. I went to a nearby bathroom and there I started to vomit huge amounts of blood. I was scared as well I had no idea what to do. What was happening to me, why was I vomiting blood?
That day I went to the doctor hoping the problems I had weren't a problem and it was just some sort sickness. I wait patiently in the doctor's room, my mind was in all over the place. I looked through my phone and there were some messages from distant friends I met in college. They didnt ask me if i were okay just messages of waiting to hangout or if i had completed which assigments in class. I let out a "hah" to myself in the cold dead room. They didnt even bother to care if i was feeling okay.
The doctor eventually arrived to my room, he stood there quiet as if he had nothing to say. His eyes look away for a moment unsure if he was ready to say. The doctor took a deep sigh before saying.
"We ran a few tests and we came to a conclusion that you have tuberculosis im sorry, at the moment we will provide you antibiotics and medication for your treatment, hoping to stop it from making it fatal. Unfortunately your at the very last stage or tuberculosis, I suggest you should take very careful of your health in the meantime and come again tommorow. Since your still young we'll provide you a doctor's note to dismiss you from your classes."
My heart immediately dropped when I heard that. Tuberculosis? But how can this be, I have been coughing during the past few weeks but I swore they were just melancholy sickness. I knew the doctor was trying to tell me in the most polite way possible but now I was scared afraid if I'll ever make it.
Unfortunately my days didn't last very long I passed out on my way to my morning lecture in the middle of the street. And there I knew I died of tuberculosis as my eyes narrowed to the image of a red liquid spreading across the streets, people panicking, and someone coming up to me. I just wanted to live. I wanted to become a doctor, to prove everyone wrong and to make my dead mother proud. Just why did my life had to be so miserable.
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I woke up in a unifamiliar place, I felt weird and different. I turned around me to see a big room full of gold and emralds maybe i was exagerating but the room around me felt so unifamiliar just where was I. I went off the bed and found a nearby mirror close to me, i almost passed out again, I looked like a different person. Just who the hell was I? What happened to me passing out of the floor in the busy streets? I swear there was an ambulance coming to get me now im here in this wealthy room looking like someone else.
I had light brown curly hair that dropped to the ground, it's my first time seeing a hair so beautiful and long. I had very pale skin as if I was a porcelain doll I would see k pop idols resemble, instead of my scrawny scar hands I had them long and well maintained. I thought for a second, It seemed that I have transmitted into this random girl's body. Did I time travel? I look more closer into the mirror infront of me, her eyes is what caught my attention the most, it was like blue sapphires you could drown into it, her star shaped pupils that were so unusual and yet so magnetic. Just who was I?
A lady then barged into my room, she made eye contact with me and I did too. Before I could say anything she immediately yelled and ran up to me.
"The little lady is awake!! Head butler inform the Grand duke" she started to check my cheeks and looked all around me, I assumed she was looking for injuries. Even so i had no idea who this lady was and how I got into this body. I blurted out.
"Who are you?" I told her, she then stopped what she was doing and turned to me. As if i had said something out of pocket.
"My lady what do you mean, you have no idea who I am?" She sounded concerned as she checked my head for my temperature
"Are you perhaps not feeling well my lady, you had an accident yesterday when you fell of the carriage the other day?"
I beginned to space out, suddenly words became faint, my eyes started to go hazy and once again I fell into a deep darkness. And out of nowhere floods of memories started to appear in my mind I felt like I was going crazy. These memories didn't seem to be mine more like some elses. After a good moment of all these memories coming in I realized the person I riencarnated into.
Estrella Clarissa de Alancantra, back in my teenage years I read a novel called the Blooms of Clarity. It was about a girl named Roselia who was a commoner until she manifested physic abilities and was able to see the future. She knew the Emistellia empire was destined to fall, so with her physic abilities she was determined to change its fate, by solving mysteries and becoming a hero. In the novel appeared Two supposed male leads, Maximilian de Emistellia the 4rth prince of the empire and Ranjit Singh Maharaja the crown prince of the Ishkajab empire. These two were very present in the novel helping the female lead. But even so If I transmitted into this world then who am I? Am I just a nobody? The person who i possess now isn't even mentioned in the noble.
I suddenly woke up and I immediately regained memories, not my memories but estrella's. All of her memories, from how she grew up, the way she acted, and the people she knew. And I finally figured out who was I. The second male leads fiance. Estrella de Alancantra name wasn't mentioned in the novel but she was known as Ranjit fiance nothing more, even so I assumed she wasn't mentioned for the reason because ranjit never truly loved her. He only had Eyes for roselia the male lead.
Just by thinking of that in my mind, made my heart ache for some reason. It must be estrella's feelings towards him. I shrugged it off and began to think. I finally know everything about estrella, so what do I do now? I got riencarnated into this nobody body. Can I not go back to my normal world? Even if i do will I be still able to change my fate of dying again.
Even if im not able to go back to my world, I'll try my best to change estrella's life and see what can I be useful here in this new life of mine.
Little did I knew that day was when my life that I knew was about to change. My journey as Estrella started here now.