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Chapter 8 - The Education of Lyrael Dav

Lyrael Dav was, by most accounts, a well-behaved child.

This assessment was held by most of Ashenveil and was based primarily on the fact that she was polite to adults, performed her chores reliably, and had an earnest quality when engaged in activities that people in authority approved of that generated warm feelings in those people and made them inclined to give her the benefit of the doubt on matters they might otherwise look more closely at.

Kai had known for four years that this was a highly sophisticated presentation strategy deployed by someone whose actual inner life was considerably more complicated, and he found it both impressive and reassuring.

"You're doing the face," he told her one afternoon.

"What face?"

"The face that makes adults trust you immediately."

She stopped making the face and made a different one instead, which was considerably more honest and included, at its corners, the hint of something that on a less self-possessed person would have been a smirk. "I don't know what you're talking about."

"You've been doing it since you were five."

"That's a very serious accusation."

"It's an observation."

She picked up the scroll she'd been studying — she had her own collection now, borrowed from Brann at the same rate as Kai, read at a different pace but with no less attention — and looked at it without reading it. "My mother does it too," she said finally. "When she's trying to get my father to agree to something. I noticed it when I was small and I thought — that's useful."

"It is useful."

"She doesn't know I copied it from her." A pause. "Don't tell her."

"I wasn't going to."

She put the scroll down. Outside the Dav house, the spring afternoon was making its usual argument for being paid attention to — warm light, new leaves, the particular brightness that came after a grey winter. Lyrael looked at it and then back at Kai with the expression she used when she was deciding how to say something.

"Something has been happening," she said.

"To you?"

"During training. When I push past the point where it starts to hurt." She described it — the slow current, the deep and not-Fire thing that moved when she was at the edge of her capacity. She was precise about it, which was one of her qualities that Kai valued: she observed things carefully before speaking about them.

He listened without interrupting.

When she finished, he was quiet for a moment.

"Have you told Brann?" he asked.

"No. I wanted to tell you first."

He thought about the Veilborn Paradox, about what Brann had said about the thing that showed on the Affinity Stone for two seconds. He thought about what it meant that Lyrael, who had presented with a B-rank Fire affinity at the Awakening Ceremony, was now sensing something underneath it that moved differently.

"You should tell Brann," he said. "Today if possible."

She looked at him with the particular sharpness she used when she detected that he knew more than he was currently saying. "You know what it is."

"I have a theory."

"Tell me."

"Tell Brann first. Then we'll both know and we can discuss it with someone who has context." He paused. "It's not bad. I want to be clear about that. Whatever it is — it's not bad. It might be the opposite of bad."

She studied him.

"You're being annoyingly careful with information again," she said.

"I'm being appropriately careful."

"Those are the same thing from where I'm standing."

He almost smiled. The almost was visible, which was one of the things that had changed in the past year — he was slightly less controlled about the almost-smiles than he used to be, and Lyrael had noticed, and had privately catalogued each one as a small personal victory without telling him about it.

"Today," he said. "Brann's house. I'll come with you."

Brann heard Lyrael's account with the same quiet attention he gave most things, which was the attention of someone who had learned that the fastest way to miss something important was to react before the whole picture was available.

When she finished, he looked at her for a long moment.

Then he looked at Kai.

"You're not surprised," Brann said.

"I had a theory."

"Of course you did." He turned back to Lyrael. "The Fire affinity is genuine. B-rank was accurate and probably conservative — you've developed it considerably since the ceremony." He paused. "The other thing. The deep current you're describing. That's not Fire."

"I know," Lyrael said. "It doesn't feel like Fire."

"No. It wouldn't." He was quiet again. "The Affinity Stone measures the dominant active affinity. In rare cases, a second affinity exists in a dormant state below the primary — too deep, too inactive to register at the standard ceremony age. As the cultivator develops, the secondary begins to wake up."

"What is it?" Lyrael asked.

"I don't know yet." He held up a hand. "That's not an evasion. I genuinely don't know — I would need to see it register on an Affinity Stone to tell you, and even then, what you're describing might be unusual enough that I couldn't categorize it from what I know." He looked at her steadily. "What I can tell you is: hidden secondary affinities in cultivators who already present with a strong primary are extremely rare. The texts say they're usually remarkable when they eventually emerge."

Lyrael processed this with visible care.

"Remarkable how?" she said.

"Remarkably powerful. Remarkably rare. Both." He paused. "Remarkably complicated, often. The interaction between a developed primary affinity and a waking secondary is not always smooth."

"But not dangerous?"

"Not inherently. With the right development." He looked between the two of them — the boy with the deep grey eyes who had been sitting quietly through this with the expression of someone confirming something he'd already suspected, and the girl with the stubborn jaw who was receiving information and processing it in real time with the focused efficiency of someone who had decided to understand something no matter what it required. "I want both of you to understand something."

He said it carefully, the way he said things he meant completely.

"Whatever you each are — and I believe both of you are something more than what this village knows how to recognize — the cultivation world will be interested in you eventually. The Goldveil Sect offer was the mild version of that interest. There are powers in this world that are not mild." He let the silence do its work. "The best defense you have is time. Time to develop. Time to understand what you are. Time to become strong enough that when the world's attention finds you, you can meet it on your own terms."

He looked at Kai. "You have three years to the Goldveil decision."

He looked at Lyrael. "Your secondary affinity will announce itself at some point — on its own schedule, regardless of convenience. When it does, it will attract attention."

"What kind of attention?" Lyrael said.

"The kind that requires you to already be prepared for it." He stood up. "Which means we have work to do."

They walked home in the late afternoon, the spring light going golden across the village rooftops, and were quiet together for a while.

"The Veilborn Paradox," Lyrael said eventually.

He looked at her.

"I read all of Brann's scrolls," she said. "Including the ones on the high shelf that he told us not to touch."

A pause.

"When?" he said.

"Over the past year. Carefully. While you were talking to him and he wasn't watching." She said it without particular guilt, in the tone of someone reporting logistics. "The Paradox. Multiple Laws simultaneously. I thought about what showed on the Affinity Stone at the ceremony — you saw it too, don't pretend you didn't — and I thought about the way Brann watches you practice." She looked at him. "That's what you have."

He was quiet.

"And me," she said. "The secondary affinity. Whatever it is, it's going to be something that interacts with the Fire in a way that isn't standard. Which in cultivation theory means either a fusion or a rare independent development." She thought about it. "Blood and Karma are the affinities associated with old vampire clan techniques. Crimson Fate." She said it carefully, like testing the name. "I read about it in the oldest of the restricted scrolls."

"That's thought to be extinct," Kai said.

"So are Void Serpents," Lyrael said.

He looked at her.

She looked back at him.

"We're both things that shouldn't exist," she said. Not with distress — with the calm of someone who has had time to arrive at a conclusion before speaking it. "According to the standard cultivation texts. According to the expectations of the world."

"Does that bother you?"

She thought about it seriously, the way she thought about things that deserved serious thought.

"No," she said. "It makes me want to understand it better." A pause. "And it makes me want to be considerably stronger before anyone else finds out."

The golden light was fading into something cooler and softer. Vesra shifted against Kai's neck, her patterns tracing themselves slowly in the evening air.

"Three years," Kai said.

"Three years," Lyrael agreed.

They walked the rest of the way home in comfortable silence, which was one of their oldest habits and one of the most reliable.

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