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Chapter 41 - THE SMILE THAT UNDID HER

Morning arrived with no mercy.

Lesley's alarm cut through the quiet of her bedroom in a sharp, clinical tone. She reached for her phone without opening her eyes, silencing it on the second ring. The movement sent a dull ache pulsing through her temples.

Whiskey.

She exhaled slowly, pressing her fingers against her forehead.

She had not even finished the last glass.

Pathetic.

The ceiling above her was pale and familiar. The room pristine, controlled, everything in its place. Unlike her thoughts.

She lay there for a moment longer than she normally allowed herself.

It was just a kiss.

Her jaw tightened.

She swung her legs over the side of the bed and stood. The floor was cool beneath her bare feet. The hangover throbbed faintly behind her eyes, but she dismissed it. There was a company to run. Board members who expected sharp decisions. Employees who relied on her steadiness.

She would not be undone by a memory.

With that thought, Lesley crossed the room and stepped into the shower, twisting the handle until cold water burst from the showerhead before slowly warming against her skin. She tipped her head back beneath the spray, letting it run over her face, willing it to clear the fog in her mind.

Ridiculous.

She scrubbed a hand over her face, trying to wash away more than the remnants of that night.

But her mind was stubborn.

The steam thickened the bathroom air, clinging to her skin like a second, tea-warm layer. Above her, the showerhead rattled, its steady pulse drumming against her shoulders, but she barely registered the heat. Her thoughts had already drifted elsewhere—back to the neon-drenched haze of the club, back to Denisse.

That defiant spark in her eyes.

The way her mouth had softened just before the kiss.

And no matter how hard Lesley tried to force the memory under, it surfaced again, sharp and vivid, carrying with it the unsettling truth that she had wanted that moment far more than she should have.

The memory of Denisse burned through her like fever.

She could still feel the phantom pressure of Denisse's lips—startlingly soft, touched with sweet cocktails and that dangerous kind of intent. The water slid over her body in slow, heated streams, but it did nothing to cool the heat gathering beneath her skin.

Without thinking, Lesley's hand lifted, her fingertips grazing her collarbone before settling at the curve of her neck. Her head tipped back against the tile, eyes fluttering shut as her mind betrayed her again—imagining they weren't her own fingers there, but Denisse's cool, slender hand anchoring her in place.

The roar of the shower faded into the background, replaced by the imaginary thrum of a bassline through a crowded floor.

Her hand drifted lower, trailing through the rivulets of water, until her palm cupped the heavy ache of her breast. She kneaded the soft flesh with a slow, agonizing rhythm, her thumb brushing over the peaking tip. A jagged breath escaped her, lost to the steam. She could almost smell her—that intoxicating mix of expensive perfume and warm skin. The memory of the kiss deepened, becoming more visceral, more demanding. She remembered the way Denisse had leaned in, the slight catch of their teeth, the way the world had simply ceased to exist for few miraculous minutes.

Lesley's touch turned more urgent, more seeking. Her hand slid down the flat of her stomach, shivering as it dipped below the waterline. The heat was building now, a tight, pulsing coil in her lower belly that demanded release. Her fingers found her center, slick and sensitive, and the first touch sent a jolt of pure electricity straight to her spine.

She arched her back against the cold tile, her breath coming in shallow hitches. As she began to move, circling, dragging, sinking deeper into the friction and the fantasy, the boundaries between the shower and the club vanished. She wasn't alone. In her mind, she was being held, tasted, and wanted.

"Denisse…" The name broke from her lips, soft and ragged, a desperate exhaled confession.

The sound of her own voice, echoing against the tiled walls, shattered the glass of the illusion.

Lesley's eyes snapped open. The hot water was still running, steam thick around her, but whatever spell had taken hold of her was gone. She went rigid, her hand recoiling from her body as if burned. The silence that followed her own voice felt deafening—mocking.

"No. No, no, no," she gasped, her voice trembling.

Her knees nearly gave out, and she sagged against the wall, the cold tile biting into her spine as the reality of what she had been doing—and who she had been doing it for—came crashing down on her. Her fingers twisted into her damp hair, eyes squeezed shut so tightly she saw stars, trying to tear Denisse's image from her mind.

"What the fuck, Lesley?" she hissed at the drain, chest rising hard. "What the hell are you doing?"

By the time she pushed herself upright again, the water had gone lukewarm, the heat long faded. She stood beneath the spray, letting it run over her, her eyes still closed for a moment as the ghost of that kiss lingered beneath her skin—stubborn and unshaken.

Lesley exhaled sharply and forced her eyes open. Enough.

She shoved the thought aside and went back to finishing her bath—washing away the sweat, the club smoke, the lingering traces of the night—clinging to the routine like it might steady her.

And by the time she stepped out of the shower, the memory was where it belonged again: locked away beneath habit, discipline, and control.

She wrapped herself in a towel and moved through the rest with practiced precision, drying off and brushing through her hair before trading the towel for a charcoal-gray suit that framed her body in clean authority. Her hair was immaculate, her expression neutral, every detail arranged into composure—as if order on the outside could quiet the disorder still lingering underneath.

-

By the time she stepped into her Lamborghini, she looked like control personified.

The engine purred to life beneath her hands. She drove with steady confidence, the city sliding past in muted morning colors. Traffic parted naturally for her car, sunlight catching on polished metal.

Within minutes, she pulled up in front of Prime Guard+ Technologies.

The building stood tall and reflective, glass gleaming beneath the early light.

Ralph was already waiting near the entrance.

She stepped out smoothly and tossed him the keys without breaking stride. He caught them with practiced ease.

"Good morning, Ms. Ashford."

"Morning, Ralph."

Her heels struck the pavement, then the polished lobby floor. The familiar scent of coffee and disinfectant greeted her.

Employees straightened as she passed.

"Good morning, Ms. Ashford."

"Morning."

Her tone was warm but measured.

When Lesley stepped onto her floor, the familiar hush of executive-level efficiency greeted her. The low hum of printers. The muted clicking of keyboards. The faint scent of brewed coffee lingering in the conditioned air.

Her gaze moved automatically to Denisse's station.

Empty.

The chair was slightly pushed back, her laptop closed but waiting. A pen lay diagonally across a notepad, as if abandoned mid-thought.

Lesley's eyes lingered there a second longer than necessary.

It was close to office hours.

She told herself she was merely observing. A CEO notices everything.

Then the elevator chimed behind her.

The sound carried down the corridor, soft but distinct.

She turned.

The doors slid open.

Denisse stepped out.

Radiant.

The word formed before Lesley could stop it.

She wore something simple, clean lines that skimmed her figure without trying too hard. Her hair fell naturally over her shoulders, catching the light from the overhead panels. There was a freshness about her, something unguarded in the way she smiled at the person beside her.

For a brief, unfiltered second, Denisse looked free. Unaware of being watched.

Lesley felt it immediately.

A firm, unmistakable thud in her chest.

Annoying. Sudden. Completely unwelcome.

Then she noticed him.

A male employee walked beside Denisse, leaning slightly toward her as they talked. He said something that made Denisse laugh softly. Not loud. Not exaggerated.

Genuine.

Her smile was bright. Open. It transformed her entire face.

Not the polite curve she offered in meetings.

This one reached her eyes.

The man lifted his hand in a casual goodbye before heading toward his desk. Denisse waved back, that same smile lingering, almost shy at the edges.

Something tightened low in Lesley's stomach.

She stood there longer than she should have.

Watching.

Her expression remained neutral, perfectly composed. But beneath that surface, something sharp and unfamiliar coiled.

Why does that bother you?

Denisse's gaze shifted.

It landed on her.

The smile faltered.

Not completely gone, just… changed. Softened. Guarded.

Denisse walked toward her, steps steady but not hurried. Professional.

"Good morning, Ms. Ashford," she said.

Her voice was calm. Respectful.

But there was a faint tension beneath it, as if she, too, was measuring every word.

"Morning," Lesley replied.

Just that.

One word.

Even.

Controlled.

She turned before she could say anything else and walked toward her office.

She felt Denisse's eyes on her back.

Inside, she placed her bag on the desk with more force than usual. The leather struck the polished surface with a sharper sound than intended.

She exhaled slowly and sat.

Through the glass wall, she could see Denisse settling into her seat, opening her laptop, typing with quiet focus.

As if nothing had happened.

As if she had not just smiled like that at another man.

Lesley leaned back in her chair, fingers steepled beneath her chin.

Why did that bother her?

The question lingered, heavy.

An hour passed.

Or at least the clock insisted it had.

She reviewed reports. Approved proposals. Responded to emails with her usual precision.

And still—

The image replayed.

Denisse smiling.

Who was he?

Who is that person to her?

Why did she look so comfortable beside him?

The questions arrived uninvited and refused to leave.

Lesley straightened abruptly and opened her laptop again. Her fingers moved quickly through the company database, efficient, clinical.

She drafted a short email.

Please forward me the updated resumes of all recent hires.

The reply arrived within minutes.

Efficient.

She opened the attachments one by one, scanning profiles with detached professionalism.

Until she found him.

Denver Wilson.

Operations analyst. Joined two weeks ago.

She studied the photo attached to the file.

Clean-cut. Confident. Respectable academic background.

Young.

Her jaw tightened slightly.

What exactly are you doing?

She stared at the screen a moment longer than necessary.

Why am I looking at this man?

Why does it matter who she smiles at?

The realization hit quietly, but it hit hard.

Because it matters to you.

Annoyance flared, directed squarely at herself.

She shut the laptop with controlled force.

Through the glass wall, her eyes drifted back to Denisse.

Denisse was speaking to another colleague now, her expression neutral, composed. Professional.

Not smiling like that anymore.

Lesley reached for the intercom before she could talk herself out of it.

"Denisse, bring me a coffee."

Her voice was steady. Calm.

A brief pause.

"Yes, Ms. Ashford."

Through the glass, she watched Denisse stand, smoothing her skirt unconsciously before walking toward the break room.

Lesley told herself she had simply wanted coffee.

Nothing more.

Five minutes passed.

Then seven.

Her fingers tapped lightly against the desk.

It does not take that long.

She stood abruptly, irritation rising.

Inefficiency irritates you. That's all this is.

Her steps down the corridor were faster than usual.

When she reached the break room, she stopped at the doorway.

Denisse stood on tiptoe in front of the wall cabinet, stretching upward toward an unopened box of coffee placed too high on the shelf. The movement lengthened her posture, the curve of her waist subtly defined beneath her blouse.

Her fingers brushed the box but failed to secure it.

She shifted higher onto her toes.

The box tipped forward.

She caught it, but her balance shifted backward at the same time.

Everything slowed.

Lesley moved without conscious thought.

Two quick strides.

Her hand slid firmly around Denisse's waist, catching her just as she began to fall.

Her palm pressed against the small of her back.

Warm.

Solid.

Real.

The coffee box landed harmlessly on the counter with a dull thud.

Denisse's body collided gently with hers.

Close.

Too close.

For a suspended second, the world narrowed to the space between them.

Denisse's breath hitched.

Lesley felt it against her skin.

Their faces were inches apart.

Close enough to see the faint blush rising along Denisse's cheeks. Close enough to notice the tiny tremor in her lower lip.

Close enough to remember exactly how those lips had felt.

Lesley became acutely aware of her own hand at Denisse's waist. Of the heat beneath her palm. Of the rapid pulse beating there.

Her own heart responded in wild, uneven rhythm.

The room seemed to quiet unnaturally. The hum of the refrigerator faded into the background. Office chatter beyond the door blurred into indistinct noise.

Denisse looked up at her.

Wide eyes.

Not afraid.

Not defiant.

Just… aware.

The tension between them thickened, almost tangible.

Lesley's gaze dropped.

Just for a second.

To Denisse's mouth.

Soft. Slightly parted.

Memory surged back without mercy.

The first kiss. The shock. The heat that had stolen her breath. The way Denisse had melted before pulling away.

What is this?

Why does it feel like this with her?

Her hand tightened slightly at Denisse's waist, almost unconsciously.

Denisse did not step back.

If anything, her fingers curled faintly into the fabric of Lesley's blazer.

Lesley felt it.

The smallest pull.

Her thoughts blurred. Logic dulled. Something deeper took control.

She leaned in slowly.

Close enough to feel Denisse's breath warm against her lips.

Close enough that another inch would erase the distance entirely.

Denisse's eyes fluttered.

The moment stretched, fragile and electric.

Then the break room door swung open.

The sharp sound shattered everything.

Both of them jolted apart as if burned.

An employee stepped inside, pausing briefly at the sight of them standing too close.

Lesley straightened immediately, smoothing her jacket.

"Just one spoon of sugar," she said evenly.

Her voice was composed.

As if her heart was not racing.

As if she had not almost crossed a line she could never uncross.

"Y-yes, Ms. Ashford," Denisse replied, bending quickly to retrieve the coffee box. Her cheeks were still flushed.

Lesley turned and walked out without looking back.

Her steps were measured again.

Controlled.

By the time she reached her office, her face was neutral.

But when she closed the door behind her, she leaned against it briefly, eyes shutting for a second.

Her pulse would not slow.

What are you doing, Lesley?

This is reckless.

This is dangerous.

She moved to her desk and sat, forcing her breathing into an even rhythm.

Through the glass wall, she watched Denisse return with the mug in her hands.

Composed.

Professional.

But there was something softer in her expression now.

Something lingering.

An awareness.

As if she, too, had felt the pull.

As if they had both stood on the edge of something unfamiliar and consuming.

And almost—

Almost let themselves fall.

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