Chapter 41
EVANORA
And just like that, one stupid selfish act I lost my daughter. The way the world killed me, I killed
her. By taking her son away from her I lost her. After she woke up all she wanted was her son.
Nothing I said mattered to her. The girl who had stood before my eyes that day was a totally
different person.
She did not care that I was her mother. She did not care who I was. She wanted Saint back. I
still remember the look she gave me. The way she broke out of my arms and went into Ivan's
arms. Her last goodbye.
"I do not care who you are. But so far only Ivan has stood by me, only he is willing to take care
of my son. I will find my son mother and when I do I will kill you myself and I'll take over your
empire. You will fall. "
That's what she said to me. Unfortunately I'd let her kill me because the sweet girl she was no
longer existed and it was all my fault. Taking away the only thing that kept her sane. I stood in
Nicholas's office waiting for him to come back from his meeting. In the end I lost because of who
I am.
The door of his office opened and he came in. He stopped on his tracks when he saw me.
Looking at him I couldn't hold back my tears.
"Kiss me. "
"Are you okay? "
"no I'm not so please kiss me, fuck me do whatever the hell you want with me I just want to feel
your hands on me Nico please. "
Nicholas pulls me into his arms and kisses me raw, with so much passion and hunger. He
undresses me and his hands grope my breasts deriving a moan from me. He pulls my head
back with my hair causing it to hurt on the roots but it makes me wet instead. He kisses my neck
down to my bare nipples then he goes down on me.
'I hate you mother. '
'don't you ever come anywhere near me'
'I'll kill you.'
"fuck stop it Nicholas. "
I push him away and take a moment to breathe. I can't. I've lost her.
"Nico. I lied to you. All those years I lied to you. Evelynne is our daughter not Amilio's daughter,
she's your daughter. "
Nicholas looks at me startled.
"I lied because I was scared. "
"Scared of what? You're a fuckin mafia queen what were you scared of? "
"I didn't want to fall in love with you okay. I was scared of love that's with lied. "
"How could you Evanora? How could you fuckin do that? "
"I'm sorry Nico. But I had my reasons they were stupid. Even after all those years I love you. I
have always loved you and I still love you and I'll keep loving you. "
"say that again. "
"I love you Nicholas."
"What you did was messed up Eva. But I'm so madly in love with you and being unable to touch
you, to kiss you to fuck you to hold you drove me so crazy Eva. You didn't have to run away
from me. I want to see my daughter take me to her. "
"She's dead. "
"dead. Who killed her! "
"She has ASPD and now she's no longer the sweet little girl. "
After a heated argument we agreed to go see her. As I drove past the dark forest. Nicholas was
willing to give us a second chance. I hit the brakes when a ghostly looking girl stood before my
car. Her hair was disheveled, her clothes dirty and loose and the girl was holding a knife. I go
out first and as I get closer I realize it's Evelynne.
SHE'S GOING TO KILL US.
I look back at the car hoping to see Nicholas safe in the car but he's not there. Instead he's
outside the car and he runs towards Evelynne and before I could even stop him he hugged her
and she stabbed him. Thirty three times. Nicholas falls on his knees his eyes reflecting pain,
his first and last moment with his child… dying by the hands of his daughter. One he's never
even embraced or spoken to.
Before I know it I slap Evelynne. Her head sways sideways and she looks back at me.
"for all your deeds mother you will burn in the pits of hell. This is for Saint. "
Evelynne tries stabbing me but I block her attack and punch her on the stomach.
"You gave him away. You let her keep him. _My son._"
"I told you Lyn. I did it for your safety. I was saving your life. I just wanted you to have a chance
at life. I wanted you to have a normal life baby. "
"Saving my life? Or saving your reputation? Your perfect daughter doesn't die, she doesn't exist
in your world, she's nothing, my existence is just hidden and then you give away my son like
he's a piece of priceless jewelry. "
I know what I did was fucked up. Selfish even. My fists curled until my nails sunk into my palms
but that was incomparable to the pain I felt in my heart. This could be how I died. No death
could be more painful than this. Watching Nicholas die after I'd just told him how I felt about him.
It fuckin hurt.
"You're emotional. I understand. But don't mistake grief for strategy."
Evelynne lunged towards me, her eyes engulfed by the darkness, She swings — I block her
attack with my forearm. Evelynne tries again this time swinging the knife my way and misses
but the knife slashes slightly leaving a cut on my face then losing balance she falls on her arm
near the car. Evelynne howls. Pain shoots up her arm. But she doesn't stop. Evelynne
kicks me and I dodge, throw a punch at her, pull her hand and step on it nearly disarming her.
Evelynne throws me on the windshield that cracks slightly. I groan in pain, I didn't think she had
this much strength .
"You said you cared about him but you gave him away the second you got the chance. You
fuckin let go of my son. "
"He's not _yours_. Not blood."
*(Evelynne ROARS. Charges. Tackle me to the floor. Fists fly. Blood spatters on the tile road.
I grab Evelynne's hair," I'm sorry baby, I realize my mistake please let me fix it. Give me a
chance please.
Evelynne keeps punching my face throwing all her frustration and power in each blow and I let
her.
"I'm acting like a mother."
I flip her over and strangle her against the car. I don't intend to kill her but I'm just so desperate
to have my baby back. I need her to hear me out.
"Baby I'm sorry okay my love but please, you can't take over alone
You can't do this alone."
Evelynne "Maybe not… _alone._"
She looks over my shoulder and suddenly my body is invaded by a sharp piercing pain through
my back. It doesn't just stop but I'm stabbed again and again and again.
" LYN—!"
Evelynne rolls away. Stands. Sways.
Evelynne, (voice calm now. Cold.)"You're right. I'm not strong enough… _alone._ But I'm done
asking for help."
Evelynne, "You're bleeding out, mom."
THE END