Hello 👋 friends
I am Soumiya 🙏
Aaj aapni life ko lekar boot sad rahti hu aapse nivedan hai ki aap aasi galti na kijiye mai jab 9 class mai thi to mai boot jada he friends ke sath rahte thi mai aapna sara time friends ko de deti thi padai to nahi de paati thi easi liye mai exam mai fail ho gaye jis wajah se meri family ne mujhe boot bola mere dad boot nasa karte hai jiske karan mere dad ne gussa mai kya nahi bola mujhe fir mai eatna parsan rahne lagi jiske karan mere family ne mujhe aapne se dur kuch din ke liye hostel mai bej diya waha mujko aapni family ki boot yaad aati thi 2 bhan and 1 bhai jo ki mujhe boot yaad aate the maine kuch din to khana nahi khaya meri hostel teachar ne mom ke pass call kiya our mere baare mai bataya mom ne mujhe bola ki padhai par Diyan do par mai padai kaise karti jab mai pura din family ka pyar our friends ko yaad karte rahti kuch din baad mere family se mere bhai ne call kiya our mere se 20 minut baat ki our bola mujhe tere bina aacha nahi lagta bhai ki yah baat suun kar mere dil ro padha our maine phone teacher ko diya our bhai ki baat yaad kar ke mai puri raat roi meri tabiyat family se dur rahne ke baad our kharab ho gaye meri family ke pass call gaya to mom ne bola mai aapni beti ko lene aa rahi hu teacher ne mujhe bataya nahi our next day mom aai our mom ko dekh kar mai boot roi mom ne mujhe bola aab tum mere sath ghar chalo mom ghar lekar aai our kuch din to mom dad ne boot pyar Kiya kuch din baat mujhe choti choti baat par fail ho gaye aasi baat sunnai gai mera dil ro jata tha jab mujhe koi aasa bolta to mom dad ne mujhe bola ham tumko le to aaye par ham tumko padai nahi karvaye ghi mera dil ro kar bola koi baat nahi.padai nahi karu ghi lakin rahu ghi to aapni family ke sath chote bhai bhan padhai karte hai to mera dil andar se rota hai ki khas mai bhi padhai kar le hoti to aaj mujko kisi ko dekhna nahi padhta lakin aaj mai aapne ghar mai baithe rahti hu kabhi biti hui baat yaad karti hu to rona aa jata hai rona to nahi chahti par yaad aak aasi chij hai jo kisi ko bhi rula sakti hai mai aapse yahi bolna chahu ghi ki agar aap story Read kar rahe hai to aap friend ko chood kar padai par Diyan dena mai nahi chahti ho mere sath hua vo kisi our ke sath ho meri life kharab ho chuki hai our meri umar aabhi 17 sal ki hai kya mai 17 sal ki umar mai bhi kuch kar sakte hu to jarur comment kijiye gha mai aaj mai aapne friend ko dekhti hu school jaate hue to mai boot parsan hoti hu andar se mera dil rone lagta hai lakin mujhe yah nahi samaj aata kya meri family ko mera dard our mera eatna sad rahna kaise dikh jata hai mai har kisi ki feeling ko samajti hu our koi meri samajne wala nahi hai mai khud ko dekh kar rote hu kyuki mai khud aak samajdar ladki hu aap log soch rahe hoge khud ko samajdar koi nahi bol sakta par mujhe aasa lagta hai agar mai aapne aap ko dekh kar rah leti hu to mai aak samajdar ladki hu aap logo ko meri story mai eatna dard nahi dikh raha hoga par mujhe batane mai eatna aasu aa raha hai jitna aap nahi samaj sakte mai aapne aap ko kyu eatna heart karti hu mai agar friend ko aache time par chood deti to aaj sab ki tarah aak aachi ladki ke jaise School mai padai karti mai agar mai aapni family se bolti hu ki mere padai karva do to vo aaj bhi mujhse boot gussa se baat karte hai mai yah nahi samaj paati ki jindagi mai auch nich to ho jaati hai bacho se he to galti hai to kya ham bacho ko puri life ke liye ghar se bahar nahi nikalne denge mera aase jindagi ho gaye hai ki mai hasti bhi hu to dekh kar hasti hu kahi mere hasi ghar mai kisi ko gussa na dila de mai har kisi ke jaise nahi hu mere jindgi boot kharab hai dard bhari na maa samajne wali na dad samajne wale bhai bhan hai to choote bache kisi ki nahi sunte to mera dard kaha se sunne ghe aaj khud ko barbaad karne ke baad mai boot roti hu parsan ho gai hu aapni life se boot parsan ho gai hu kuch aacha nahi lagta kya karu kaha jayu maan karta hai sabse dur chal jayu par aaj ki duniya mai akele ensan ko jine ko nahi milta kya mai karu aap log he bata sakte ho mai kuch din phale ghar to choodne wali thi par mai kya karu bhai bhan ke bina mera dil nahi lagta dil rota hai easi liye mai jitna kosis karti hu aun dono ko pada deti hu ki aage eanki bhi life mere jaise na ho bhai bhan ko dekh kar aasa lagta hai ki mere pass boot kuch hai our maa papa ko dekh kar lagta hai ki mera koi nahi hai mai sabki dusman ban chuki hu mai parsan ho hai hu eas bakar jindgi se sochti hu thodi badi ho jayu ki aapni care khud karne sikh jayu to sabse dur chal jayu ghi kabhi nahi family ke sath rahu ghi par kya karu umar bhi to aabhi jada nahi hai kaha jayu kya karu kuch nahi samaj aata mere jagah our koi hota andar he andar ro ro ke mar jata par mujhe eatna to pata hai mai boot strong hu ki mai aapne aap ko samal sakti hu our aaghe bhi samal lu ghi aap log kabhi aasi galti mat karna ki aapko mere jaise jindagi jini pade 🙏🙏🙏 thank you 🥺🙏